I Had The Best Fucking Dream Last Night.

When you don't draw for about a week, you end up just doodle-vomiting all over your paper. Which is how a lot of my many OCs came to be, ngl.

Dude

Me: *finds a thing that i like that isnt problamatic unless taking out of context and given malicious intent through biased descriptions*

Person: *does that*

Me brain: you are no longer allowed to like this thing because if you do then you're a terrible person and your inevitable murder is justified because you'd deserve it.

Me: ... ok..

Gonna be returned to the hellhole that is high school next Monday but before then, Imma get a pixie cut this weekend.

Short hair and whatever pride stuff I can find for MAXIMUM GAY🏳️‍🌈

Day 4 of my painting kick-

(I don't know why Tumblr keeps rotating my photos and I don't know how to make it stop...)

One day I will go through all my posts and correctly tag them. BUT that day isn't for a few more months sooo

Kid always looks both ways before crossing and tries to keep people out of the road... i- am sad.

I didn't want to get rid of the stretch so instead I struggled with using lineart pens and markers on fucking wax paper. Never again.

Why did I make this as a post...???

Oh shit I have therapy today!

Ps: friend(you know who you are) if you ever want to hang out feel free to just text me!

I'd love to hang out sometime and I don't have anything else to do, anyways, so you don't need to worry that I might be busy! I love you!

I missed. His funeral.

Fuck.

I missed the entire service because my nephew was being loud/giggly/fussy and I offered to walk around the church lobby and outside for a bit to see if he's calm down.

He didn't.

I missed the entire. Fucking. Service.

I was actually relieved at first but then almost immediately get super pissed about it, because this is someone that I was friends with when I was like 3-9 years old and he killed himself and I MISSED HIS GODAMN FUNERAL.

What the fuck am I supposed to do except be fucking pissy???

Long story short: I'm being a bitch because I didn't do something that I didn't even want to do.