Latest Posts by ak1rawi - Page 2

nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse

alright cuh why the freak did i get blocked cuz he saw the ed shit 😭 THE WAY ITS ONLY BEEN 45 MINUTES????

your boy got a bf you bet your ASSCHEEKS im locking tf in

your boy got a bf you bet your ASSCHEEKS im locking tf in

urgh . . changed my theme to amon from dmcb . . . gonna change my intro and shit soon 〒▽〒

nvm im shooting myself im 61.8

i don't have 4n4 guys!!!! im so fucking shit at my OWN GODDAMN DISORDER THAT I JUST GAIN AND GAIN AND GAIN

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it

my brother likes blackpink i saw a shit ton of photo cards on his desk when i was putting his laundry away (ts mf 6'0 with a beard)

okay so im not 62 kg . . but i did gain 0.3 . . im now 61.4 kg 😭

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!

(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)

"summer is in x months!!" "get ready for summer!!" "summer bodies are made in the winter!!" I LIVE IN NEW ZEALAND

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

uurrrrggghhh i have a crush on somebody but apparently he was a shitty person in intermediate 🙁

when the day was so bad you don't even wanna log your cals or you know you'll cry (it's not even 6 pm yet)

psa: if you faint (or almost faint) EAT SOMETHING!!! eat the chocolate in your cupboard, eat a protein bar, make yourself a sandwich, JUST EAT SOMETHING!! it doesn't matter if it's 300 cals or 50 cals, any amount will help you get energized. don't faint and then not eat, your chances of fainting AGAIN and landing in hospital is gonna shoot up.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

my friend next to me as she watches me like ed stuff on my tumblr feed

my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.

soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.

might be an unpopular opinion, but i lowkey dislike those "girlblogger lana del ray this is what makes us girls" blogs cause they romanticize weird shit and it's so icky sticky like do what you want idc but don't be posting weird, icky 1ns3st shit that's gross.

i love being a gay little shit with my zappy and sending them cute lil hearts whenever i talk and calling them "MY zappy" to others like HES FREAKING MINE GUYS!!!!!! (strictly platonic guys we just friends)

m3ansp0 lowk doesn't work on me... just cuz you said i shouldn't eat that chocolate bar because im fat im now gonna eat it just to spite you 😭

ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.

oh yeah, if anybody here knows a former tumblr account called "deadlikedeath" with a snakelike pfp that was me!!

OH MY GYATT IM 62.2 KG WHICH IS CLOSE TO 62 KG AND 62 KG IS CLOSE TO 60 KG WHICH IS MY FIRST GW IM SO EXCITED!!!!

my favorite thing to do is lie on my back in bed. suck in my tummy, and feel my hip bones and ribs magically pop out.

who needs motivation when i have it right here?

this is pathetic. why do i have to repeat this so many times? if you have an ed too, cool! that's what my blog is for. DONT DM ME BECAUSE OF THAT. if you like my posts, then follow me, DONT DM ME RANDOMLY. if you think im cool, comment on one of my posts asking if you can dm me. DONT FUCKING DM ME RANDOMLY.

let me say this right now: DO NOT DM ME RANDOMLY. i am 13 and i want to be safe. idc if you recognize me from my old account but i have changed, that account was disgusting.

DO NOT DM ME RANDOMLY.

when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔

let me say this right now: DO NOT DM ME RANDOMLY. i am 13 and i want to be safe. idc if you recognize me from my old account but i have changed, that account was disgusting.

DO NOT DM ME RANDOMLY.

this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture

when you f4sted for 22 hours and the scale hasn't gone down

oh yeah, i pvrg3d three times in an hour... this is DEFINITELY the peak of bul1m14 🩷🩷