In The Supernatural That Exists In My Mind, The Fact That Sam And Dean Were Created As The Perfect Vessels

in the supernatural that exists in my mind, the fact that sam and dean were created as the perfect vessels of the devil and an archangel makes them not totally human. there's a residual darkness and light inside them, respectively. sam especially so, after being fed demon's blood when he was a baby. it just comes up in tiny subtle ways so no one realizes there's something wrong with them

sam's ears always ring when he prays (he thinks it's a sign god is listening). rosaries feel peculiarly warm in his hands but he holds them tight anyway. chanting exorcisms leaves him lightheaded. he brittles any plant under his care no matter how many botanical books he reads. john jokes about how his weird drawings used to scare his preschool teachers but sam has no memory of making them. being inside devil's traps feels a bit like walking through water. he has always had a talent for making people and animals trust him, follow him - entranced like moths to a flame

dean on the other hand... there's an aura around him. he shines from within. people can feel it even if they can't put their finger on why he's just so charming. he wonders why he feels almost sleepy whenever he enters a church, he dislikes being so calm and unguarded. he unknowingly interferes with certain technology and makes it malfunction, like an overvoltage. babies love him but animals seem restless in his presence. when he's taking care of a wounded or ill person they heal a little bit faster but no one notices. reading enochian out loud gives him goosebumps. he thinks holy water tastes really good to everyone else too

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10 months ago

Every time I see a post about the autism coding in Supernatural and Deans not mentioned I scream.

There is something so frustrating about autism traits being overlooked in characters because there not the 'typical' traits.

And I don't even mean that people overlook it on purpose. I just think that Cas's type of autism is so much more 'oh, it's autism'. Even nuerotypical viewers probably noticed it. However, Dean's autism coding is noticable but it also has a layer of masking and fake ultra masculinity. (Anyone ever notice how Sam is actually the one who's more traditionally masculine or is that just me?) It seems to me that because a character sometimes masks, people ignore the blatant traits.

Or they find him hot and no one can admit that the white guy that they find attractive can possibly be autistic.


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1 month ago
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been thinking about them a lot lately

11 months ago

Reblog this if you support sex-averse and sex-repulsed aces, including:

Aces who never want to have sex

Aces who had sex in the past but don't desire it anymore

Aces with sexual trauma who feel like their trauma ties into their asexuality

Aces with sexual trauma who don't feel like their trauma caused their asexuality

Aces who don't want to talk to you about sex

Aces who don't want to hear about sex

Yes even aces who do not want to engage with any sexual content and don't want it in their own personal spaces

Yes even aces who express the desire to have more spaces for queer adults where their boundaries are met (on top of the queer spaces that exist, we do not want to sanitize your existing spaces ffs)

If you cannot be normal about these people existing, if you believe they're a threat to our community and to how we're viewed by people who aren't aspec and the rest of the LGBTQ+ community, you are not an asexual ally. Yes, even if you're aspec yourself. Especially if you're aspec yourself.

Because it's been pride month for 4 days and I'm already seeing people trying to throw us under the bus or pretend we don't exist because that makes the ace community more palatable to exclusionists and people who swallowed too much "aces are puritans" propaganda.

4 years ago

Tips to Writing Arguments- Authoring Advice🤬

Arguments. The conversations that contain yelling, screaming, insults, hurting, frustration, and occasionally…humor.

If you are uncertain how to write one, I have a few tips for you.

A Reason:

Perhaps the frustration has been building in one of your characters for days, weeks, and in extreme cases, years. When the emotions build up so does the level of the argument. 

Emotions that has been strengthening for hours compared to minutes will blow up in a more dramatic way.

So there are many reasoning for the argument. Maybe what the discussion is about isn’t actually what the person is upset about. Two characters may be fighting over who ate the last muffin but in reality one of the characters have been feeling left out and has taken their frustration on a muffin.

Maybe the characters simply hate each other and look for any reason to get under the others skin. There are so many reasons and its all determined on your characters.

Serious vs Trivial:

The serious arguments compared to trivial disagreements have much more emotion behind it. There has to be pain, mixed with other emotions creating a complicated mess. 

Most quarrels are minor, (usually not unimportant), but not consequential. Serious arguments can include physical fighting, hateful words, and revealing feelings they have never shared before. But not all significant disagreements are relationship ruining. In fact it can strengthen the bond. 

Trivial- Develops the situation

Serious- Develops the characters

(Note: This isn’t correct all the time. Serious can develop the situation as well as trivial developing the characters)

Development:

I just touched on it but most if not all arguments should be impactful in some way. Minor or Major. 

Maybe it should foreshadow something that’s going to happen or dawns realization on a character. It can destroy or build relationships, or bring the problems up. They can also show the contrasts between characters.

Anyway that’s all I got! Have a FANTASTIC day, and have fun writing!


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3 months ago

I think about apollo and artemis so often. apollo is physically and emotionally abused by his father and his support system is basically non-existent, the only person he could've talked to is artemis because she knows how to deal with victims of abuse, she has been doing this for centuries but artemis unknowingly contributes to apollo's abuse by the nagging/lecturing (boo)which makes apollo believe that his father is in the right and the problem lies with apollo and this renders apollo even more unable to speak up. they're literally so special to me.they slowly drift apart because of the facade apollo puts on as a result of the abuse. artemis starts being constantly annoyed at her brother's presence because apollo now acts even more impulsively and triggers zeus' wrath and he's just an idiot in general who flirts with her hunters but she still gets worried when apollo doesnt drop in at the hunt atleast once every 3 weeks but tells herself that he must be fooling off on olympus with the other pompous fools or persuing some mortal. apollo doesn't listen to his father, doesn't pay attention at olympian meetings, calls her little sis despite knowing she helped delivered him and this all just makes her madder at him but he's her brother so she tolerates him. she thinks he's an idiot but is unaware of the fact that her dear little brother is an abuse victim, that too at the hands of their father. there's no way artemis has corelated apollo with abuse because cmon, apollo is an olympian, one of the most powerful beings, what creature would dare hurt him? and even if any did, he would take artemis' help because they're meant to fight side by side, as siblings, as they did against typhon and all the enemies of olympus.plus,apollo is very dramatic and expressive so either he'd tell her or she'd find it out herself.artemis is a daddy's girl, she knows that zeus is sometimes hard on apollo but it's because apollo was being an idiot again, and her father was just doing his job as king. apollo and artemis slowly drift apart as apollo tries to sheild his sister from the dark parts of his life and artemis is blissfully ignorant to the abuse happening behind the scenes and apollo thinks he's succeeded but he's left with loneliness and a constant sense of despair. he thinks his sister hates him because she never attends any of his concerts and she snaps and bickers with him whenever they meet and never has anything to good to say about him (ttc, boo) and doesn't want him around. as godlings they were so close and told each other everything ̶ ̶(except the truth about the python incident) and had secrets they kept from their mother but now they hardly have any meaningful conversation and all they do is bicker which is why artemis never told apollo about moonwater and the waystation. artemis never even defends his name in front of others (boo->its athena that steps in).

I love artemis unknowingly contributing to the abuse. themz<3


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1 year ago
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.
She Ended Up With A Lot Of Balloon Worms After This.

She ended up with a lot of balloon worms after this.

1 month ago
I Drew This Months Ago And Forgot About It. This Is So Silly

i drew this months ago and forgot about it. this is so silly

1 year ago

This is made me cry

My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola
My C!Tommy Exile Arc Zine Is Finally Here! With Illustrations Inspired By @/alliumcola

My c!Tommy exile arc zine is finally here! With illustrations inspired by @/alliumcola

I'm selling physical versions of this artbook for an extremely limited run of just 15 copies on Etsy.

Once they're sold, they're gone forever, so be sure to pick one up if you're interested or if you'd just like to support me and my work. 🌼

10 months ago

Some hater : Dean doesn’t care about Ca… Me : How about you watch this video and then you shut the hell up forever. . . . . . Dean and CAS : I’d have died for you

Please watch and like the original here and subscribe if you can, the owner deserves all the love and appreciation

1 year ago
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