21, he/they, ace- not very interesting and rarely post(let alone anything good)
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Latest Posts by buttonstheturtle - Page 8
This is the drawing that I did yesterday. Can someone explain how this is a threat to the school? No, really. Fucking tell me. Anyways, it's based off of The Balled of Sara Berry from 35mm:a musical exhibition. I suggest giving it a listen! But only if your ok with mentions of insanity, murder, and death!!! And only if!!!!!!
Sooo... I might not be going back to school.
So I really like this song-The Balled of Sara Berry" from 35mm- and I drew fan art for it and was showing said drawing to my friends as well as explaining the song-spoiler:pepl die
The school took me talking about/drawing about a song as a threat.
It is because of this that I won't be at school tomorrow and might not be there Wednesday either. Me and my parents have already started planning/preparing for me to start homeschooling.
Not gonna lie, I'm sad but not regretful.
Oh, and they fabricated a bogus story about what happened even after I explained it and acted like I was changing my story when retold them the same thing.
And they went through my journal. Which is full of vent art.
My vents are usually self-hate from 3rd person, which I guess they took as me threatening others.
I talked about a fucking song.
I didn't flaunt a gun.
I didn't say I was going to hurt anyone.
I talked. About. A. Song.
There this really nice tree(something pear tree, I think) in my front yard that recently started blooming! I try to take a pic or two before school, I if can!
Me on Valentines:
Friend:*exists*
Me: I love you sm. Honestly you’re so fucking great. I will support every decision you ever make, no matter how poorly thought out it is. You’re so talented and beautiful, dang. How dare you dislike yourself/say bad things about yourself, like, that’s my friend how dare you? Wanna hug? Ilysm, wtf? You’re incredible. You could be a model, tbh. So great. I! LOVE! YOU! SO! MUCH!!
Friend:…coolio beans, friendo.
Me: why don’t you love meh..?
I, uh, drew some gays. @twilyyyy have some gays.
Hello, yes, hi, good morning, yes, greetings, um it's 3:30 in the goddamn morning, why the fuckity-fuck-fucker-truck am I awake???
My new bab: Alex-Lotol the axalotol! I love him sm #(• ♡ •)# (I am NOT a little so please don't interact)
When you push your friend's away so fucking much that they don't even bother to check on you and you're not sure if you should be happy or sad.
Hahaha, I'm a terrible person...
It's gonna be a bad day.
I wish I was still sick.
I'm staying home.
It doesn't feel right.
I don't like this.
It doesn't matter.
Me: *has a GI stomach bug,aka:is sick*
Dad: have you fed the rabbits?
Me: no, I've been throwing up and my body aches, and I don't want to move.
Dad: well you better go see how many of them are dead, then.
Me, internally: it's only been two days? I'm sick?? Why is that no one else can do it??? Literally, you can do it???? IM SICK?????
I'm sick and sleepy
I just took my nausea medicine cause I'm sick and I wanna sleeeeeep
It's raining and I'm in such a good mood rn
Yasssss
It's raininggg
I'm aliveee
Aaaaaaa!!!!!!
I finally downloaded a drawing app! Sadly I forgot to have the picture of my drawing as a seperate layer so I had to scrap this one and restart, but still! Medi-bang seems to be a pretty good app for drawing so far! I don't think I'll get too much into digital art but I call still try my hand at it!
I swear I'm trying to change whatever's wrong with me.
It gets hard when the happier I am the less ok I feel.
When the more I let myself hug my friends the more being touched makes me want to hurl.
The more I care about everyone else, the less I care about myself.
The less I let them hate themselves the more I hate myself.
I try to work outside in but It feels more like turning myself inside out.
Why is it so hard for me to like myself half as much as I love everyone else?
Why is it so difficult to care about myself yet so easy to take care of everyone else?
Why do I feel like I'm giving myself away
Why do I feel like they hate me
Why do I feel so hopeless
Why do I feel so lost
Why can't I feel anything...?
Please, for the love of god, let me smile and breathe at the same time
Let me actually feel all those emotions I was promised
Someone make me less selfish.
Drawing I did of myself earlier today! As you can see, my url includes two of my many obsessions: buttons and turtles!🐢
Some pictures I got in the swamp that surrounds my school. It was so cold out!
I actually kinda like these…
The Reaper, The Rabbit, and Her Conscience. Haha, I try to make up actual stories sometimes but I can't write, Hahaha! Anyways, meet Daniel/Dani (The Reaper), Lucy/Bunny (The Rabbit), and Luther/Ghost (Her Conscience). All are my own OCs!
Ummm... yeah! I drew this kinda a while ago but this girl in my art class complimented my lineart/inking sooo... My love of this drawing greatly increased... And I decided to post it!