How Do You Feel Knowing I Cried Reading This

how do you feel knowing I cried reading this

Thinking about…

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Tomura who loves you so damn much but he really doesn't know how to show it. He’s not one for physical touch, especially in the beginning. He’s…scared, to put it simply. He doesn’t want to risk a repeat of what happened in the past. Doesn’t want to risk losing you. No, he loves you too much.

And that's why he put so much more effort into attempting to control his quirk, and when that didn’t work, he turned it into discipline. He trained himself to be nimble and precise, always knowing where and how to move his hands so that they could never hurt you.

So when he finally has the courage to hold your hand, his pinky slightly lifted up and away from your skin, he finds himself falling in love all over again. Your hand fits in his just perfectly, and your skin is so much softer than his, even if there's scabs or scars, hell, even if you have a skin conduction, he can't help but think your hands are perfect.

He doesn’t stop there. Once you two begin to get more comfortable with each other, you begin to learn his love language isn’t throwing random insults he doesn't mean, but rather, physical touch. He can’t keep his hands off you, always wanting to be near and next to you, holding your hand, leaning against you, anything.

When you’re idly sitting on the couch, he’ll sit right next to you, and when I mean next to you, you better believe he’s not leaving an inch of space between you. His thigh is pressed against you almost uncomfortably, his arm is thrown over your shoulder and bringing you closer, his hand gently rubbing small circles into your shoulder.

When you’re laying in bed together, he'll bring you close to his chest, smelling your hair brazenly with long obnoxious sniffs. He’d kiss your face, purposefully rubbing his dry skin against you, both to irritate you and to nuzzle into you like a weird cat. He throws his legs over yours, tangling them together under the sheets as he mumbles something inherently about some new game he started playing.

Oh, but it doesn't stop there. He’s so obnoxious now that he has the confidence to touch you. Always standing next to you, holding you hand even when you’re busy or talking to someone. Often more than not,  you have to smack him away while you’re busy with something else, but you always feel so bad after, when he gives you these sad little eyes :(

Tomura, who really has a bad staring problem. Even from across the room you can see him staring, his red eyes narrowing like a cats whenever you purposefully ignore him, and sometimes you swear you could see little cat ears flattening along his head. But really, he does all this because he loves you. And you wouldn't have it any other way.

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A/N: uughhh sorry ive been so dead!!! once again...writers block..