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i think i found one of the other anon's blogs and its making me have intense feelings of "no! he is mine you cant have him!" i dont wish any harm on this anon but im inexplicably grr about it in a "no, dont take him from me!" kind of way.. also you changing your @ scared me for a second, i thought you blocked me or got termed or something.. -⛓
well, i certainly didn’t mean to scare you! i thought the old @ was a tongue twister, and a little too repetitive. i also couldn’t remember the order the words went in, so i thought i’d change it.
awe, anon! you sure know how to make a guy feel rather special.
how was your sleep? i hope you are well rested today -⛓
i am quite well rested! i’ve got a somewhat busy day, but i’m ready for the day ahead!
small world, huh, captain? 'm sure you could connect the dots. use that pretty head of yers.
...looks like you've picked up after yourself these days. wonder if you're still as easy as you used to be.
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easy? what ever do you mean? “picked up after myself”? connect the dots?
oh, now i’m more curious then ever.
My day was good! Especially since you’ve been responding to me so much, makes me all giggly like a little kid.
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i’m glad your day has gone well. i do wish you’d dm me, i’m quite curious to know who you are.
Of course i can be patient, I haven’t told you who I am yet have I? I hope your movie is good :3
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it was a good movie, i enjoyed it!
now, as for patience. thank for being such.
how has your day been, anon?
You’re too sweet, but seriously, i watch your blog like it’s my favorite tv show. I need better hobbies outside of stalking people online
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your favorite? how kind.
i know i’m a touch dry, i’m watching a movie. you can be patient, cant you?
If you saw how much you might be a little more concerned than flattered, but i can’t complain.
And yay! I love it when my obsessions acknowledge me tehe
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who said i wouldn’t be even more flattered?
Honestly it probably isn’t that far off from one considering how often i’m stalking your account/hj but enough about that. Do you have any favorite people? Can I pretty please be one?
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i suppose you could.
and awe, you stalk my accounts? i’m flattered.
im sorry,, i didnt mean to make you uncomfortable... im still scared to reveal myself so i might wait before i message you. hype myself up or something.. if you think you know you can message me i think..
i now realise i was spiralling, and you shouldnt have to deal with that. im going to go ground myself or something, maybe nap.. hope your day goes well and you look after yourself.
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you look after yourself as well. you haven’t made me uncomfortable. you can take all the time you need.
no it definitely goes beyond a little. ur mines now dude, no takesies backsies
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what an odd thing to say. considering i don’t even know who you are, it feels like one of those shitty stalker romances daisuke lent me.
it sucks so much to be so desperate to feel loved, yet so incapable of beliving i deserve it...
the feelings i have arent anything new,, ive just been in denial for a while.. not the trauma feelings, the other ones..
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i understand.
i hope all goes well, but i feel uncomfortable on your behalf to continue talking about this publicly. this is dangerously information to give to the public.
however. we can continue talking, if you’d like.
I wish I wasnt like this,, my trauma is unfortunatly a part of me I dont think will ever leave me..
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you have to grow and live with the trauma. and not let it overcome you. you have to make it a part of you, and learn and develop.
everyone wishes they weren’t the way they are.
You are definitely odd, but in a good way. I like you. but yeah i’m definitely not gonna go and think about that answer for the next few weeks /lh
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think about it how?
do tell, anon, i’m curious.
are you, as you said, “a little” possessive over me? does it go beyond that?
now you’ve got me curious.
I said things you didn't like..
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you are quite within your right to say things i do not like.
i do not tolerate negative self-talk here. not from others, at least.
that was all. you have not upset me.
Everyone can, but does that mean everyone should? Do I really deserve to know what that feels like? I so desperately want to be loved and cared for, but Im a spineless burden. Spineless burdens dont get to be loved.. Especially not ones so damaged that they arent trusted to be able to keep them selves safe..
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now, don’t talk like that.
you are not a spineless burden. and you are worthy of love.
i’m sensing that you’ve gone through it. and that’s okay. you will heal. i promise.
Is it in my rights to be a little possessive over you even though you technically don’t know who i am? Or is that crazy of me? Be so super honest pretty please
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hm…depends.
do i not know who you are at all? do i not know who you are, but i know the system/the body/another headmate of yours? do i not know you, but know of you?
i’m sure it’s well within your rights. craziness aside.
Hehheh, I think its ok. But if you arent careful this sick, broken woman might get the idea that she can relearn how to be loved../ch -⛓
anyone, and everyone, can learn to be loved.
Its ok to make me cry.. Im just not used to feeling special like this... but the more i talk to you the worse my feeling get.. -⛓
would you rather stop talking?
i’m still so intrigued to know exactly who you are.
but you are special. everyone is, in their own way. every single person is special and worthy of love.
you cant just say stuff like that, ill cry /wet cat -⛓
oh, well. i don’t mean to make you cry !
Once upon a time I was told I wasnt worthy of love,, now I have even worse self esteem then I already did. I am terrified of rejection, and believe its all I will receive from anyone I show interest in.. So the possibility of you figuring out who I am is scary,, because Im convinced you will lose interest if you ever find out... -⛓
you will never know until you try.
i’m sorry you were told that. everyone is worthy of unending love.
Im sorry for disapearing.. You guessed right and i got scared.. Im sorry if my cowardice is disapointment, Im spineless, pathetic, and weak.. If it bothers you, I can leave you alone.. -⛓
who said it bothers me?
i’m still not sure which system from, so you still have that anonymity. you’re safe, dear.
i dislike cowards, yes. but that doesn’t mean you’ve disappointed me. you are not spineless, pathetic, or weak.
do tell, though. why scares?
i wonder where the ⛓️ anon went . . .
i’m still so deeply curious as to who it is.
Thats, reassuring at least. I think I can maybe get away with saying that I am a mw fictive, Im just not the one in your tags.. I am also very mentally ill in general. Do you have any guesses as to who I might be, my lovely captain? I believe you are smart enough to figure it out, youre are amazing like that. -⛓
i’m assuming a fictive of anya?
perhaps you may not be in the tags. that does not mean i don’t care for you. i care deeply for all of my crew.
thank you for the compliments, however. it’s endearing.
Well, on this blog you only seem to have eyes for fictives of one person, and Im not a version of him.. - ⛓
that doesn’t exactly matter to me, you see.
this blog is primarily centered around my source memories. just because i “only have eyes for one person”, doesn’t mean anything.
i will say, now you’ve got me curious.
Maybe I should be messaging you on this blog, but I dont think you would have talked about me here.. -⛓
what makes you think that, anon?
i have to say, the air of mystery is certainly odd. i do hope your confidence will grow soon.
i can handle being treated like shit over and over again, but i can not handle you leaving me
infatuation runs through my veins, seeps from my pores, coats my skin and nails. and even if you aren’t the least bit as infatuated with me, as i am with you, well…isn’t that part of the fun?
You're too sweet! We usually keep up our "who gives a damn" attitude, but — we are surrounded by some people who think it's odd. You'll never find us talking about how there can't be other fictives, but they're simply not.. us! My own gripes, though, I'm sure you understand!
I hope you have a fantastic day, Captain.
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right on the money, sweetheart.
a fictive can be connected to their sources, but two fictives, from two different systems, with the same source connection are NOT the same.
i wish for you to have a wonderful day too, anon! remember that my inbox and my dms are always free :)