I Created A Commission Sheet Though Idk If I’ll Use It :b  It Was Fun Making It Though!

I drew this yesterday owo (6.19.2018)

It’s yet another self portrait as I experiment with my own self expression. People often ask what my gender is, or my preferred pronouns. Well, with that, I’m still not sure. Maybe one day I’ll figure that out.

But for now, I’m just rolling with it. 

-Ashe. <3

Why do you like sharks?

I was honestly kinda upset with Daisy being added to smash at first, but now I’m kinda happy about it. yay c:

Fighting princesses!

:)

Art by me

Incredibles 2 posters feat. Edna Mode

Drew this for my friend LinkTheYoshi :3

yay!

Art by me

I’m pretty proud of this piece. It’s about a year old now. :)

Art by Me

I just finished writing an article about my raccoon eyes for a “Reverse Negativity” Challenge. I decided to draw my own artwork to go with it. I wish I could feel a little more confident of it, but I just feel a little depressed right now so maybe I’ll feel better later. Here’s a link to the blog if you’re interested in reading its contents. 

[Reverse Negativity Challenge : Raccoon Eyes by KawaiiFira] Art by me

Hooked Figure

design from scrapped book/zine project

“Noise On The Tele” by me.

I’m feeling particularly anxious today. I’ve been through a lot, and maybe it’s just the PTSD, but I honestly feel afraid now that everything is over. There’s static in my head and I just can’t seem to get past the what ifs. 

Part of me even feels like I don’t deserve it-- as though I’ve done something to condemn myself to a lifetime of misery. I feel lost. Maybe I hate myself, like I’ve been conditioned to do all of my life.

So I guess this is me, in reference to the song Echo by Gumi (Crusher-P). I’ve struggled most of my life with extreme anxiety-- so maybe I’m just... feeling a valid thought. I’m used to being disappointed as soon as I relax, so I tend to not allow myself to feel happiness. It’s like.... the most damning thing I can do is to feel happy because if I do, I swear it’ll never work out. 

But I’ve always been colorblind-- so maybe I just can’t see the vibrancy around me? c:

Ashe.~