Why not? Any things possible.
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You've ever written your suicide note.
“Don’t call Trump supporters nazis, it hurts their feelings.”
Okay, so for 2 years now I have been dealing with emotional abuse from all 3 of my siblings. The embarrassing thing is that they're all younger than me. Just last year my sister told me that my pants were way too big, and I must be super fat. And now I have a borderline eating disorder. But the worst thongs is that my parents always take their side. Saying things like, 'Well, it is your fault.' and 'Next time, try to be better.' I know that some people have it worse, but I have crippling depression and I cut myself even before all this happened.
I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.
we are not who you think we are.
the boy with turrets told the funniest jokes
the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings
the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul
the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart
the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep
the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking
the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful
the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs
the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies
the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth
the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied
the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals
we are not who you think we are.
cause honey, same
Tunnel Of Love
being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.