i like making things, as silly as most things I create it makes me feel good to know I have the strength to make something close to beautiful
I had recently gone to the store, I didn't really know what I would buy since I have been trying to save up.
So I got playdough
i know how fast it dries up and how it's not the best but I still bought four little things of playdough. I had a plane in mind, I would play with it for a bit then make something and wait for it to dry and boom.
I'm a nerd.
an artist nerd.
Friends that judge together stay together
I can hear my mom talking to Jesus while I think about the marauders....
I have no idea who I kin in the marauders era.
Like I have bits of EVERYONE so sometimes I'm like "omg, everything I do is so regulus core, and I'm even a younger sibling! He MUST be who I kin"
But then the next hour I'm like "oh dear I relate to James SO hard. Like he IS me."
Then the next hour I'm thinking about how I am very similar to Remus and Sirius.
Then I'm thinking about all the other people I relate to a LITTLE to closely. I am unwell
And I have done a marauders test. I took it three times and I got Remus twice and Sirius once. I'm so confused.
I think I'm going to go outside and paint for three hours while I sing and talk to myself... again
Slytherin skittles hear me out cake would go crazy
It's been awhile since I did art with color pastels, so I decided I would do some
canon sirius this canon sirius that canon sirius knew a man who canonically cross-dressed (even if for convenience) & did not bully him, did not mistreat him, did not approach the subject with malice or negativity. canon sirius said, verbatim, "if you want to know what a man's like, take a look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals." canon sirius asked remus for forgiveness for not believing in the best of him. canon sirius instantly, without hesitation, forgave remus for believing in the worst of him. canon sirius expressed sympathy for barty crouch jr in regards to his father's neglect and entertained the possibility that barty may have been "in the wrong place at the wrong time" when discussing his crime. canon sirius, when he thought he would be a free man, immediately offered his godson a home and a place with him, even without being aware of the neglect his godson faced, even before he had a home to offer, and he did so by prefacing that he would understand if his godson didn't want to, making it clear he would not try to force him. canon sirius could be cruel, and insensitive, and vengeful, and obstinate—but that's not all he was. canon sirius could also be compassionate and sympathetic and forgiving and accepting. canon sirius was complex, and it goes both ways, in the direction of his faults as well as his virtues. btw.
SPOILERS for the winter soldier
OMG NICK DIES?!??! HUH!?
Update. It's been an hour and turns out he is not dead. Yippie
im thinking about painting mitski but I first wanted to draw her so I know how to.
A little while later the "just sketching so I get the hang of it" is finished...
This took me like an hour and thirty minutes.
James being more concerned he likes Regulus than the fact he likes men is real to ME