Just Hit Me Once At Least

flashback to second grade me pissing my pants because I was afraid they’d do math drills without me since I’d be in the bathroom and out of the classroom and my mom would fucking be so mad at me for failing my math drills no matter why it was

anyway I was a dumb kid

my mother

can you tell I’m pissed off

I really hope we are not going thru the same thing bc if we are I am genuinely so sorry

Staring at him, knowing you’ll never see him the same and god it makes me sick

What does what mean

oh my god FUCK THIS SHITTYWUSGISGIWHS

eh why the hell not, molotov time

IGNORANCE IS BLISS MY ASS KYS BITCH

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

More sleep. Less food. Less existing.

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Scalls please- really you aren’t horrible or lazy or anything like that, I love you so much, and you’re way better than you think you are, they signed up to have you as a CHILD until you’re AT LEAST 18. They did sign up for that when knowing they’d have a kid

please listen to me this time, they’re the bad people not you

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

im sorry I didn’t mean to be harsh this just pissed me off

"turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it"

Two days later and lil bro starts posting about the most triggering shit unprompted ever like make it make sense.

i fucking despise this. I’m sorry I bothered you but honestly I hope you know you suck for this one. No matter who you are.

need to

there’s an artery right thereeee come onnnn hit ittttt