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No one ever tell me anything bad about the person who runs this account.

very quick leshycat doodle :3

Did you know that sheep’s could purr?

✨cute sheep fact of the day✨

(And thank you to that person who told me I mixed up the twins names, I always seem to get them confused half the time 🤣)

LOOK AT THEM GO!

hi hello! these are some designs for my cotl au which name is god's mess. narinder is under the cut cause i dont like.him

also cw for nudity i suppose but there's no details its just a ugly ahh cat.

goat!narinder & maybe siblings is next :)

*laughs more evily than the last evil laugh*

narinder in my au is very fluffy. i wonder if this scene is matter to the lore...

ugly fat cat

some narilambs i made in recent magmas

i crave soft narilamb...

trying to learn how to draw animal faces so far progress is so-so, but I'll keep trying

btw, hold the goat

I've been working on an AU as of late. I doubt anyone will really care, but nonetheless I want to talk about it on here because I figure it'll be awhile before I get the comic I'm thinking of out anyways.

It's essentially the same as canon, with one deviation in the storyline. The Lamb, who is named Nolawi here, attempts to sacrifice themself to save Narinder multiple times. But see, the problem is that in the game, when you try to sacrifice yourself to Narinder... You can't. You're brought to the credits screen, yes, but you can continue your save just like normal. Theres no ending after you sacrifice yourself, you're just sent back in time. Nolawi essentially gets stuck in a time loop through this. The first few times, they're confused. They think theres a mistake, they must've been dreaming-- or something odd like that. They fully intend to sacrifice themself. They see it as their final decision, one that will free their benefactor and give them closure. They don't want to become a god. They are at peace with their standing. But the universe denies them. They cannot sacrifice themself. They are stuck in a loop of dying and coming back.

Eventually, the universe begins to shiver at their sheer determination. And by shiver, I mean crack. There's only so many times one can deny their own fate before the fates begin to doubt themselves. Nolawi is a stubborn lamb, and they won't let the world deny them their choice. After so long of doing this, the universe finally responds. The 'Mystic Seller' (or, 'weird physical manifestation of that above divinity' AKA 'the fucking universe itself') presents itself to Nolawi and offers them a deal. The Universe will return Narinder to the living world, he will be-- by all means-- freed. But Nolawi must give up their entire flock in return. Nolawi, as a name, means Shephard. It's a religious name, specifically one from Ethiopia, Nolawi-- or ኖላዊ is God who gave his life for his sheep (mankind). Thus, by accepting this deal, Nolawi betrays who they are as a person and as a god to their flock. They give up their flock as sacrifice for their own selfish wants-- rather then how it should be. Nolawi declines the request. Believing it to be asinine, and the Universe false. They are stubborn, they are the chosen vessel of he who waits, they can be persistent and wait for the Universe to crack as they continue to try and sacrifice themself to Narinder. ...But the Universe is endlessly more patient then a single Lamb. Who is, at this time, still just a vessel, and not a true god. Nolawi is playing with fate, and fate never loses. So eventually, they finally give in. And their entire flock is sacrificed, while Narinder and them are saved. Narinder is freed, as a god in his own right-- But lacking the same power he would've gained if Nolawi had been sacrificed. He is weak, and they are shattered. The Universe freed Narinder as a Bishop and not a Mortal on purpose. Think of it as a petty little 'fuck you' to Nolawi for keeping it waiting for so long. Because Narinder is not a Mortal, he cannot be a part of their flock. So they cannot recruit him.

What is a Shephard without a Flock? Nolawi finds this question a taunt. They're purposeless. They defied fate, yes, and they technically made their own choice AGAINST fate. But there is no victory for them. There is no justice. They are left at the hands of the world again with nothing. Only Narinder. They have a pretty damn unhealthy codependency here, especially because the Universe isn't willing to talk to a god who has no following. And they WILL die soon if they don't build their flock. So, they and Narinder are forced to work together for it. In all their toxicity.

I might elaborate upon this someday and I DO have a comic planned out for this AU, which is why I'm talking about it. I'd love to hear opinions or feedback. Thank you for reading, if you did! It means a lot.

INFO POST

hi hello! ❀

my pronouns are he/him or they/them, so you can refer to me as you like within these two options!

i am not fluent in English, so my speech may seem a little strange. sorry about that!

currently fixated on cult of the lamb & trod au by bamsara. i'm open to new friends and moots so you can send me an ask or dm me if you want to chat with me personally or became moots! please DNI if you're racist, transphobic, homophobic, pro-shipper, trump supporter, using ai or a minor under 16 y.o my art tag my ao3 (empty for now) | my bluesky (inactive on that one but if anything happens to tumblr i'll try to post there)

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Ive seen some people say my Narinder's eyes look like boba . they're right!

Sassy usurper? I think YES Nari actually does like to garden and tend to crops but first he must be humbled LMAO

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god of death

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it's getting much harder for him to deny it.

(small scene I'm writing for Trod)

Older TROD stuff/answered ask and doodles for future chapter whatnot that I honestly cannot remember if I've already posted it but throwing here just in case

More doodles incoming ya know ya know

TROD!!! TROODIRHSXKDLSK

 " (...) Whatever that was, he’s not doing that again."

I've been wanting to make a fanart of TROD for a while and for some reason this scene stuck with me, so I wanted to try and draw a little something for it! Go read Bamsara's fanfic if you haven't, it's fire : D

In my Nt4Waltzes au, Narinder pretends to be a messenger of Death rather than the god himself. When any of his godly powers display openly, the Lamb assumes it's some sort of weird cult-related illness. Holy? Sure, but not that holy. Hence, the Lamb worries often and Narinder can't do much about it without giving himself away. (Narinder worries back)

the lamb: I can't tell whether 'rinder has charisma or something distinctively worse going on.

cotl gameplay doodle

theone who cooks......

i love hc that narinder LOVES when lambert are covered in wool cause he can make biscuits all day with all that soft long wool.

i'm not sorry @bamsara i love making trod doodles eueiuwsw.

RRAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

Lambert. The Lamb.

OKAY IM KINDA NERVOUS CAUSE ITS MY FIRST EDIT SO FAR BUT ITS A GIFT FOR @bamsara hope they'll like it.

i just was listening to this song and i heard the young lovers line and my brain just yelled at me with "ITS TROD NARLAMB" and i was like. okay

art credits is @bamsara ofc.

elaborating on this hc

ughhh fine *holding your tiny lamb in my paw*

im still trying to figute out how to draw this silly stupid lambie. ugh

i feel like my narinder is a lil bit obsessed w this lamb

I JUST WANTED TO FIND MY WAY OF DRAWING NARINDER CAUSE I DIDNT LIKE IT I DON KNOW WHAT HAPPEND so now its a bunch of narilamb doodles.

close ups under the cut!

also its 5:00 AM. help me

Okay i read the third chapter of trod this night and now i kinda want to blow up myself in a microwave

okay but have you ever thought that ratau didn't know ANYTHING about the fact that the lamb made narinder mortal, made him small and brought him into the cult? in ratau's opinion, narinder was the-one-who-waits and bishop of death all this time. until one day lambert simply dragged a pathetic wet cat under the door of his hut.

YIPPIEEEEEEE

A few out-of-order and context rough storyboard comics for scenes in TROD, for some scenes I've already concepted so these are all just expanding on them a bit. All concept comic variations are possible in final writing draft

The first comic scene (yellow) is attached with this comic and this comic,

The pink panel of Lamb touching Narinder's face goes with this comic

The last lavender comic panels are what leads up to this previous comic scene. :)

Forgive my timeline madness but it's all connected in my head, I just write the scenes out of order to whichever one is taking the brain focus that day lmao

Haha so uhmmm remember how I said Narinder fell first and harder? It doesn't go well for him for a while lmao.

He confessed with full confidence that they would accept him over everyone else cause of course. Why wouldn't they? Oh? They said no! Well actually, they said they're gonna pretend that they didn't hear that haha whoops. Lamb fumbled for another 200 years.

Its fiiiine this opened them both up to talk about it later and they'll test the waters soon.... In another few years. Boy gotta yearn for this lamb. It's what they deserve.