It's the staying in a place with monsters everywhere hunting him down for a year just because he didn't want to leave him behind
It's him being straight up suicidal because he's dead but the second he comes back he's happy and hopeful
It's him begging a god that he despises to bring him back
It's him purposely telling his brother not to help him on a hunt just so he could see and hangout with him
It's the whole, "you asked me what about all of this is real, we are"
it's the two armchairs in the deancave.
it's the "what about Cas?"
it's the movie he made him watch.
it's the imitation of one of that movie's characters that follows.
It's the defiance of everything he ever believed to be true for one human, right?
It's the "this is Castiel." to an almost forgotten mother that told him that angels would always watch over him.
It's freeing his brother he can't stand from a place worse than hell.
It's seeing resemblence in a monster he was taught to hate.
It's the mixtapes of songs his mother fell in love to.
It's learning to smile.
It's the "don't ever change."
It's the first unanswered call in 15 years with his hands in his hair and sobbing on the ground.
It's the declaration of desperation, to do anything to keep the man he loves safe.
It's throwing his life away on a normal hunt to see him again.
WHAT IF
Buck is at Eddie’s when Eddie hears that Chris is coming home and Eddie is so incredibly happy. And he's smiling and laughing, and Buck is too. They're both ecstatic.
And Eddie pulls Buck in a celebratory hug.
But then, as he slowly lets go, they stay close, looking into each other’s eyes. They're still smiling, but it turns into... something. A moment.
And then Eddie kisses him. And Buck immediately kisses him back. He wraps Eddie up in his arms, and Eddie has his hands all up in Buck’s hair. And it's passionate and quick and turns a bit messy.
And maybe someone gets cornered against the counter or pushed against the wall. They turn desperate.
And THEN
The episode ends.
Leaving us waiting for more.
Not quite a parallel but still the choice of words is crazy
Dean Winchester has a type...
...and it sure as hell isn't Ketch
Dean would definitely ask cas if he wanted to try his cigarette and cas would try it because Dean asked and cas would cough right away and give it back to Dean and dean would laugh then immediately take another hit
season 4 smoke breaks
Wow even more evidence of Canon reciprocated destiel that makes me insanely confused that people don't see it
Sorry, but I just don't understand Destiel haters saying Dean's response (or lack thereof) to Cas' confession means he doesn't reciprocate, when *literally the exact same thing* happens in freaking Titanic:
Like seriously, Jack doesn't tell Rose he loves her (in those exact words) the whole movie, and when she says it to him, he responds basically the same way as Dean. Only there, no one doubts his feelings for her and Titanic is regarded as the most epic love story of all time...Obviously "don't do this/don't you do that" doesn't mean they don't love the other, they just don't want them to say "I love you" as a way of saying goodbye, which means leaving, which in both their cases means death...
I rest my case, your honor.
It's funny how this is like the one episode with a parallel between destiel and a straight relationship where the parallel is about Cas' feelings more than Dean's while the whole episode is basically about Dean being jealous of Cas' old friends and showing Dean's feelings for Cas through Dean's jealousy
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12.10 Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets Written by Steve Yockey Directed by Thomas J. Wright Original Air Date: February 2, 2017
To be fair, I agree with jensen, even tho an I love you would've been great, it would be kinda ooc for Dean to openly express his feelings like that even if it was after purgaytory
DEAN WAS ON HIS KNEES, AND TOLD CAS “I need you”??????399:&$ AND CAS BREAKS OUT OF MIND CONTROL???? WHAT IS THIS HOMOSEXUALITY I JUST BEARED WITNESSED TO SKXKCKRK I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SUBTLE????
Says the one actively ignoring stuff in the literal show just because you can't see the obvious
Dean's love for Castiel is literally something you can chart the growth of with data points. Just using Dean's reactions after each time Castiel dies.
Season 4: oh wow he died doing the hottest thing ever ('making it up as we go.') Nice.
Season 5: (no time to react before he's back) Are you literal god??
Season 7(first time) denial, then cursing cas out for his choices (ie, choosing crowley instead of dean... Big Feelings on display)
Season 7 (about 3 seconds after the first time in season 7): I'm going to be upset about this the rest of the year, have full on nightmare ptsd from it, and project it onto every relationship and interaction in my life from now on.
Season 8: I will be so traumatized by this that the memories won't even form properly and I won't even be able to SPEAK ABOUT IT AT ALL. Period.
Season 9: only about 6 seconds before he's back, but still a significant amount of wailing his name.
Season 12: depression, rage, eventual suicide
Season 15: Sobbing hysterically. Not even caring that Sam is calling because everyone is dead. Not giving a fuck about any other actual thing in the rest of the world no matter the stakes. Followed by:
'Castiel wants me to live, and I suppose I've internalized the message that I am not a terrible, unworthy person, so I will live and not kill myself so that his sacrifice means something. J/k thank god a fucking rebar. Don't call an ambulance. Don't bring me back. Please let me die.'
We need a chart. I need a chart.
I feel like even if jensen said plainly that destiel is Canon and reciprocated, they would just move on to someone else like Jared or the cw and be like these people say it's not Canon so it isn't, because they need something to hate and if it seems like they're losing foothold to hate something then they'll find new foothold to hate it
No, an actor does not owe anyone to say anything when it comes to a character they play but also cmon man, it has been 15 fucking years, you can literally put stop to this once and for all.
I let out the biggest sigh.
Can't believe I didn't see anyone else do this but here you are
Dean IS bisexual and I'm not even sure if this is all the examples
because the thing is bisexual