I'm Gonna Write In A Min But My Thought For Today Is How Half The Reason I'm Here Is Bc I Keep Telling

i  told  you  not  to  get  attached.   —   from  rhonda  @splitrivers

yeah,  she  did.  and  as  usual,  it  was  in  one  ear  and  out  the  other.  yet  here  he  is,  still  moping  around  like  a  sad  golden  retriever.  “what  was  i  supposed  to  do  instead?”  it's  genuine  question.  in  his  mind,  the  options  were  doing  exactly  what  he  did  —  throwing  absolutely  all  of  himself  into  everything  he  physically  (  incorporeally?  )  could  —  or  sit  by  doing  nothing  and  earn  himself  another  forty  years  stagnating in  afterlife  support  group.  “i  don't  know  how  to  not  do  that.  i  would  have  done  the  same  thing  for  any  of  you.”

fyi if we’re mutuals you have full consent to be as feral as you want in asks and dms

i  was  there,  remember?   —   from  @rctgrrrl

“you  were?”  time  has  a  tendency  to  bleed  together  after  decades  surrounded  by  the  same  scenery  day  in  and  day  out.  even  harder  to  keep  track  once  you  get  the  ghosts  he  doesn't  talk  to  day  in  and  day  out  involved.  no  offense  to  the  others.  “are  you  sure?  i  could  have  sworn  that  happened  before  you  got  here.  or  was  that  that  other  girl…”   other  ghosts  bleed  together  too,  apparently.  unfortunately  not  even  death  can  fix  the  mild  brain  damage  that  direct  hits  to  the  head  can  do. but  in  his  defense,  there  are  a  startling  number  of  them  around  here.

hi i shall be around tomorrow perhaps :)

💭

send  💭  to  get  a  peek  at  some  of  my  muses  usual  internal  dialogue  /  thoughts!

wally  has  a  crazy  case  of  internal  echolalia.  this  is  not  helped  by  the  fact  that  kids  these  days  are  horrific  at  wearing  headphones  when  they're  on  their  phones  in  public.  so  he  picks  up  a  lot  of  phrases  /  vine  quotes  /  tiktok  audios  and  replays  them  in  his  head  when  going  about  his  day.  mostly  in  his  head  or  very  quietly  to  himself.  greatest  hits  include:

lots  of  food  related  ones.  like  any  time  he's  around  food.   “it's  an  avocado…thanks”  /  the  combination  pizza  hut  and  taco  bell  song  /  the  mcdonalds  in  the  pentagon  song  (  even  though  he  doesn't  totally  understand  the  joke  at  the  end  )  /  hamilton  eating  oreos  in  a  parked  car  /  etcetera  etcetera, i could go on all day

i'm  just  ken  and  on  the  flip  side,  the  snl  pete  davidson  sketch  version.  at  random,  throughout  the  day.

“why  you  so  small?  why  you  so  tiny?”  every  time  he  becomes  aware  how  much  taller  he  is  than  the  people  around  him

and another dog metaphor that i'm fond of actually

christens blog w this thought that hit me like a brick last night about how mr. martin's sheepdog metaphor is meant like a bad thing but like. yes sheepdogs are loyal and obedient but they have a purpose, they have a job, they're livestock guardians protecting their flock

christens blog w this thought that hit me like a brick last night about how mr. martin's sheepdog metaphor is meant like a bad thing but like. yes sheepdogs are loyal and obedient but they have a purpose, they have a job, they're livestock guardians protecting their flock

Send 💭 to get a peek at some of my muses usual internal dialogue / thoughts!

Get a quick view of their thought process when doing... Anything, really.

ok i lied but i will be around tomorrow

hi i shall be around tomorrow perhaps :)

wally is an only child but the idea of him having a little sibling kills me a little bit but i do want it so if anyone wants oc ideas, aha-