Rat's SMP Doodles :D

Am re-listening to TMA :>

So decided to draw one of my favorite bbg's Michael distortion :>

Also felt too lazy to make a proper background but with how loud Michael's design is, it's a pain to figure out lol

The start of a character development

TW: some heavy themes like religious trauma and abuse

 He used to be really neat and take care of everything, he always had his hair up in a man-bun, always dressed to be covered up and not too simple, but most importantly, he was really reserved and non confrontational. But then he got dragged in the hellscape that is his life now with constant fighting, deathtraps, cluelessnes and a frustrating psychopath on the groups tail with too much power. Funny thing is, his upbringing was also really bad, with his father disappearing when he was just a child and his mother, due to despair and resentment against Finn’s father for leaving them, she became a really easy target for a cult. She joined and with that dragged also Finn down with her. For 18 years Finn was constantly abused and belittled because he didn’t believe in what the cult did and because the cult had really conservative believes (aka really anti lgbtq, thinking that women were meant to just serve the men and be housewives ect.). Finn was constantly sent to conversion therapy for being trans and locked inside because of these believes. He still had times when he could enter the outside world but it was only for school. And that’s where he met his childhood friend Ren, who after 3 years disappeared without a trace. Finn’s mother wasn’t any good herself as she was the one who initiated Finn’s abuse just because he looked almost the same as his father. On Finn’s 18th birthday he gathered up the little stuff he had and ran away, causing a fire as a distraction to slip away in the night.

Malevolent fanart, RAWHRR!

I keep forgetting I can just post sketchbook dumps here, so enjoy :>

I gotta start posting here more

So introducing my main oc's + my online persona/MC skin

I feel like it’s about time to post this. Hope yall enjoy :3

I keep forgetting to post here-

But, here's my newest oc Malachie.

He's half warden half human. He mostly has warden properties tho, like for example he's blind but he has the hearing of a proper warden. There's so much I want to talk about him qwq

Helen's turn baby!

Another beloved distortion, welcome Helen distortion!

Have almost finished re-listening to TMA in a week and a half :>

Would you agree to a deal with God?

I win this with how fucked up my keyboard is lol

The W, F3, tab, 4, caps AND shift key are all broken

Finn in his formal attire

He recently lost one of his eyes and got one of his ear wings mutilated, but the boy's still kicking strong 💪