100th Post @ 2:05 AM
100th Post @ 2:05 AM
Queue my beloved ❤️
MCYT has taken me over again
Used to be obsessed to an unhealthy amount w/ Dream!SMP, w/ Ranboo ofc. But now my brother got me to seriously watch Grian and I love his chaos. I definitely appreciate his British chaos over Tommy. Tommy has his moments, but he’s so loud sometimes and just SO high energy. Grian is just more chill, you know? He’s sophisticated compared to Tommy. Not to say TommyInnit isn’t funny, I have a sense of humor, but I don’t have to be in a certain mood to enjoy Grian’s humor as much. Does that make sense?
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I posted this on twitter and had a variety of aggressive ableism thrown my way.
This is a story about changing what I can in spite of what I cannot for the comfort of my loved ones. The thing that others find to be hurtful about me is that I like to spend time in silent solitude. People who love me often feel hurt that I tend to solve my own problems instead of leaning on them.
When we spend too much time together, people find my neutrality to be concerning, and it becomes too much for people to be unable to read me.
To show the people I love that I enjoy their company in ways they can understand, I pool my energy together to be high-energy, peppy, and social. Since this is not my natural state of being, it takes effort, which can only be expended in small doses. I amplify the things people like in me while filtering out everything they dislike about me when I am in their company.
I change my behaviors for those I love, but at the end of the day, I cannot change my neutral state of being, which is the thing that they want most out of me.
This is a story about me accommodating people in the best way I know how, not the other way around. I would truly appreciate it if people don't misconstrue this anecdote as me asking for dismissal of hurtful behavior when in reality, people find hurt in the fact that I simply exist, and I must change for them.
I had a vision
The fact that “The King Of Cats tries to seduce a Edwardian ghost twink” is a legit plot point in this show just fucking sends me
"Shadow... Shadow! I'm back Shadow! They finally acknowledged that I exist Shadow! You all thought I was dead but I'm back baby! Your old papa is back with the milk and he's gonna fuck you up Shadow!"
Lamb God
So this was the first thing that popped in my mind when waking up this morning.
I’d ship it.
Ughh….. nah man I can’t drive. Fucked up on jasmine rice right now.
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