SOBBING.

i saw that you would write sibling stuff and i got a little too excited with sm ideas but i'll request just one for now (expect more from here on ehehe if you want to ofc!!) (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟokay okay hear me out, rin itoshi with a little sister (1-2 yrs) reader that acts too much like sae. they have a good relationship and all but he can't help but see him in her and it makes him sad (or something like that,,)

“𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦?”

a/n: rin needs therapy so bad bro

(i wish i knew art credits bc it's so good 😭)

you don’t mean to do it.

you’re not trying to mimic him, or rub salt into an old wound that’s only just started scabbing over, but sometimes, when you talk, when you look at rin like that, all sharp-eyed and unimpressed, he feels like he’s back at that damn kitchen table, 14 and losing everything all at once.

“your posture’s slipping,” you say from the couch, phone in hand, eyes flicking up from whatever reel you were watching.

rin’s on the floor doing stretches, and he exhales slowly through his nose. not because you’re wrong, he had started to slack, but because that exact phrase, tone and all, sounds exactly like sae.

you don’t notice. or maybe you do, and you’re just like him enough not to say anything.

“thanks,” rin mumbles, readjusting his form. he sees your lips twitch. amused. knowing.

and maybe that’s what stings the most – how much you know.

you were only a year younger. too young to understand the full weight of it back then, but old enough to remember the silence, the way rin stopped smiling overnight, the cold war that bloomed in the house like rot. you were always quieter after that. sharper. more like sae.

it’s not just the snark or the way you call out his bullshit. it’s the late nights, the obsessive drive, the way you train until your knuckles are raw and your voice is gone. the way you’d rather chew glass than ask for help. sae’s ambition lives in your spine. it walks in your footsteps.

and gosh, rin hates it.

not because you’re like sae, but because it means you might leave like he did.

you’re both older now. you still bicker, you still steal each other’s socks, but you have each other’s backs. always. and yet rin finds himself watching you too long, too often, memorizing the slope of your shoulders, the sound of your laugh, the little things he can hold onto in case one day he blinks and you’re gone too.

“you spacing out again?” you ask, flipping your phone over. “don’t cry, rin. i know my critiques are brutal.”

he snorts, half a smile pulling at his lips.

“you’re not that funny.”

“neither are you, but here we are.”

he wants to say don’t be like him. don’t burn yourself out. don’t leave me behind.

instead, he just says, “you coming to my match this weekend?”

“duh,” you reply, as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world. and to you, it is.

and when you’re cheering from the stands, arms crossed, pretending you’re not invested, but clapping anyway, he sees sae again.

but for once, it doesn’t hurt as much.

you stayed.

and maybe that’s enough.

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autqmn

7 months ago

Coping theory: Akutagawa does remember who Atsushi is, however upon seeing him crying and begging at Fyodor's feet he decided to say "Who the hell are you?" because his weretiger doesn't know when to quit and will keep fighting no matter what.

Therefor, when Atsushi inevitably joins the fight to help Akutagawa, he's going to look over at him and say "There you are, weretiger."

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autqmn

3 months ago

when dazai’s freshly 18 he blows the mafia paycheck he doesn’t gaf about on an expensive engagement ring that he plans to give to chuuya as a joke to piss him off. but then dark era happens and dazai never gets the chance so he just ends up carrying around this ridiculously high quality ring in his pocket for the next 4 years. eventually he gives it to chuuya after they’ve reconnected intending to “complete his joke” except chuuya just unironically accepts it and they end up engaged for real

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7 months ago

FREE PALESTINE Fundraiser List

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(Update 7/7: Asks and new messages temporarily closed. However, the Tumblr users on this list are free to message me at any time.)

For campaigns with under 1000 donations, go here.

For more extensive campaign lists:

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Vetted Gaza Evacuation Fundraiser list

Here's a list of fundraisers from Palestinians who have reached out to me. I'm not Palestinian, but to the best of my knowledge, all campaigns listed have been verified by Palestinians on Tumblr. This list updates daily, so be sure to check back. If you follow me, follow these folks too.

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LAST UPDATED 9/7

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#91 The Al Tibi family @mahmoudeltibi1 Nearly 12K!

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autqmn

3 weeks ago

I'm curious. Reblog this if you know how to cook

I don’t even care if it’s macaroni, ramen or those little bowls you stick in the microwave. Please, I need reassurance that most of the population on tumblr WOULDN’T STARVE TO DEATH if their parents couldn’t fix them food or they couldn’t go out to eat.

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autqmn

2 years ago

After LIKE slayed so hard and Rei and Gaeul’s rap slapped no questions asked.

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1 month ago

Hello, wonderful souls! 🤍🌍

I hope you're doing well. 🌿

Could you help me amplify my family's story and bring awareness to our struggle? 🙏🏻