I’m Doing This “diet” Because I Know I Can’t Restrict Too Low, Otherwise I’ll End Up Binging.

meanspo tw

⚠️ this is meant for me. this is directed at me. ⚠️

so, you're really gonna fucking like him when you're that fat? look at yourself. you're sitting on his bed writing meanspo. you're not dating him, you're watching him play video games. jesus, no wonder you're not with him. your chin rolls don't stop, your thighs are so big they're bulging. your stomach is sticking out so far, your nails don't even look good on your hands bevause of how chubby they are. your arms look like they're straight off a cow, you're digusting. now go home and work out. burn calories instead of sitting on your lazy, fat ass. cow.

~That girl~ fitness inspo

Would anyone like to do a chloe ting challenge with me?

My parents act (especially fight) as if they were 5 years old

Yk, their behaviour is so dumb and immature like ....wtf?

I wish i was dead lol

Thinspo Imagine #1: The Beginning of Fall

It was around 7 in the morning when the sun woke you up. It danced across your sheets and your desk, earning a soft groan from you as you slowly woke up. The sheets draped over your dainty body, slipping down over your shoulders as you sat up. Your hands sat in your lap, bundling up the blanket a bit as you looked out the window at a beautiful morning.

After admiring the view a little bit, you slipped out of bed, one thin leg after the other. Your soft pajamas draped over your lithe figure, truly accentuating how petite you were. They sagged a bit around your tiny waist and the sleeves stopped past the palm of your hand. You looked so tiny in them, swallowed by the soft fabric.

You padded to the bathroom and stripped, stepping on the scale, before smiling to yourself. Almost there.

You took a quick, hot shower, relishing in the feeling of each bone of your body as you skimmed your hands over yourself. Water pooled slightly in your collarbones and not on rolls of fat.

You were glowing when you got out, and turned around in the mirror. You counted three ribs on each side of your flat stomach, which concaved ever so slightly when you looked at yourself from the side. Your tiny waist filled out into toned thighs with a gap in between, which dipped back in at the knees to long, thin legs. Your thin hands danced around your tiny neck and prominent collars, tracing the sharp curve of your jawline, moving a few strands of wet hair that clung to your cheek. Your eyes looked bigger and your sharp nose was the same red as the apples of your cheeks, accentuating your soft lips and tiny chin.

You spoiled yourself for a few minutes, turning this way and that, looking at every curve and dip of your body. Finally, when the water sticking to your frame sent a chill through you, a silk robe was pulled up and over your shoulders. Silently, you left the bathroom.

You walked to your closet and opened the sliding door. You watched your thin fingers as they gripped the white wood.

As you had lost weight, you slowly added more and more clothes to your closet. Flowy tops, cute jeans, sweet skirts. Wearing them was a reward in and of itself, once you were able to fit into them. You looked cute and fragile in some, skinny and sharp in others. They each had their own style - and a place in your heart. They were the biggest sign of your progress.

You slipped into a cute, creme colored long sleeve top, relishing in the comfortable feel of the thin, flowy fabric. Your legs were hugged by dark blue, high-wasited jeans that you slid into perfectly. Simple gold bracelets sat on your wrists, and a thin gold chain around your neck.

You looked killer, and posed a bit. The jeans acentuated your thigh gap and thin, lean legs as well as your cinched waist, while the shirt hung low enough to reveal your collarbone, draping off of you in a way that showed how small you were underneath. Your hands were lithe and dainty, your skin fresh and clear.

You moved to your window, spreading the curtains and pulling the sliding glass open. Birds sang and danced around each other, and the hints of city life teemed in the few people walking along the sidewalk. You adored the city. Maple trees grew along the road and charming shops filled the empty space between tall buildings.

The wind blew, billowing the silk curtins out around you as you took in a deep breath. The cool air filled your lungs so beautifully, and your bright eyes fluttered closed.

All your hard work, all the long night curled up in your bed, ignoring hunger pains. Forcing awful-tasting teas down your throat. Losing and gaining, working out until you colapsed, sleeping through the day and binging at night. Your journey was so hard, with just as many downs as there were ups.

But you kept at it, holding on to the dream of a brighter future. Your binges grew smaller and fewer. You coud last longer without food, and it took less for you to feel full. The barest of muscle formed, and working out was less of a chore and more of a hobby. People started commenting on your figure. It was euphoric, fitting into your first XS pair of jeans.

You opened your eyes again, watching the green trees sway in the breeze. They were showing the first hints of autumn, a few crisp leaves turning to the color of honey and roses.

For the first time in a while, you realised, you were happy with where you were.

So my doctor just prescribed me medicaments that will make me constipated? Fml

Montag, 21.06.2021

Morgens:

Gewicht: 54.2

Gegessen: -

Kalorien: 0

Hunger: nein

Essverhalten: -

Sport: spazieren vor der Schule

Vormittags:

Gewicht: -

Gegessen: -

Kalorien:0

Hunger: bisschen

Essverhalten: -

Sport: -

Mittags:

Gewicht: 54.1

Gegessen: weckauflauf und Apfel, danach noch weclauflauf sehr unkontrolliert

Kalorien: 600

Hunger: ja, aber auch richtig Heißhunger

Essverhalten: erst nur eine kleine Portion genommen, beim Essen abgelenkt, hat nicht wirklich geschmeckt, habe mich davor geekelt

Sport: -

Nachmittags:

Gewicht: -

Gegessen: 2 Pfirsiche, 3 dosenpfirsiche, später 6 maiswaffeln mit frischkäse

Kalorien: 550

Hunger: ja

Essverhalten: abgelenkt, in der Küche, alleine, schnell

Sport: -

Abends:

Gewicht: 55.5

Gegessen: -

Kalorien: 0

Hunger: nein

Essverhalten: -

Sport: 40min joggen, 21min bauchworkout

Fazit

Gewicht&BMI: 54.1kg, 19.4

Erste Mahlzeit: 14:30

Fastenstunden: 22

Letzte Mahlzeit: 17.30

Gesamte Kalorien: 1150

Getrunken: 3l

Schritte: 25000

Sport:  1h

Sonntag, 20.06 2021

Morgens:

Gewicht: 54.3 (-500)

Gegessen: -

Kalorien: 0

Hunger: nein

Essverhalten: -

Sport: 60min spazieren

Vormittags:

Gewicht: -

Gegessen: Kirschen, 1 banane, 80g griech joghurt

Kalorien: 300

Hunger: bisschen

Essverhalten: abgelenkt (tumblr), mäßige Geschwindigkeit, essen fotografiert

Sport: -

Mittags:

Gewicht: -

Gegessen: 4 Maiswaffeln mit fettarmem Frischkäse, Stück Gouda

Kalorien: 300

Hunger: nein

Essverhalten: mit der Familie am Esstisch

Sport: -

Nachmittags:

Gewicht: -

Gegessen: Stück Peperonibrot, 1 Dose Mais, 2 maiswaffeln mit Marmelade, bisschen Karamelleis, 2 Neapolitaner, Popcorn

Kalorien: 1000

Hunger: ja, und Heißhunger

Essverhalten: abgelenkt, in der Küche, unkontrolliert, viel zu schnell

Sport: -

Abends:

Gewicht: 55.9

Gegessen: -

Kalorien: 0

Hunger: nein

Essverhalten: -

Sport: 13km joggen in 79min

Fazit

Gewicht&BMI: 54.3kg

Erste Mahlzeit: 10:00 Uhr

Fastenstunden: 15,0

Letzte Mahlzeit: 16:30 Uhr

Gesamte Kalorien: 1600

Getrunken: 3l

Schritte: 30000

Sport: joggen

IMPORTANT IMPORTANT Note to you and followers who eat low cal and take lots of walks/runs to burn off —

for the love of all things that are GOOD please PLEASE, when you walk down the sidewalk, walk as FAR away from the curb/road as possible. When you are waiting for a traffic light, wait as FAR away from the curb/road as possible. If you are under-eating and over-excercising, that’s a recipe for unexpectedly passing out. If you pass out and you’re right on the curb if a busy road— HUGE chance you will pass out and fall directly into the street, where you will promptly get hit by cars.

Even though you could still crack your head open or break other bones falling on the sidewalk- it’s far less likely you’ll be seriously injured than if you fall off the curb into a busy road.

Please walk in places where if you happen to pass out, you won’t be run over.

(Also please walk in places where if you pass out someone will see you— I know secret hidden forest trail walks are tempting for the edgy/fairycore vibes, but passing out and possibly breaking bones or suffering brain damage from hitting the ground and then not having anyone around to help you is waaaaay less cute)

this is really fantastic advice, thank you for the reminder!! i used to walk home beside a very busy road w no sidewalk and i had to stop bc i noticed id either get faint or get brain fog and start drifting towards the road, which was terrifying. anyone who follows me, pls take this advice too 🤍🤍

Help i cant stop binging i just keep eating and eating

I have to go to university tomorrow and none of my clothes fit anymore (really, i dont exagerrate)

I am so fat and i still keep eating, i never stop

I hate it, i hate myself, can somebody pls make it stop