Someone said something similar thing on another post but Bingmei probably has a better foundation. Considering that he got a much better and healthier childhood/training. He didn't have to learn everything himself.
Also, (as someone mentioned in the tags) he's probably more mentally there
Bingmei isn't less powerful, dangerous or ale to intimidate than Bingge is, he just retained his ability to see people as people and be genuinely kind and loving.
Just because he shows vulnerability to SQQ, the man he loves and trusts, doesn't mean he isn't just as able to be ruthless, violent, and cut-throat cunning when he needs to be.
IMO Binghe of SV being able to be more of a whole person, not having to pretend to be invulnerable and adhere to toxic masculine values all the time, while still being just as strong and capable and as Bingge (and healthier and happier too) is the point.
Bingge is the more "pathetic" of the two.
Lost motivation to finish this but here you go
I think it's pretty clear that I can only draw women but I tried 🧍♂️
I want to draw Shen Yuan in high heels, stockings and a black mini skirt. But alas, I don't have the artistic abilities to do so
I need need need post cannon fics talking about Shen Qingqiu having some form of body dysmorphia
The reasons for it being post cannon is one, he gets to actually work through some of his thoughts instead of just surviving the plot. Two, he actually knows more about Shen Jiu and starts to think of him more as a person then just some terrible villain
I want to be in a state of not thinking the face he wears is his but also having for so long that his old one wouldn't be something he recognized
I just need a scene were Luo Binghe comes home one day and Shen Qingqiu is just sitting on the floor, zoned all the way out, and the mirror (that was in that specific room) shattered
Obviously Shen Qingqiu can't explain what's wrong because how could he and on some level Luo Binghe knows that he won't get a proper answer but just
Sqq definitely has the most vile insults to man. He's been an avid internet hater, of course he is.
Though you have to understand that he is an internet hater in a xianxia world, with knowledge about a lot of people, information that he shouldn't know (but does because of reading pidw)
It would be absolute chaos l
Ransom heckler that just so happens to have been important in a wife plot: You're disguising, marrying a demon of all things!
Sqq: Listen here you mouth breathing, paste eating, pointless cannon fodder. Your existence would be more useful as a stain on bed sheets. You are so pathetic that you shouldn't have the right to speak, let alone talk about my marriage. This nonsensical spew that comes from your mouth is why you can't hold a meaningful relationship with you daughter. You dare even speak about my marriage when you can't even keep one for more then a year.
Binghe who was just going to murder the guy:
Lesbingqiu but they are both Trans and transition/come out during lbh abyss years
I feel like Shen Qingqiu would have to have already come to the realization in her past life for this to work. Mostly because I feel like it would be something she would take a long time to except (based off the internalized homophobia).
SQQ would probably transition during lbh's time in the abyss because she thinks she only has a few years left and she might as well spend them as her true self
Lbh figures it out in the abyss because she probably meets some Trans demons and finally has a definition/known source of her feelings
Anyway I think their reunion would go a lot differently and would be kinda funny because neither one knows the other transitioned/is trans
I need more Shen family fics
Not Shen twins, or SY being SJ's son, none of that (though I still love those au's). I need fics about Shen Yuan's family from his past life
I absolutely love fics that do that
Especially when they portray Shen Yuan and his siblings (and how they effected him, even as SQQ)
Did Shen Yuan learn to braid hair for his little sister? Did one of his older brothers teach him how to do a good poker face? Did they all hang out? How did they fight? How did they bond? What were core memories that they share? Did their parents have a favorite? Who was Shen Yuan closest to?
How did they each react to his death?
Do they miss him?
I can't wait for my future employers see this :3
unprotected sex with an emo girl call that rawrdogging
Crappy comic adaptation, let's go
I headcanon that sometimes certain things will trigger very vivid flashbacks to Shen Qingqiu's (Shen Yuan's) past world.
One second he's navigating an unusually dense crowd of people during some kind of festival; the next second hes walking in a big city (we'll say Shanghai just bc) with all the lights and the people
He descending the stairs in a stone tower (probably some investigation about people in a nearby village going missing) and the next thing he knows he's in the stairwell in his apartment because the elevator broke
He splashes water on his face one morning and for a second he's back in his apartment's bathroom. His vision blury because he doesn't have his glasses, not just because he has water in his eyes
One day he's getting lectured about without a cure by Mu Qingfang, he blinks and his martial brother is suddenly a modern doctor (yes I head cannon sy as having a clinical illness like most of the fandom)
He's pouring over documents and paperwork with Binghe and suddenly he's studying for exams (or doing hw) with his college roommate
I think a lot about this
BinggeYuan is just Veronica and JD from Heathers to me
Shen Yuan trying to convince himself he's still straight (Shang Qinghua is not impressed)
Any pronouns | artist/writer I do crappy little drawings of my ideas or text posts I like >:)
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