I finally found a part time job that I enjoy
I found a new hobby (lolita fashion)
I made some new friends this summer thanks to furmeets
I'm not giving up and keep getting professional help with my severe depression (it's hard, but I want to believe that one day I can finally feel something and live happily)
I accepted myself as a proshipper!! That's kind of dangerous to say it out loud due to antis activities on the internet, but I want to be myself and not to hide my true identity and interest
I created this blog where I am finally being myself with comship stuff
I keep improving at drawing no matter how hard it is sometimes due to 0 ideas and no inspiration (I love drawing so much)
I continue living despite some suicidal thoughts and destructive behaviors and I don't want to give up on my live yet!!
You know what, i want to do something nice and positive.
Anyone that sees this, tell me something you are proud of. It doesnt matter how big or small it is. It could be you graduating college or it could be you just managed to get out of bed today. It doesnt matter what.
I want you to tell me something you did that your proud of, and i want to congratulate you on it. Everyone deserves to be congratulated on things they are proud of.
It can be on or off anon. I just want to spread some positivity to the world some.
Idk I've seen a LOT of insane antis on other social medias like twitter, tiktok or telegram, and most of my friends are antis as well, so opening up about being a proshipper on Tumblr is like a breeze of fresh air to me
You are so kind and supportive, that's insane /pos I still haven't received any negativity, and I can't believe my eyes! I'd already had to deal with death threats and gore/csem images if I opened about being a procom on TikTok and Telegram, so thank you for being nice
Tumblr seems like a perfect place for proship ranting, and I'm happy to be a part of this community... You guys are the best
Exactly, sometimes people forget they are allowed to feel negative emotions over something, that's absolutely fine, and I think no sane person will shame you for your feelings, just be nice to others and filter what you consume and you'll be okay
You're allowed to hate content for whatever reason. You're allowed to find it disgusting and immoral. I frankly could care less if you hate taboo content, you're allowed to feel however you want to about it. What's not acceptable is abusing others over your personal tastes or sense of morals.
fischlisa cause why not honestly
My biggest flex is that I own these fiction freedom and fischlisa pins hehe
I reached out to one of printing houses in order to get them if you wonder
Maybe I should get rosabarb pin some time hmmm 🤔🤔🤔
Credits to 1800queeragenda and Chriss
I find it interesting that antis will immediately assume you touch kids irl when they see you liking fucked up things in ships or fics like big age gap
I think it shows how they collectively see ships as something to project themselves into ONLY and therefore they gladly call anyone who sees ships' appeal differently big words like "pedo" & "groomer"
Just because their only ships understanding is "me and who" and no other understandings have crossed their minds yet
Credits: cheucer on tt
"What happen in Russia" part 2 holy sh-
I need to talk it out.
1. For the antis who believe that all countries should be equal under the USA: the age of consent is not 18 everywhere. In Russia (where I live), the age of consent is 16. At this age, it is allowed to have children (with the mutual consent of the couple and parents). Of course, few people understand that this is unsafe, but fuck we have a show on TV called "She's pregnant at 16" and I do not know what role it carries. But judging by the fact that girls who are pregnant at this age have become a kind of "norm" in Russia, it scares me as a medic.
2. Autism is considered a childhood disease in our country, you will not be diagnosed after 18, even if everything points to it.
3. Posters with conscription into the army in the likeness of "you are a man, this is your duty to the Motherland" hang in educational institutions.
4.Hospitals lack syringes, gloves and bandages. We save on everything we can. At the same time, "charity fees" to the army, and if you refuse, then the elders will treat you as if you had sold the country.
5.We have an HIV epidemic and few people talk about it, because society has an opinion that it is a disease of "gays and drug addicts." Well, maybe because it is much "more important" to find out where the USA and Ukraine fucked up?
6.Putin is supported mainly by the older generation. No one cares about the voices of the younger ones.
7. "About the important" lessons are held in schools. Yes, there is propaganda. Propaganda that "war is good", that "the main function of a woman is to give birth to children and to love (obey) to her husband," that "There is nothing good in Europe." Lessons are optional, but if you don't attend them, then parents will be called to the director. We call this approach "voluntary-compulsory"
Okay but like should I open my ask box? Because I want to chat with you, reply to your requests, answer your questions if you have those and just have fun together, but I don't want to deal with antis' tremendous hate with their sui/sh baits and disgusting descriptions of me being tortured/killed/molested. I don't know what to do at this point 😭😭😭 I mean I probably can take some of this hate but I'm not sure if I do a good thing by opening box so I need your opinion in the comments
Barbyan moodboard!!
Icons credits to Mei★ and Minteako