"To feel intensely and with compassion is not a sign of weakness, but the living proof of humanness." - Astrum
“why do you have a gap in your resume” idk why is there a gap in your staff. worry about that
i didn’t fall for your body — i fell for the way your silence trembled when you trusted me to hear it. i loved you past your skin, past the curve of your lips and the softness of your breath. i loved the cracks in your voice when the world grew too heavy, the storms in your eyes when you were too tired to smile, and the ache in your soul that you tried so hard to hide. Don’t you see? i was not memorizing your body— i was memorizing the map of your hurt. because love, i did not come to touch you like a tourist touches a city— i came to live inside you, the way a poem lives in the chest long after the page is burned. You were not a body to me. you were a home i wanted to return to, over and over, even when the doors were locked. — and baby, i still have the keys.
"The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart."
I am not sure how long I will love you,
But I know that it will last,
Until the moment the stars burn out,
For my feelings are pure as they are true,
Buried deep within my heart,
As impossible as it may seem,
You're the one who has fixed all of my broken pieces...
©️randik86
If I loved too loudly — forgive me. If I stayed too long in the corners of your mind where you never invited me, I’m sorry. I don’t know how to love politely. I don’t know how to knock first before entering hearts. I only know how to arrive barefoot, with poems under my tongue, with eternity in my palms, with the kind of tenderness that burns more than it soothes. I only know how to stay until the walls crumble, until secrets spill soft in the dark, until skin forgets every name except mine. I apologize for loving like wildfire — but darling, no one ever taught me how to be rain. So I set myself on fire and called it devotion. And maybe that’s why people ran even when they swore they wouldn’t. Because no one wants to be loved so much it makes them see themselves naked. Not just skin — but soul, bone, all the hidden places they buried long ago. I wasn’t here to break you. I was just here to love you completely. But sometimes even that is too much.
I don’t want promises painted gold at midnight only to peel by morning. I don’t crave fairytales that fall apart the moment reality touches them. I just want someone who looks me in the eyes and says — “I can’t guarantee always… but I can give you honesty. I can give you the kind of love that doesn’t flinch when things get messy. The kind that stays soft even when life turns hard.” I want real. I want the kind of connection that doesn’t vanish when I forget how to smile or when I show my scars instead of my skin. I want fingertips that trace not just my body, but my brokenness — and still choose to stay. Don’t promise me forever. Promise me presence. Promise me truth, even if it’s inconvenient. Promise me warmth that doesn’t run when I collapse at 2 AM. I don’t ask for perfect. I just ask for real. Because real is rare, and rare is enough to be everything.
It's crazy how giant squids and sperm whales just have like giant kaiju battles down in the deepest depths everyday and it's real
It's not about how long you've known someone, but about who walked into your life, said 'I'm here for you,' and proved it."
Yours Astrum.
lulling waters
ABOUT ME: Hi! I'm Astrum I go by He/Him. I don't really mind what you call me, as long as you're respectful and treat me like a person. My interests have been listed below but here's what I like to do on a broader scale. Poetries Poems Reading Writing On my blog, you'll mostly find Poems, Thoughts, Brainstorms. Hyperfixation in reading, writing in English, poems, thoughts. IMPORTANT: Feel free to reblog any of my original posts! Please be respectful when interacting with me. I joke around a lot, and would appreciate some patience. Being polite goes a long way! If I have reblogged one of your posts and you don't want it reblogged, please ask. I will take it down, no questions. If you're disrespectful, and I call you out on it, that's your queue not to interact. If I stop responding, you've probably been blocked.
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