Random Diary Entry

Random Diary Entry

There are a lot of things I would like to share with people. To explain to people that I like. I’d like to say why am I so scared to coming to close with them, or why I joke about suicide 24/7. I just don’t think that those essays about my idiocity will be appropriate in the situations. I don’t think I’ll ever share something that deep inside me with anyone of them. I don’t want to think I’m weird or to be scared. I want to see smiles on their faces and hear their laugh and I’d like to share something back, but I cannot give anything. Atleast anything nice or funny. Maybe I’m just too bad as a companion, haha.

I would like to share all I want with them, but I’m scared. I don’t want to think I’m weak or broken. Even if I am, there no need for them to know. Sometimes I imagine stuff like that In my head and it never sounds good, huh. Maybe I just miss something important.

Funny how many aspects of my life still feel the same way although multiple years have passed. Guess some things never change.

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Who’s more dominant: LUNA, and no one would expect that. She’s the only one that can point out Draco’s shit and he actually listens.

Who’s the cuddler: Draco :) :)

Who’s the big spoon/little spoon: They are both, but Luna prefers to be the big spoon and Draco prefers to be the little spoon.

What’s their favorite non-sexual activity: They love reading and researching together?? Like they are all about any kind of mental activities. They also like to play games and puzzles. I also see them going on picnics or walks a lot, and maybe even going to like art places where you can do pottery, etc.

Who uses all the hot water: Draco.

Most trivial thing they fight over: When Draco is feeling insecure about something in his life, he can sometimes nitpick at Luna about her weird interests or style choices, but Luna let’s it slide cause she knows he doesn’t truly mean it. Luna doesn’t really argue about anything, she is like super chill.

Who does most of the cleaning: Draco.

What has a season pass on their dvr/Who controls the netflix queue: Probably Draco.

Who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working:  Draco.

Who leaves their stuff around: Luna, and Draco gets irritated about it at times, but Luna always has some weird reasoning for it.. and he’s just like alright.. I can let it slide cause I love you.

Who remembers to buy the milk: Draco.

Who remembers anniversaries: They both do and give each other cute little gifts :’)

Who cooks normally: Draco.

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What do they do when they’re away from each other: They both take a lot of mental notes to tell each other what happened throughout the day, but they are both fairly independent.

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Who steals the covers at night: Draco does, but Luna always sleeps in a hoodie so it doesn’t matter much.

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Who kissed who first: Luna kissed Draco first.

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