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FUCK U BITCHES FOR SHOWING ME THE BLLK NEW CHAPTER LEAK ON TT IM DELETING TT I HATE THIS SHIT I HATE EVERYONE
I HAD ALREADY DELT WITH ONE SPOLIER BEFORE AND THEN I SEE TBJS SHIT IM FLIPPING MY LID.
@dearru oh i’m crying…
It’s hard to argue with Suguru.
Not like it is with Satoru, who fights loud, two tempers crashing, both of you saying things you don’t mean but at least saying something. At least with Satoru, everything’s out in the open. Honest. Even when it hurts.
Suguru is different.
He doesn’t yell. He doesn’t combat your words. He just... tightens. Folds inward. Smiles a little too tightly, makes your coffee just the way you like it, overplans your days to “help.” He does everything for you, but never with you. He says he wants peace. Harmony. Love. At first, it felt like being cherished. Now it feels like you’re being caged. Never actually tells you what’s wrong. He’ll go passive-aggressive, clean the entire kitchen in silence, disappear into his thoughts for hours while insisting he’s fine. He’ll bottle everything up until you’re the only one spilling over. Until you look like the one who’s too much.
You try to bring it up - you try. That you feel smothered. That he never talks to you. That his silence makes you feel like you're the only one bleeding while he stands there pretending he’s not even scratched.
But he doesn’t respond. Doesn’t argue. Doesn’t even look at you. Just sits there, staring at the floor, leg bouncing, fists tight on his lap like it physically pains him to have this conversation. You hate raising your voice. But you feel like you’re screaming into a void.
And when you finally slam the bedroom door shut, frames rattling, it’s not because you’re angry. It’s because he stopped trying. He stopped meeting you halfway. Stopped seeing you.
He doesn’t follow, just sits there, biting back the tears. Biting down the words he wants to say but doesn’t know how. “Please don’t go. Please don’t leave me. Please tell me how to fix this.” But nothing comes out.
Because if he lets the fire out, he’s afraid there’ll be nothing left.
Hours later, when the house is dark and your breathing’s turned soft in the guest room, he creeps in. Picks you up carefully, warm palms slipping underneath you. Carries you back to your shared bed. You stir, but don’t wake, and he thinks maybe that’s a blessing.
Pulls you close, tucks you against his chest, arms wrapped around you like he’s trying to glue the pieces back together without you noticing. Then, quietly, he cries. Doesn’t sob. Doesn’t shake the bed. Just lets the tears roll down his cheeks, one by one, into your hair. His fingers curl tightly into your shirt. His chest rises and falls with the kind of grief he’s never spoken aloud.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, again and again, voice hoarse. “I’m sorry I make it so hard to love me. I’m sorry I keep breaking things. I don’t know how to stop.”
You don’t move. Maybe you’re still asleep. Maybe you’re pretending.
He doesn’t mean to cry. He’s so careful, always so careful, with you, with the house, with the weight of everything he carries but never speaks about. But when he lays you down in the bed, when you shift just slightly and curl instinctively toward him even in sleep, something in him buckles. Brushes the hair from your face with trembling fingers. The pad of his thumb drags gently beneath your eye, wiping away the last of your tears, but his own are already falling.
His broad shoulders start to shake, just barely, like he’s trying to hold even his grief in check. A soft, broken breath leaves him, one he bites down on so hard it sounds more like a choke than a sob.
“I don’t know how to keep you,” he whispers, voice raw. “I don’t know how to stop ruining it.” Closing his eyes, pressing his face into the curve of your neck. Tries to breathe you in like you’re still his. Like he hasn’t already pushed you too far.
“I just wanted to make it perfect. I thought if I could just... if I could make everything perfect, then maybe you'd stay. That nothing would go wrong.”
He swallows another sob, muffles it into your skin. Every apology he didn’t say earlier pours out in pieces now, scattered and soft and full of everything he buried beneath that calm mask.
“I’m sorry I don’t know how to talk. I’m sorry I make you feel small. I just - ” his voice breaks again, “ - I was so scared. I’m always scared.”
He thinks you’re asleep. Thinks you don't feel the way his strong body trembles. Doesn’t know you’re awake now, barely breathing, listening to the truth he only speaks in quiet moments. You realize he’s not trying to control you out of malice.
He’s just a man surrounded by love, who never actually learned how to love.
you ever see a fun interaction between two people who are mutuals and think damn i wish i could be their third
confession. i make extra blogs with usernames that i think r cool just incase i ever want to change my user 😇😇
sometimes I feel genuinely overwhelmed by the love I have for shoyo hinata
cant dm my mutuals like a normal person so i have to think of ridiculous things to post so i can maybe get an Interaction from them passivestyle
MUSE . . . yaku morisuke + f! reader
⤷ spinoff to bitter
art by marina grechanik, find it (and more) here
✦ ART IS RESISTANCE ✦
warnings : 17+ to read, addiction, drugs + alcohol, language, blood + violence, illegal activities, broken/dysfunctional families, mental health struggles, mentions of trauma, inaccurate knowledge of the japanese educational system (reader is a teacher…again), toxic relationships, yaku is a horrible person at first, reader isn't great either, yes I'm reposting this bc the suga idea no longer spoke to me, for you @shortcakebaby <3
vandalistic tendencies : playlist → tba, moodboard → tba
pick your poison : taglist open. send an ask or reply to this post
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
gen taglist (if you want to be taken off this one, lmk <3)
@phoenix-eclipses @wyrcan @yogurtkags @bakery-anon @crypt-0rchid
@hyunteru @kameyyy @nekozaki @angelichwv @a-girl-cant-decide-on-a-name
@localgaytrainwreck @bokutoko @loveyislost @shortcakebaby @wakashudou
@jadebat7 @pomeloblush @softpia @thesmithslvr17 @arwawawa2
@massacremars @hibiscy @arminswife12 @lolyouresilly @2dmenfr
@sunnyskiezzzz @nobodybutnnoorr @lsunncy @maeism @lover-no-lover61
𝐌𝐑. 𝐃𝐘𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ─── katsuki bakugou.
content. smau. f!reader. fake date. ambiguous ending. reader has a crush on shinsou. dry texter!katsuki. reader calls bakugou princess. fake date au.
IRISH R U STILL SICK do you feel my intimidating aura scaring off the virus thingy away
yes i’m still sick, unfortunately LOL
and no i dont ur aura is nothing compared to mine
hi imy ily i give u my entire immune system
hi cid this was so sweet to wake up to ilysm
i look horrendous due to my sickness it’s not even funny.
me rn bc
sigh. what if i just become a realtor…
Jk and frank collab pls pls pls rm and frank ocean collab pls pls
frank…frank ocean.
@kawoala cowboy hinata…
『 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 . . . . 』
╰┈➤ 𐂃 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒟𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓁 𝒲𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶 𝒮𝓊𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒯𝒾𝑒 - 𝒞𝑜𝓁𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒲𝒶𝓁𝓁 𐂃
All my fan works are deeply niche and incredibly self indulgent.
I am serving myself. I am throwing an exotic and strange banquet. I am not expecting any guests but you are more than welcome to attend.
strange dreams lately
i want focaccia
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Miya Twins!
(post time skip-ish, hair is down cuz wet! HC says Osamu and Atsumu still occasionally play together with friends and Tsumu mocks Samu for his rusty skills constantly)
call me crazy but osamu is SO the type of man to post his s/o with a caption of “i read your diary every line, i wanna drink your words like wine.”
i genuinely think i might just delete cherrysurf and sojumica entirely eventually
JJK Coded Tweets
toji fushiguro edition~
a/n: I think this might be my favorite edition. Toji is funny asf.
divider by @jilval !