I Go From "i Didn't Deserve The Things That Happened To Me" To "there Is No Suffering That I Do Not Deserve"

SODA IS ALIVE WOOO !!

live soda and grease meetup reaction 🙏🙏

drew those dudes that everyone hates touchin each other because I’m bored asf all the time and I thought it was funny

traditional ver below!!! :3

let me meet up with internet strangers istg

you said you would ealierrr

tw: physical violence ig??

I would really appreciate it if you’d tell me how bad I am and beat me the tell me how bad I am again so I could like, stop thinking I’m good ever again, back to when I was five and convinced I wa the worlds biggest problem

I NEVER STAY ON SCHEDULE FINALLY

NO WAYYY HES GONNA HELP ME STAY ON SCHEDULE WITH MEALS AND PURGING RAHHHHHHH

tw: idk violence again???

genuinely I need to be hurt so I can learn a lesson again, it’s clear that’s the only way I learned, I mean I couldn’t sit for days my lower back stung, it was frightening and I deserved it, every single yell and every single tug on my arm to drag my unwilling body to the porch, I deserved it all and I still do

but I wanna help more

please

turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it

I deleted @starry-lived (list all guys I talked to on there)

I blocked any guys on my main DMs

drinking water

eating full meals

not planning on relapsing and burying my blades

could’ve been fire, gave up on it, kill me

I love you too

I do not have a parasite

*me eating the apple skins from me my moms peeled apple*

my mom: I didn’t wash that-

me: I know

her: you really should..

me: why????

Her: it has like pesticides on it !!

me: *flexing and chuckling* AINT GETTIN NO BUGS IN ME BABYYY

IGNORANCE IS BLISS MY ASS KYS BITCH