I Think You Already Know That I Would Do Anything To Earn It

I’ve had something like this on my mind for some time. In my head, I picture you tying me, laying me naked on your lap, and punishing me for something (I don’t know what). I’m not entirely sure whether I’d want you to use your hand or something else. Either way I can guarantee you that I’d be dripping wet by the end of this.

Who’s to say I haven’t already been edging for you? Should I count the ones from the past two days or would you like me to start from zero?

Deny yourself for me, pet. Tonight and in the morning. Maybe more. Whatever it takes so that when I get back home, you are as insatiable for me as I feel for you right now. ❤️

Count your edges. I’ll ask you how many times you’ve edged, and if I like the number, I’ll let you cum.

If not… well, we’ll get you there 😈

I think this is more up my alley. I think im realizing that I want (or at least prefer) the way you degrade me to be tied to you. I don’t want it to be a sort of generalized/vague descriptor like “you’re a little whore” I’m wet for you, needy for you, a slut for you. Everything always for you. Being yours is simultaneously the hottest and most loving feeling.

As a Soft Domme I enjoy degrading subs but not like "you worthless slut "...but more like, "youre such a good little whore for mommy"

Degradation alone doesn't do it, but if I sprinkle a little bit of praise in there, it makes it better. "Good slut" > "worthless slut"

3 edges tonight:

The first was at 11:46pm and I was reading through the group scene post where you’re directing people on how to use me. I thought about that same set up but with one of the participants using a vibe on me.

The second was at 12:01am and I was thinking about us at a nightclub. The idea of lusting for you so openly with everybody watching was enough to get me right to the edge. For some reason, I kept thinking about the sensation of your fingers digging into my hips as I pressed myself against you. The third was at 12:09am. All it took was thinking of you whispering “atta girl” in my ear as you flogged me. If you were here, the slightest touch from you would send me over the edge. I’ll be sure to edge again in the morning so I’m absolutely insatiable for you when you arrive. Goodnight sir 🐯

Deny yourself for me, pet. Tonight and in the morning. Maybe more. Whatever it takes so that when I get back home, you are as insatiable for me as I feel for you right now. ❤️

Count your edges. I’ll ask you how many times you’ve edged, and if I like the number, I’ll let you cum.

If not… well, we’ll get you there 😈

This used to be a serious fantasy of mine. I mean, it probably still is, but now it’s hard to say whether this is just hot in theory or if I’d actually like it in practice. One the one hand, I do think the notion of doing some risqué and potentially getting caught is exciting and arousing. But my concern is that the fear of getting caught and facing real life consequences would kill the fun of it. I’m curious if there’s a way to simulate the mental states of a scenario like this while actually being in a controlled/consequence free environment.

oh you want me to fuck you somewhere risky huh? me dragging you to a stall and pulling your wet panties to the side while telling you to better shut up unless you want to get caught and force myself inside your cunt sounds good, right baby? i’ll use you so good that you can’t even try to keep your filthy sounds in. i wanna see you panic when someone comes in and watch your shaky hand covering your mouth. i’ll lean down to whisper in your ear “don’t try to act like you’re something else than a whore, sweetie. if you were actually decent, you’d be pushing me away but yet… your pretty pussy is sucking me in even more, she doesn’t want me to pull out hm?”

i’ll slow down to let you catch your breath and tell you to calm down cause the person outside is already gone. you’re so dumb and easy you’ll believe me but you’ll feel your heart drop when i spank your ass so hard that a voice asks “is everything okay?”

I’ve had this thought before 😈

It’s just like the watermelon challenge 👹

I wanna make him remove my panties with his teeth while he struggles to keep his hands behind his back.

🥵

“I’m so proud of you, baby. Look at my dirty girl getting off by just humping Daddy’s thigh. No, no, no, don’t turn away from me. There is no reason to be embarrassed; keep those gorgeous eyes right on me. That’s my good girl, just like that. Daddy really has turned you into such a dirty little toy, hasn’t he? Just look at you, precious. Completely naked on Daddy’s thigh, rubbing your needy little cunt till you get off.”

I never really saw the appeal of gags until meeting you. I think I shied away from them because of the uncontrollable drooling aspect, which gets messy. But now I realize how much I love being reduced to a mess for you. It feels humiliating? Degrading? (Still parsing out the differences on those ones) but it feels like one of those things and I love it. I don’t know when I became so addicted to being your toy.

Yes to the ring gag. I always want you to have as much access to me as possible. I also think the visual component of seeing my tongue is something you like. So the question is when are we getting one?

I need this gag

I’m kneeling at the foot of sir’s bed, naked, tongue out, with a dildo buried in my pussy. He’s sitting cross legged in front of me. Casually observing me as I struggle not to cum. He sees my struggle and adds to it with with the occasional finger against my clit or pinch of my nipples. The stimulation makes it almost impossible not to cum. He knows this but challenges me anyway. He knows I won’t cum without his permission. That’s what makes me his good girl.

Because he wants me to be. Because whenever he asks me to present myself in a way that pleases him, I do it without hesitation.

1 day

4. the first two were as he was going down on me with a finger buried inside me. With no words I couldn’t communicate in my usual way. Frantically repeating “I’m going to cum.” This only brought me closer to the edge. The last two were with the dildo. Sliding forward causes it to press against my walls and the friction is almost too much for me.

Yes I’ve been good. I’ve been working so hard to please sir by presenting myself so prettily to him. I keep myself in the kneeling position that he wants despite the discomfort in my knees and ankles. I’ve been so obedient and haven’t cum despite how much I want to. I’ve continued to keep my tongue out while writing my responses no matter how much I drool. All because sir wants me to.

Not anything, but I would give a lot. I would trade edges for an orgasm. I would give up the dildo for a month. I would promise to not touch myself for an entire month. I would trade 30 flogs. I’m sure if asked, I could come up with more options.

I shouldn’t if it isn’t what sir wants. If he’d rather keep me denied while he’s on his trip so I’m extra horny and needy when he gets back then I shouldn’t cum tonight. I also put my tongue back in my mouth when I shouldn’t have which requires punishment. That could warrant me not coming tonight.

You want to try public play? Let’s start here:

What are you doing right now? Describe the scene.

Why are you in this situation?

How long has it been since your last orgasm?

How many edges has it been? List them out.

Have you been good? How so?

What would you give to have a chance to cum?

Why should you not?

Don’t tell me. Tell them.

Tongue out as you type, please. 😘