idk what transmasc needs to hear this but being a man is not smth you have to apologize or make up for. it's just not. you don't need absolution for being a man. you don't need to beg on your knees for forgiveness for "shunning" the "gift" of being a woman. you aren't "unfortunately adding one more guy to the world". your manhood is a gift. it adds so much richness to the world. do not let anyone make you think you need to spend your life suffering in purgatory for the crime of transitioning. you don't need to throw yourself to the floor and repent and suffer because of other people's discomfort with who you are.
more like Dilf by Daylight am i right fellas
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š¾šØš¹šµš°šµš®šŗ: šššš šššššš šššššš ššššš, šššššššššš 141, ššššššš šš ššššššš,
š¹š¬šØš«š¬š¹'šŗ š·š¹š¶šµš¶š¼šµšŗ: ššššššššššš
š¹š¬šØš«š¬š¹'šŗ šŖšØš³š³šŗš°š®šµ: šššššš
back at it again, its another fatherless rapscallionš
100% believe you and soap call people bestie if you dont like them
ex: "soap come hither, i have tea on bestie chloe" and he comes barreling down the hall to hear the tea
lmfao speaking of soap
SOAP=WHINY MAN BABY
this man whines when you give him the silent treatment fo sheezy šÆ
ghost thinks its really funny when soap watches you with a 'ā¹' face evrry time you ignore him
gaz always knows everything because you know everything so you tell him its hilarious asf
anyways
you and gaz always be talkin about topher fr
(i dont have the of so an edit will do:)
HELLA INSIDE JOKES
price is highkey tired of your humor
"is there anything you need?" price "other than a father/mother? nope. thanks, tho" you *insert gaz laughing from the other room*, distressed price leaved the room, clutching at his sussy goofy wacky little hat
if you are fluent in spanish i strongly believe ghost will be scared of you
as i have been trading my spanish for german, i wont put anything else involving spanish, thanks šš
screaming judas in tge shower
ghost yelling at you to shut up
soap joining to annoy his babygorl
gaz humming along because lady gaga is goddess
price needing to leave the room
l m f a o
ok so like what if you're really good at card games, savvy?
you and 141 are laying low in a safehouse somewhere
soap finds a deck of cards, and everyone plays and/or watches
anyway you suggest playing manipulation
price immediately agrees, he hasnt played in a while but still thinks he could beat everyonr
ghost joins in, but gaz watches
what if you sat in his lap
no sorry my bad im in love
anyway
the first, like, three rounds everyones drawing like five cards
and price somehow ends up with two cards while everyones drawing cards
hes getting cocky, thinking that he'll go out first because of his amount of cards
HOWEVER
he had an ace
so that was virtually impossible to get rid of lmfao
anyhow,
price had on his poker face, and surprisingly, so did you
no one could tell you were able to get rid of the five cards in your hand only in the eighth round
bada bing bada boom you served the team their ass when you quickly arranged your cards into their appropriate piles
and then you look at everyone's flabberghasted expression
price is šÆšing so hard
not only did price lose, he lost to one of the youngest people on the team
ghost is a sore loser tbh
"fuckin' hell, reaper. the hell you learn to play like that?" ghost "around" you shrug
price thinks about that all the time tbh
LETS TALK ABOUT THE TIME 141 FIRST SAW YOU SMOKING
after a somewhat rough mission, you go MIA
everyones worried; you generally let someone know whenever you go somewhere
but its hour 4 of you being gone and price is worried
you did this when the whole situation with alex went down, so price has limited experience with your MIA bouts
highkey feels bad he can't protect you emotionally :(
it was well below sun down when price found you
poor captain almost had a stroke when you saw you
you were outside sitting cross legged facing the direction which the sun had set, indicating you'd been there for a while
you had a lighter in your hand, lighting up cigarette number unknown
"what are you doing, kid?"
you had heard him coming so you didnt jump or anything you just shrugged
"do you want to talk about it?"
a mocking laugh fell from your lips, spewing out with smoke "nah."
price was at a loss. you had never acted like this before- cold and sharp
he moved to sit by you though </3
soon ghost trailed out, wondering where price was
an inky black mass caught his eye
but as he was making his way over, he saw a cigarette get smushed into the ground and a knew one being pulled from a pack
price didn't smoke cigarettes, he smoked cigars, so who would that be?
but then ghost heard your voice and an exhale and you had the cigarette
ghost: šÆ
"hell's goin' on out here?" ghost grumbled, sitting on the other side of u, eyes widening at the amount of boxes at ur side
price answered when you didnt "getting some air"
ghost blinked at the cigarette hanging from your lips. okay
the guys tried to get you to talk but couldn't get anything out of you but a scoff or two
even when ghost offered to let you sleep in his room you said no :(((
after that you gathered your shit and left for the base leaving ghost and price concerned </3
whoa who broke my heart i sure am angsty today ššÆ
you didnt get any sleep that night btw
on another note
MOVIE NIGHTS WITH THE GUYS BUT GAZ INSISTS INSTEAD OF YOU
obviously he goes to you first
"hey y/n" :))) "do you wanna" :)))))) "watch a movie" :))))))))) "with us?" :))))))))))))
i'll be damned if you say no. ššŖ
so you said yes šā¤
he smiled so big </33
went to soap next
then pulled up the movie
with everyone ( minus ghost ), price couldn't say no š
ghost pulled up, ffs š¤Æ
gaz chose either a horror movie or a horror movie
so you watched a horror movie š
gaz was probably clinging to you the whole time
so was soap probably
ghost was somewhat interested, but price fell asleep
his goofy snore is so loud bro im not even playing š¤§šš
if you have migraines you best believe everyone has midol/typenol for you
never ibuprofen tho bc after a mission if you had a headache, 141 might think you possibly had/have a brain bleed and wouldn't give you ibuprofen bc thats a blood thinner and could start another bleed
you and gaz have playlists for everyone
you both follow each other on EVERYTHING
if you were too poor (like me HDJSNEHDJEUZ) gaz would let you and only you on his netflix acc ā¤
im sorry im a gazlvr
will probably edit later tbh
š©šš«š šØš§š!!
@shadylilac
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reader's race and gender are ambiguous; no pronouns or physical descriptors are used.
summary: Severus is quick to break the distance between you, as he kneels down next to you and places a hand over your forehead. āYouāve been dosed with Amortentia and you thought it pertinent to send aĀ letter?"Ā His voice possesses a confusing mix of irritation, fury, exasperation, and something surprisingly close to concern.
The following snippet is meant to serve as the sixth part to my ongoing series featuring Severus/Reader.
word count: 4k | ao3 version
Disclaimer: I do not support or condone the actions and beliefs of HPās author in any way whatsoever. I thoroughly believe in fanfictionās transformative, restorative, and healing power. Therefore, I write HP fanfiction not to encourage the authorās beliefs, but instead to directly challenge and disprove her prejudice; I write to further strengthen, validate, and support minority identities that are harmed by She Who Must Not be Namedās dangerous ideologies. I'm not taking any questions, comments, or criticisms regarding this. Don't like it? Don't read!
It all starts at lunch. At least, thatās your most educated guess.Ā
You ate your typical meal and drank from your gobletājust like every other lunch. None of these occurrences shouldāve been indicative of future turmoil. Yet, hours later, when you find yourself hunched over your desk with tunneling vision, shaking hands, and sweat along your skin, you have to come to terms with the fact that something likely happened at lunch. Youāre no Potions expert, but you know the telltale signs of an Amortentia dosage when you see them.
You summon a piece of parchment and grab your quill, writing a quick letter to Severus and handing it to your owl. Your owl lets out a weak chirp, pecking your forehead in evident concern before flying away. Severus will certainly be able to brew the necessary Potions to get the Amortentia out of your system. Ordinarily, youād simply walk over to his officeābut youāre not very confident in your ability to walk at the moment. Indeed, the moment you had gotten up from your desk, you were hit with such an intense wave of dizziness that you fell to the ground. Youāve since managed to move back to rest against the wall behind you, closing your eyes in a feeble attempt to distract yourself from the feverish sensation at your core and your blurring vision.Ā
Meanwhile, Severus is grading papers in his office when he hears an owl tapping at his closed window. He huffs and turns around, tempted to ignore the creature until he recognizes it as yours. The Potions master gets to his feet and opens the window, only for the owl to nearly collide with his chest as it frantically flies at him. Severus frowns and takes the parchment tied to its leg. The message only deepens his frown.
Severus, Apologies for disrupting you. When you get the chance, would you bring me some potions to treat Amortentia dosage? Theyāre for a student.
Severus stares down at the parchment for a moment longer, unease prickling along his skin. He wonders why you didnāt simply come to his office to ask him in person. Even more troubling is the uncharacteristic slant to your writing. He canāt seem to get rid of the unfounded feeling of dread settling in his chest as he looks at your message. Itās innocuous, and yet⦠he knows something is wrong.Ā
Furthermore, if the Potions were for a student, then youād likely supply their nameāafter all, Hogwarts faculty are trained to practice ultimate discretion when it comes to the health of their students. Your messy writing and the omission of the studentās information arenāt significant on their own; together, however, they unsettle him. Your owl bats him with a wing, breaking him from his thoughts. Your owlāwhich is usually quite calmāseems to be stressed, too. Quickly coming to a decision, Severus heads for the door to his office.
And in the time since you first penned the letter, you found yourself falling to the floor. Youāre now lying on the ground with your back to the wallāsweat dripping down the back of your neck. Your clothes feel extremely constricting and you want nothing more than to run out of your office and find the person who slipped you the potion, the object of your affections, the target of your obsession-Ā
Suddenly, your office door is nearly thrown off its hinges as it slams against the adjacent wall. You look up at the sudden noise, only to find Severus standing in the doorway, looking truly menacing as he wears a furious expression on his face. āSeverus,ā you say. You donāt think you manage to successfully hide the relief you feel from your voice, but you canāt find it in yourself to care. You donāt have the energy ānot when your skin feels like itās oozing off of you into puddles on the ground.Ā
Severus is quick to break the distance between you, as he kneels down next to you and places a hand over your forehead. āYouāre the one who needs the potion,ā he states. His voice possesses a confusing mix of irritation, fury, exasperation, and something surprisingly close to concern. āYouāve been dosed with Amortentia and you thought it pertinent to send aĀ letter?ā
āIt didnāt seem pressing at the time.ā You choke out, shivering and sweating at the same time. You feel like youāre stuck in quicksandāeven a small gesture with your hand feels like an uphill battle against a powerful current.Ā
āMerlin,ā Severus mutters.Ā
There are tears sliding down your cheeks now. You wipe at your eyes, your hands trembling beyond belief as your vision tunnels and sways around you. The professor leans closer and you flinch, guilt flooding through you when you recognize the instinct.
But Severus doesnāt seem to take offense. Heās staring at you with a clinical gaze, taking in all of your symptoms and evidently developing a plan in his head. He opens the satchel at his side with nimble fingers, grabbing an unfamiliar vial. āTake this,ā Severus implores. At your blank stare, he continues. āDonāt make me force you.ā The dark expression on his face suggests that he will do exactly that, if necessary. Not wanting to approach death, you bring a shaking hand to the vial. Expecting him to relinquish his grip, you bring the vial to your lips and tilt it backāonly to realize that Severusā hand hasnāt left the vial either, instead moving it to your lips and ensuring you donāt drop it. The potion burns as you swallow it and you cough briefly, shuddering at the awful taste.Ā
Then a weak, utterly humiliating sound wrenches its way from your lips. Your skin feels like itās onĀ fire. āSeverus-ā You try to say. Your words are garbled and your tongue feels far too thick to create anything coherent. In one last burst of energy, you try to reach out to himāonly to succumb to the darkness creeping along the edges of your vision.Ā
You wake up in the Hogwarts Hospital Wing and, at first, you feel as if youāre a student. Then, the memory of what happened rushes back to you and youāre forced to remember that youāre a professor who was poisoned by a student. The thought unsettles you, so you try to distract yourself by looking around the space.Ā
To your surprise, Severus is sitting at your bedside, looking entirely unimpressed. The pinched expression on his face looks somewhat painful to maintain, yet his scowl is so deeply-set that it doesnāt even flicker in intensity. You try to avert your eyes, but itās too lateāheās noticed youāre awake.
ā...Hello,ā you try. Severus arches a brow. For a long moment, there is nothing but a horribly tense silence that descends across the space. You glance around the Hospital Wing, relieved to find that there arenāt any students present. Itās embarrassing enough for Severus to be hereāthe last thing you need is for one of your students to be seeing you like this.Ā
His form is strung together with a silent fury. āWhat could have possiblyĀ possessed you to consume a gift from a student?ā Severus eventually seethes. It takes you a few moments to process that accusation.Ā
āA gift from a student?ā You then ask, your voice a little hoarse. You clear your throat before continuing. āDo you really think so little of me? Iām not that foolish.ā
Severus stills. āWhere do you suspect the potion was, then?ā He asks carefully, clearly sensing the implications of your confession.Ā
āIt mustāve been in my goblet during lunch.ā You answer.Ā
Severusās expression morphs from vicious fury to calculating precision. āThat is⦠even more concerning,ā he admits with a stormy expression. āI will speak to the elves about this.ā He resolves.Ā
āSeverus, thatās not-āĀ Thatās not necessary,Ā you want to say. Except it sort of is. You donāt want anything like this to happen againāyou donāt want to feel doubtful or suspicious of the meals in the castle. Severus must sense your thought process, because he continues as if you hadnāt said anything at all.Ā
āThe offender will be expelled,ā he asserts easily. āSince they are likely a student.āĀ
āExpelled?ā You choke out, suddenly feeling lightheaded. Sure, youāre unsettled by the whole situation, but you donāt want to completely ruin a childās future. Preventing them from returning to Hogwarts seems a little extreme. āSeverus, expulsion is a little extreme. I donāt want that to happen; we can negotiate something less severe-ā
āI donāt remember inquiring about your desires,ā Severus states coldly, bringing you back to reality. You once again feel like youāre a student, as youāre coming face to face with the professorās unflinching authority. You resist the growing urge to shrink back against the pillows at your back. āAnd need I remind you that administering Amortentia without explicit consent is a felony?āĀ
āNo,ā you sigh resignedly. You bring a shaking hand up to pinch the bridge of your nose. Youāre still struggling to get a handle on everything that happened. It all feels like a blur. āI just⦠I donāt want to make this a big deal.āĀ
āThis became aĀ big dealĀ when a Hogwarts professorās life was endangered by a studentās foolish actions,ā Severus asserts, raising a brow and challenging you to argue. You remain silent and, once he senses that you wonāt voice any dissent, he continues. āNow, tell me who it was.āĀ
Somehow, that statement is what makes the reality of it all set in. You were so distracted by your symptoms that you didnāt stop to think and internalize the fact that a student was likely the one to do this. Someone in the castle wanted this to happen to you. At the mention of the culprit, dull grey eyes unwittingly come to mind. Youāre suddenly hit with a horrible wave of dread and infatuation all at once, as the studentās visage appears in your mindās eye. Even the thought of uttering their name is enough to summon the taste of bile. Every time you close your eyes, you see their cool gaze and shimmering hair and-Ā
Youāre vomiting into the bowl at your side. When youāre finished, you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand and place your hands on the mattress, feeling the need to brace yourself. Severus vanishes the evidence of your sickness, which you are thankful forāthe smell would not have helped your persistent nausea. Heās patiently waiting for your explanation, and itās abundantly clear that youāre not going to be able to escape this.Ā
āJust-ā You choke, shaking your head. It all feels like far too much. You take a shuddering breath, pretending not to feel as helpless as you do. Their name feels caught in your throat. A verbal admission is too much for you to handle right now. āLook at me.ā You implore the professor. Severus understands quickly, as his eye contact with you quickly turns probing. You try to drop your Occlumency shields and summon the studentās visage to mind, showing Severus rather than telling him. The effort isnāt exactly difficult, given the potion thatās coursing through your veins. If anything, itās harderĀ notĀ to think about the culprit.Ā
āLegilimens,ā Severus says quietly. For a moment, it feels as if youāve been plunged into ice water. Thereās the faintest sensation of a frigid breeze rifling through your mind. Then, within moments, the professorās looking away with thinly-veiled fury in his eyes. He seems moments away from walking out the door and interrogating the student, until a cough rips its way out of your throat and his attention is evidently thwarted.Ā
Severus squints at you before getting to his feet and approaching your bed. He places a hand to your forehead before holding your jaw and looking into your eyes, tilting your head slightly as he evidently looks for lingering effects from the potion. His hands are cool; you have to resist the urge to keep them pressed to your skin, if only because of the boiling feeling running along your skin. āIāve provided a strict Potions regimen to ensure the Amortentia leaves your system,ā Severus explains, his gaze flitting to the parchment on the bedside table. Then he looks at you sternly. āIt is imperative that you maintain this regimen.āĀ
āOkay,ā you say, too tired to argue or question him any further. You blink at him dazedly, struggling to clear your vision. The air seems to fall still. āThank you, Severus.ā Severus just nods, his right hand still cradling your jaw. The infirmary descends into a tenseābut not uncomfortableāsilence.Ā
Thereās some bustling in the corner of the room. āYou have another visitor,ā Madam Pomfrey says, promptly breaking the strange moment that had been created between Severus and you. Severus leans back and nods at you, before making his departure. You watch him leave with conflicting feelings.Ā
āAlbus,ā you greet the headmaster, who walks into the room with a concerned expression.
āHow are you faring?ā Albus asks, settling at your bedside.Ā
āIām fine, thanks to Severus,ā you respond honestly. Youāve been better, but without his help, youād be feeling much worse.Ā
āHe seems worried, the dear boy,ā Albus says, leaning forward conspiratorially. āHe has been on edge since you fell unconscious.āĀ
āOh.ā Youāre not really sure what else to say. Judging by the way Albus is smiling, heās trying to tell you something. You just donāt know what it is.Ā
Over the next few days, Severus accompanies you to every meal. He always performs spells to ensure nothing has been tampered with. You want to be thankful for the thought, but at this point, youāre just frustrated that you have to go to such lengths.Ā
Youāre slowly starting to recover. The Potions regimen Severus left you is dwindling down, as you take lower doses with each passing day. But there are still lingering side effects. Your hands still have tremors; your vision still has brief bursts of painful clarity. You still feel a little nauseated when thinking about the student who constructed this charade.Ā Ā
The paranoia has to be the most debilitating aftereffect of all, though. Youāre sure itās a logical response to a near-death experience, but itās making things rather inconvenient. Despite all the reassurance youāve been givenāby practically every member of the Hogwarts staff and several Ministry officialsāit still doesnāt feel like enough. You still have moments when you canāt even stomach the thought of eatingāmeal times spent huddled in a corner of your office, shaking as youāre assaulted with the prickling sensation youāve grown to associate with Amortentia.Ā
You start to think youāre getting better. But then you get up from your desk late one night, only to crumple to the ground like a broken marionette. You canāt even push yourself up to your feetāinstead left to slowly fade away on the floor of your office. Youāre commanding your muscles to move but theyāre ignoring your demands. Your skin is licked with flames and sweat. Suddenly, your throat feels extremely dry. Your office is spinning around you and, within seconds, youāre slipping into darkness once more.Ā
There is a cool cloth draped over your forehead when you wake. You stare up at the ceiling, your vision slowly returning to you. You attempt to push yourself up to a sitting position, but the effort is annoyingly difficult. Thereās an almost imperceptibly quiet noise of frustration, before youāre being helped up with a hand on your forearm and another at your side. Your breaths are labored once you finally sit up.Ā
When your vision finally starts to calm down, you find yourself staring into familiar black eyes. āSeverus,ā you say. Your vision is spinning a little, but not enough for you to miss the irritated furrow to his brows.Ā
āI distinctly recall ordering you to notify me if any of your symptoms returned,ā Severus states flatly. He looks entirely unimpressed. And damn it, now youāre feeling guilty again.
āā¦I didnāt want to bother you.ā It sounds pathetic, even to your own ears. Severus briefly looks to the ceiling, as if wishing for it to swallow him whole and end his life. He seems to be exercising a nearly infinite amount of patience; you can tell by how much time he takes to respond.Ā Ā
āThis is the second time youāve taken the liberty of making that decision for me,ā he says coolly. Itās clear thereās a lot more he wants to say, but he holds his tongue. Instead, Severus scowls and casts a diagnostic spell. āNo fever.ā
āThatās good.ā You say weakly.Ā
āThe dosage mustāve been high,ā Severus then says, his brows furrowed. You canāt tell if heās speaking to you or himself, at this point. āIt should be out of your system.āĀ But itās not,Ā you think.Ā Itās not out of my system, and Iām scared.Ā
āSeverus-āĀ You try to say.Ā
āIt will fade soon enough,ā he states. Thatās as close to reassurance as youāre going to get. āRest. Iāll ensure youāre awake to take your next potion.ā He says sincerely.Ā
And so you rest.
Seeing you in this state unsettles Severus far more than heād like to admit. He tells himself his concern is of a professional nature and nothing more. Heās concerned for his colleague; and the implications of this Amortentia incident. After all, the bare facts still paint a startling picture: a Hogwarts professor drugged by a student, in the Great Hall during mealtime. The castle has always been regarded as one of the safest places in the wizarding world; yet a staff member has been harmed within its walls.Ā
Severus expected you to show resistance at the thought of seeking out the culprit; he was surprised, therefore, that you allowed him to sort through your mind in his search. No one has shown him that kind of trust before. Yet you unflinchingly met his eyes, andĀ imploredĀ him to look into the depths of your mind.Ā
Severus did nothing of the sort, of course. He did not want to betray your trust, and so his perusal through your mind was quick and purposeful. The unusually tangled web that structured your thoughts did not escape his notice, of course. He knows you to be a rational person; such disorganization is an indicator of a deeper issue. In your case, it is a sign that the Amortentia hasnāt been completely removed from your system.Ā
Severus spends an immeasurable amount of time brewing the potions needed for your treatment. Brewing is usually a tranquil experience for him. Yet, today, heās lost in his thoughts as he prepares ingredients. Fortunately, for a wizard of his expertise, distraction will not truly affect the result. He does seem to be in the lab for longer than usual, but then again, he doesnāt typically have occasion for brewing these particular potions. If everything goes according to plan, Severus will not need to brew any more potions like this for you.Ā
When heās finished with the first few doses, Severus breaks away from the lab and returns to his personal quarters. Youāre reclined on the sofa, looking exhausted andā¦vulnerable. Severus tears his eyes away. Truthfully, he has never allowed someone into his quarters before. Itās strange. Severus was convinced he would dislike itāthat your presence would feel like an intrusion. But he knew he would be able to care for your symptoms much more effectively if you were near. And somehow, the sight of you manages to alleviate some of his prior concerns. Heād daresay your presence comforts him.Ā
ā¦Maybe the Amortentia was transferred to him, too. He scoffs at the unlikely thought, but decides to subject himself to a quick diagnostic spell just in case. As Severus suspected, there is nothing wrong. These strange feelings are entirely of his own creation.
Youāve been looking at him with such a trusting gaze throughout this healing process that it makes Sevwerus want to vomit. He immediately wants to roll up his sleeve and force you to take in the warped mark across his forearm, if only to dispel you of the notion that he is in any way deserving of your trust.Ā
He only averts his eyes from your sleeping form instead, his throat feeling tight. What is it about you that provokes such sentiment within him? Severus shakes his head quickly. He doesnāt have the luxury to contemplate such things at the moment; right now, your health is the priority.Ā
When he has a moment to breathe, Severus informs Albus of the culprit. It slips his mind, for the briefest of moments, that the headmaster is stubbornly idealisticāand sees the best in everyone. Indeed, he should have expected Albus to provide an alternative method of disciplining the child.Ā
āSuspension.ā Severus states blandly, glaring at the headmaster. āYou believe suspension to be a suitable punishment for the unlawful administration of Amortentia.ā
āAnd what would you suggest, Severus?ā Albus asks, his eyes twinkling. Heās setting a trap for him. For some reason, unknown to Severus himself, the headmaster wants him to argue.Ā
āExpulsion, of course.ā Severus scoffs. He isnāt sure what the old fool is trying to do here.Ā
āI canāt imagine your colleague was quite pleased with that suggestion.ā Albus remarks, that damned twinkle in his eyes still taunting him.Ā
āNot at first,ā Severus admits with a scoff. āOf course, upon discussing the likelihood of a similar incident occurring, the suggestion was better received.ā He crosses his arms over his chest.Ā
āI see.ā Albus responds. Thereās a thin smile on his face.Ā
āWhat?ā Severus nearly spits. āA professor has been drugged. This is no laughing matter, Albus.ā
āOf course not.ā Albus says sincerely. āAlas, I fear you are correct. Expulsion would be the wise choice. I shall inform the boyās parents at once.ā
Severusās jaw clenches in irritation. That was far too easy. Albus is never so easily persuaded; and yet, he conceded without much argument. Just what does the old man have planned? The Potions professor regards him warily.Ā
āNo need to be suspicious, dear boy.ā Albus reassures him. The reassurance only makes Severus more suspicious. āIām only thankful that you have found tolerable company here in the castle.ā
Severus glares at him for several moments. His jaw is clenched and his teeth are gritted. āAnd how is this relevant, exactly?ā He manages to spit out.
āItās merely an observation.ā Albus surrenders. He senses Severus is growing tired of this conversation. āAnd how is our young professor faring?ā
āIām developing an enhanced regimen to eradicate the Amortentia.ā Severus responds, thankful for an excuse to talk about something else. āI broughtĀ my colleague,āĀ he borrows the words of the headmaster, āto my quarters, to ensure proper adherence to the regimen.ā
āYour quarters?ā Albus asks lightly. He looks rather pleased with himself. The Potions professorās wand hand twitches. āThatās rather forward of you, Severus.ā Severusās jaw nearly cracks with how hard he grits his teeth at the remark. Albus is wearing a victorious smile; the Potions professor immediately steels his composure and stares right back at the man.Ā
After what feels like far too long, the headmaster relents. āKeep me updated, Severus.ā Albus remarks, his expression returning to an appropriate concern.Ā
Severus nods jerkily, before making his escape. He is never quite certain when a conversation with Albus will morph into an interrogation; this time was particularly catastrophic. He takes a few slow breaths as he returns to his quarters.Ā
Unsurprisingly, you are awake to greet him. Before either of you can descend into empty small talk, youāre breaking through the silence. āYou⦠donāt mind me being here, do you?ā You ask, glancing around the room as if realizing your surroundings for the first time. āI can return to my quarters, Iām sure.ā
āGiven the return of your symptoms, that would be unwise.ā Severus says after a moment. It takes him longer than heād like to formulate a response. āIām afraid I will have to be⦠inconvenienced by your presence a bit longer.ā Yes, it is truly inconvenientābecause you provoke such unusual feelings in him. Every time he sees you in his quarters, he has these horrible urges to embraceā¦Ā domesticity.Ā It disgusts him.Ā
āIf you insist.ā You say hesitantly. Neither of you decide to acknowledge the tension that has settled in the air. Severus promptly returns to asking you about your symptoms, in an attempt to ward off these strange sentiments that spring to mind in your presence.
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endnotes: I feel like Severus is in a perpetual state of disgust: with himself, with the world around him... sigh. he's very fun to write for, though.
I genuinely forgot I wrote this and was so happy to find it in my drafts again. And then a few weeks passed and I forgot about it *again.* When I stumbled upon it again, I was very surprised to find it 99% complete, bahaha.
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city of angels - that's what they call us, right?
im on my Kƶnig brainrot atm. What if a reader half a head smaller then Kƶnig took him down? Like reader got into a bet with someone to spare with Kƶnig and to get him to the ground and winning. How would Kƶnig feel knowing the reader can take him down?
Hello @spookybreadbluebird !!!
I enjoyed this one a lot! It was very, different to write for me, especially the mini-fight scene...
But I do hope you enjoy it!
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Y/n couldn't help but be pissed when he found himself on the sparring mat and Kƶnig in front of him, looking away shyly but Y/n knew better than to underestimate his opponents.
Kƶnig might have had the advantage with his size slightly, considering Y/n stood at 6'5, but it didn't matter when it came down to pure skill.
Sometimes he wondered why he ever let Soap convince him into a damn bet that was pointless at all...
It was a slow day in the 141 base when Soap had walked into his office, sweaty and tired as he sat down in some random chair. The man had just came from a training session as he took his time to regain his breathing before looking up to Y/n.
"That Kƶnig, he sure is something... Feels like he was hitting me with bricks. I doubt anyone else can beat him aside from Ghost..."
Y/n let out a simple hum as he continued to work on his paperwork in front of him. The Sergeantās face fell slightly before leaning back onto the chair more.
Y/n failed to notice the smirk on the Scottish man's face as he conjured up an idea.
"You know Y/n, I think Kƶnig can even beat you too... Hell, I don't even think you could put him down if you tried."
Y/n fingers stopped dancing over the keyboard as he pushed himself away from his desk.
He sent a stern glare Soap's way, watching the man flinch in the process.
"You think I can't take down Kƶnig, Sergeant?" he questioned, voice low and sinister.
"I bet you can't, sir," Soap responded looking him dead in the eyes.
"Just watch and learn," and with that Y/n got up and walked towards his door before making his way towards the sparring mats. Soap followed from behind like a lost puppy, grinning from ear to ear as he was eager to see what would be the outcome.
And now here Y/n was, facing Kƶnig when he could have been finishing that paperwork that he needed to turn into Price later on.
Well, he was here now and to backing out would make him look weak, and Lieutenant Y/n had no intentions on doing so.
He took a deep breath before relaxing and finding himself into his main fighting stance, staring daggers into the Austrian's eyes.
He didn't say anything as some shouted "Go" from beside him and he was off.
Kƶnig was quick to react to Y/n's right hook towards his jaw, dodging his head to the left slightly, thinking he was out of harms way.
Big mistake.
Y/n aimed a well-placed knee towards the Austrian's abdomen, knocking the wind out of the man before taking advantage of the small time to grab Kƶnig's arms and throw the man's full weight over his head on the ground. From there, he put the man in an arm lock and pulled with enough force to not break it, but bask in the painful cries that feel from his lips.
Soon enough, Kƶnig tapped and as Y/n let go of him.
Y/n looked back at Kƶnig, watching the man sit there in shock at the loss, eyes wide underneath the sniper hood.
Y/n offered him a hand, watching the Austrian take it and pulled him into a standing position.
"How?" Kƶnig asked in a small voice.
"You have a lot of openings in your form," Y/n explained, "And you're surprised easily."
Kƶnig looked at Y/n in awe as he took in the words.
"I have work to do now," Y/n turned on his heel as he made his way back to his office.
Soap sat there gawking, guess he owned the Lieutenant something now.
Kƶnig P.O.V.
He couldn't believe it.
Y/n made it look so easy.
So effortless.
So simple when he took him down.
He could only watch as the man carried himself back to his office like he didn't just kick someone ass with ease.
He said he was easy fo read... Was he really?
Was he that much of an open book?
After all his years of fighting, he had never been taken down so quickly.
Hell, if this were a real fight, he would have been death.
He could only stare at where the Lieutenant used to be in silence.
Perhaps, if he was lucky, he could learn a think or two from the man.
The next day, he found himself in front of Y/n's office, taking a deep breath before going in.
"Lieutenant Y/n."
"Kƶnig, you need something?"
"Sir, after yesterday...would you," he hesitated, " would you be willing to train me?"
Y/n let out a low chuckle as he eyed him up and down.
"You sure you want this?"
He froze in place before grounding himself.
"Sir, I need this..."
Y/n sent him a smile.
"Sparring mats tonight, don't be late."
Kƶnig stared before saluting him.
"Of course, sir."
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Hey there, could i ask ghostface, wesker, joey and deathslinger when a survivor constatly gets sandbagged and bodyblocked by other survivorw, and do the puppy eyes to see if they spare them?
I love this ask sm <3
Killers when you do puppy eyes at them
Ghostface
You were getting chased and doing good only 2gens remained
You were hit and bleeding bad but you were still hanging in there
You headed to the shack
YunJin pops outta no where and slams the pallet down on your head
You fell back and groaned, clutching your head
Ghostface stood behind you
He was agitated that YunJin did that fucking white ruined the chase
He looked down to see you looking at him with puppy eyes
Instant boner
The way you were on your knees with big teary eyes and lip trembling
He took pity on you and destroyed the pallet and let you free
He killed YunJin and then came after you and then fucked you
Wesker
He was chasing down the halls of RPD
You are doing good dodging him
You tried to vault a window but YunJin who was working on a gen close by vaulted it in front of you
She was uninjured and you were so she fucked you over
Wesker stood right behind you
He just stared down YunJin
The fucking bitch wasn't even getting chased or even an interest to him
You turned around and looked up at him with wide puppy eyes
He softened a bit and took pity (he loves you <3)
He went after her and slammed her against many walls and then hooked her
Joey
You were constantly sandbagged by Meg everytime you were in a match with her
You don't know why but she just did not like you
Joey has seen this and felt bad
Especially when you made puppy eyes at him when it happens
He always took pity on you (lil softie)
Although he tries to kill Meg, sometimes she wastes him time and he's not able to
But it's the thought that counts <3
DeathSlinger
You were avoiding his gun and doing good
You went to turn into a building to avoid it
But Meg ran in front of you and blocked the entry way
You tried to push her but it was too late
You screamed when his gun hit you and pulled you back
DeathSlinger saw what happened and it irked him
He looked at you who looked at him with big wide eyes
He sighed and let you go
He then went after Meg
Me trying to find wesker x male reader smut without any r*pe, daddy kink (wesker being the daddy), bottom ftm reader, misgendering kink, dub-con/ non con, āgn but reader has a vagā, sub reader, Dom wesker, age difference, torture, feminization, or anything that forces the reader to be hyper feminine or make them an absolute cumdump tags
If you donāt get it, it pretty much means there isnāt any.
Ethan Winters sfw cuddling hcs?
Iāve been thrown head first into Ethan love and Iām okay with it
YES!! Join us in Ethan-Simp-HellĀ š©š¤
Ethan Winters Cuddling Headcanons
Ethan can be a little stiff when it comes to hugs and cuddling at first. Heās not used to actually being hugged so sometimes the feeling may seem foreign, and he chokes up.
But low keyā¦. Heās touch starved.
He likes spooning a lot. Either holding you in bed or being held in bed. It really depends on his mood.
Heās a respectful cuddler. He wonāt initiate any spicy stuff unless you were okay with it beforehand. Even then, he doesnāt strike me as someone who needs sex. He simply enjoys just being in your company.
Ethan likes to kiss behind your ear when heās spooning you!!
He doesnāt have a preference where you cuddle but the bed would be better than the couch.
He also really enjoys just laying in bed with you, talking about life and anything that could be stressing you both.
No matter how long youāve been together, Ethan is always going to awkwardly smirk and blush when he holds you. Thereās just something so intimate about it and it genuinely makes him happy.
Cuddling usually leads to him being late in the mornings⦠instead of 5 more minutes of sleep, he wants to hold you for 5 more minutes before getting up.
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