Hello! Can I ask for 5 and 12 with Nevra? Also, I saw jealous headcanon for Lance, can I ask for one with Nev too?! Especially if he's jealous about Leiftan! š
sure! again, I don't mind original prompts (especially if it's an interesting one like this... š)
5. first kiss
(I'll write it as their first time in New Era, as there was a canon one in Origins)
Nevra likes to give small kisses on Guardian's cheeks or her neck, but he knows these don't really "count", they are affectionate but not passionate
their first kiss after Guardian wakes up isn't passionate either though; they are talking, their past arguments are long forgotten but he's too shy for some reason. Guardian isn't afraid however, pressing her lips quickly on his, flashing a smile at him afterwards
Nevra is too stunned to properly process what happened at first. when all things fall into place, he grabbes her head, maybe a little too harshly but not too much, and connect their lips again. the kiss this time is longer, with tongue and a bit of lip biting as well
12. first time
(the same as with first kiss)
it doesn't take very long for Guardian and Nevra to have sex together, but definitely after they are a pair. Nevra had his fair amount of one night stands, he wouldn't want that kind of relationship with Guardian
when Guardian starts to undress, she notices how Nevra's breathing quickens and his face reddens, so she slows down her moves, teasing him as she takes off her clothes
both are experienced, though Nevra more, he's the dominant one during their first time. he likes to please and torture Guardian at the same time, with lots of foreplay and touching
when they are done, Nevra wants to make sure she didn't regret anything, but she reassures him. the two spend the rest of the night in each others' arms
being jealous
Nevra being jealous... heās totally unpredictable at those times. heās mad at everything and everyone. may the gods bless whoever made a move on Guardian, because Nevra will come for him
itās even worse if that person is Leiftan. ādoes he think just because they slept together for 7 years, heās entitled to have her?ā Nevra is sure to have a discussion with Leiftan. at some point, Leiftan quietly says āyou know, sheās not yours either, sheās her own person...ā which just makes Nevra 100% angrier, but in the end no one dies and Nevra achieves his goal
heās not angry towards Guardian herself, how could he? but heās still nervous when itās just the two of them. asserting his dominance over her helps though, seeing that she is his
Nevra is less and less likely to get mad jealous as the time goes on, he slowly but surely grows confident in their relationship and trusts Guardian to defend herself when itās needed
15. and 16. for Lance and Guardienne (for celebration!!)
thanks again Fa š„ŗā¤ļø I donāt know much about Lance, I donāt play his route on either of my accounts š so sorry if this is not close to his personality, this is just how I picture him. it turned out a bit short, but I hope you will still like it!
15. touching
I canāt imagine Lance as a touchy person, at least not in public. when itās just the two of them, Iām sure he doesnāt have anything against roaming his hands along Guardianās body, feeling that she is there, with him
of course, if someone (*cough* Mathieu... *cough*) flirts with Guardian, heās there to show his affection publicly. itās mostly just holding hands or putting his arm around her waist though, he knows she can handle herself well
if itās Guardian touching him (eg. she hugs him), then heās surprised first, but he wonāt push her away of course. her running her hands down his arms or abs... thatās definitely not unpleasant either
16. favorite types of kissing
small kisses on the lips arenāt really Lanceās thing, he prefers long, tounged kisses
I can picture him liking to kiss Guardianās hand, but more like in a joking way, along with his mocking smile
when itās just the two of them, he likes to trail kisses down her stomach, her reaction to it always makes him smile proudly. he also loves her neck; sloppy kisses are not as good as hickeys, but they are not permanent at least
send me headcanon prompts!
my answer will be under the cut as well (I couldn't write that long answer haha), but I do have to clarify in the beginning that I'm not a doctor or something, so this is just what I think I would do in a similar situation
tw: eating disorder
I don't know what your exact "goal" with weight is, at some parts it seemed like you want to lose weight, at some others it seemed like the loss of appetite is worrying you... which can absolutely coexist of course, and here goes what I want to say:
I haven't heard about this Zoloft before, apparently it's an antidepressant. even if losing appetite was listed as a symptom, I don't think it should be ignored (two weeks seems an awful lot for a side effect to last, or at least to me - I haven't had any meds with serious side effects yet). if you can trust your doctor with it (because I know there are some assholes out there with a Dr. before their name...), I think you should tell her about it. maybe you could switch to another kind of antidepressant which doesn't have / has less serious side effects (only if switching to another one doesn't make you uncomfortable, of course)
about the weight loss thing itself, again, I don't know what you want to do about your weight (and you absolutely don't have to share if you don't want to). but, anything you want to do with your weight should be connected to your eating and moving (?). even if you want to lose weight, I'm about 100% sure starving yourself isn't the right way to do it; you don't even necessarily have to eat less. there are many types of diets and special eating methods (?) that you can choose from. yes, it takes time to browse through them all and the one that you think you like might not even be available to you because (bad example): it would require you to eat pineapple every day, but you live in the Arctic; but it's still worth in the end. you don't need to starve yourself, you need food even if you want to lose weight. (also, important note that as much as you shouldn't starve yourself, you shouldn't stuff yourself either. for very different reasons, but I had a short period where I didn't want to eat much, but I tried to notice when I started feeling "enough" and what felt like "too much", and eat an amount somewhere in between these two. no need to eat until you're sick of it)
so yeah, all in all, I think it would be good if you talked with your doctor (maybe even through the phone, if that's okay with both of you - the longer you keep losing weight, the more serious it can become later on), because the side effects you mentioned are kind of worrying to me :c and if you want to lose weight, but differently, it could be helpful to look after some kind of diet (maybe even with the help of a dietetic - if there's one available)
aaaaaaand also again, I'm not a doctor at all, I just tried to imagine myself into your situation and think about what might be helpful, I hope I could help <3
[the two (?)s are because I'm not sure I used the right word, I'm sorry if I didn't make sense :D also, I'll tag this post with your tags as well, so people can avoid it if it triggers them]
ed rant under the cut bc this might trigger ppl and i dont want that :(
i started zoloft two weeks ago, i'm on the lowest dose and most of the side effects have worn off (still getting headaches most days, some dizziness, the fatigue and sleepiness is subsiding which iam v grateful for bc dealing with that on top of chronic fatigue wasn't easy)
but like..... i'm absolutely not hungry. i don't feel the need to eat and i'm content with very small portions. i know loss of appetite and nausea are possible side effects, but i wasn't expecting it to hit this hard dfherh. i dont have much nausea, but mostly i can't eat before noon, all i have is water and coffee, and trying to eat just makes me lowkey nauseous. it's triggering some good ol ed thinking patterns, and i kinda hope i can stay on this medication once i see my doctor again. smh. because i'll keep losing weight. so far i'm down 40 lbs since august 2020, and i want to lose maybe another 15 lbs. i don't have a scale and only get weighted every 3 months, when i get my birth control injection, so that's at least? helping me not spiral too much?
when i saw my doctor in april, my doctor wanted to send me in for a psych eval, because yes i was seeing her for anxiety symptoms, but i also have depression and psychotic symptoms. so there was talk about maybe switching out medications after we have a proper diagnosis, and she talked of seroquel to really target all my symptoms including the psychosis. i'm terrified because weight gain is a side effect, and i really don't want to go back.
i dont know. there's a lot going on in my head and i'm trying my best to eat at least a bit to keep me going, but this whole loss of appetite is really triggering and i'm leaning into it to restrict, even tho i can't do as much being chronically ill now, i become weak very fast if i try to fast :(
that's all rgihrtgi if you've read this thank u, idk if anyone will do anyway. i feel too self conscious about this to properly journal about it. probably will write armin fanfics bc this is how i cope
last updated: 25th December 2024
Ezarel:
soft spot / weakness; pregnancy / birth; favourite types of kissing; domestic life
Lance:
touching; favourite type of kissing
first kiss; bathing / showering
injured; domestic life
first time; pregnancy / birth
soft spot / weakness; touching NSFW
being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself
cuddling
first date; awkward moment
crying; what turns him on
complications during pregnancy
Leiftan:
cuddling; kissing; touching
Nevra:
fighting; undressing; what turns him on
injured; pregnancy / birth; domestic life
crying; bathing / showering; soft spot / weakness
cuddling; training; touching
kissing; favourite types of kissing
first kiss; first time; being jealous
complications during pregnancy
Lance:
Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation
Day of Forgiveness
Leiftan:
Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation
Nevra:
Valentine's Day event 2021 - continuation
šššŗšIf you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up, if you want to. If you get it back even better ššŗšš
thank you Fa so much š„ŗ Iām sorry I couldnāt answer you yesterday, I have to admit, I even forgot about it a little (oops), but it made me feel better after this day ā¤ļø
+ armin does not want to hike. jade wants to hike. armin complains he does not have boots. jade buys boots. armin still does not want to hike. jade says he can borrow some of his clothes and theyāll have a picnic in the woods. armin agrees to go hiking.
+ (jadeās voice cracks) āaha nerdāĀ āSHUT UP armin iām going through my second pubertyā
+ jade loves wearing weird 80s inspired sweaters and wool shirts. he basically dresses like a hippie and owns too many turtle neck and beanies. armin only owns nerd hoodies and will gladly steal anything that will fit him.Ā
+ jade eases armin into outdoor activities so itās not a big shock of really intense stuff that send him back further in his cave. he encourages armin to get a little more sun, vitamin d will help with his mood, he promises.Ā
+jade owns a lot of plants and names every single one of them. he introduced every one of them to armin. when he gets a new one heāll send him a picture and ask what its name should be.
+ they definitely smoke weed together from time to time. jade gets really giggly when heās high and just tells the most absurd stories to make armin laugh.Ā
+ their first kiss probably happened while they were coming down from a high together and were both very very tired and it just seemed to be the next natural move to make.
+ jade isnāt a big gamer but he sure plays stardew valley and animal crossing and also tried his hand with the sims. playing with someone just makes it even more fun. they end up playing with a big family living on a farm raising chickens. armin shows him all the cheats.Ā
+ jade is a very chill and sweet, and he can sense sometimes when armin is particularly stressed out and bottling it up, or when his add is acting up, and he just needs to be grounded. jade is very good at that.
+ armin helps him take care of some things in the garden, and take care of his own plants too. he always finds himself smiling when he surprises jade talking to one of them. he says itās good to talk to inanimate things because youāre sure that theyāre listening.Ā
+ similarly, when jade gets random bouts of dysphoria (ding dong i hc jade is trans) and is just not in the mood, armin will him his space but still make sure that if he needs to talk, armin will be the inanimate object that he can be sure will listen.Ā
+ jade was 5ā7 before starting T and ended up at just a little more than 5ā8, and now being almost as tall as armin. he jokes that if only he could get another inch they could settle the Height War
+ neither of them are morning people. well, jade a little more than armin, heāll most likely get up before 9, but heās also more likely to take a nap in the afternoon. heās given up trying to get armin up before 11 on days off.
+ armin learns to like being outside a little more; he learns that he love most of all taking walks at night with jade, when the grass is wet and the air is cool, when the stars shows and they keep their voices down because everything else around them is silent.
š¢š¢š¢ your writing made it, it's very sad
ahah, well š that's partly what I was going for. I haven't really written angst so far, so I don't have much experience in it, I was afraid that it would be too "flat". so I'm kinda glad that someone was touched by it! don't take this the wrong way please I hope that you are fine though, because as much as it's a great way for me to practice, I wouldn't want to trigger anyone ^^
Hey guys I know this isnāt the most proper place to do this but I admittedly just want to get this going somewhere, but if any of you are able to share this itād be greatly appreciated. My roommate recently had emergency surgery and had previously lost her job due to covid. Sheās been scraping by doing commissions up till now but with the surgery and the pain she was in prior to the surgery, sheās been unable to do any work for a few weeks now.Ā
Also if any of yāall donate submit/dm me a message with your receipt and Iāll try to draw/doodle something for you ;v;)/
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hello everyone! in December, I will (try to, lol) complete this challenge. I already have some ideas for some of the prompts, but feel free to send me any prompt with the character(s) you'd like to read about!
(I will post everything on the corresponding day, so don't be surprised if you don't get your one-shot immediately :D)
fandoms: My Candy Love, Eldarya
Do you have any other writing challenges?? I saw the comfort/fluff thingy one
I do! Iām a bit short on ideas for writing challenges (I love making them though) so if thereās any specific challenge youād like, let me know!
Welcome to the 30 day angst writing challenge!
Moving out.
The consequences of a failed attempt of self sacrifice.
The last straw.
āWe need to talkā
The suspicious return of an ex.
The reveal of a dark secret.
Addiction.
āYouāre so focused on your goals that you left us all behind!ā
Goodbye phone call.
āI canāt believe I trusted youā
Fighting before an accident.
Nightmares.
āWeāre better off as friendsā
Crashing a wedding.
House fire.
āYoure late! Youāre always lateā
Turning down a proposal.
āYou let this happen to himā
Panic attack.
Memory loss.
Brainwashing.
āStop acting like you donāt matter!ā
āYouāre not who I thought you wereā
Shattered dreams.
Conflict of beliefs / opinions.
Reunited years later after a bad goodbye / break up.
āJust hold meā
Shifting the blame.
Visiting a grave.
āIāve never hated someone as much as I hate youā
Also see:
Angst Prompts and Oneliners
50 Ways To Say I Hate You
Other writing challenges:
30 day fluff challenge
30 day AU challenge
February Writing challenge
yes, this is absolutely not the second day of December.... I have commitment issues, I'm sorry š this definitely isn't my best work, but I wanted to let it out anyways, as I didn't have a really good idea in particular for this prompt
Dykecember day 2: bodyguard
Words: 696
When Crowstorm blew up overnight, all members were happy with their newfound success.Ā
Initially.Ā
However, they soon realized that fame is not without consequences: they had to change their daily routines, pay special attention to what they do in public, and deal with fans who were not familiar with the meaning of the word āprivacyā.Ā
Castiel first considered it hilarious, then annoying. Then, he received (at his home!) a letter with a little vial for him to send back āa lock of his hair and a drop of his tearāĀ āĀ theĀ ingredients for some kind of love spell. This was the point when they decided that people will overstep their boundaries more and more often, so they need to protect themselves.Ā
Leo was the one to experience this kind of āloveā physically. She wanted to run some errands, when a group of teenagers suddenly appeared around her. They asked for selfies with her, and one boy wanted to put his arm on her waist, but āaccidentallyā lowered it.Ā
Leo hired a bodyguard that afternoon.
---
"Sooo, this is it."Ā
Leo gestured around in her apartment, not really knowing what to add. The young woman standing in front of her (who insisted on simply being called āKimā) started walking around, inspecting the doors, the windows, even the view of the street and neighbouring houses.Ā
āYouāre taking this very seriously, I can see. Did you have to protect someone really important in the past?āĀ
āOh, sure.ā Kim stopped her examination to turn around, facing Leo. āIāve worked for ministers, CEOs, and people whose title I canāt even tell you. Donāt worry, I will do my best to protect you. No one will die again under my watch.āĀ
ā...again??āĀ
Leo was about to ask more, but she caught Kimās smile while she turned back again. The rocker couldnāt help but laugh ā despite Kimās initial silence, she was starting to like her newfound bodyguard.Ā
āWell, thatās the least I expect. I canāt pay you if Iām dead. And hey, maybe you will even find me funny. Might motivate you to keep me alive.āĀ
āOh, you need to work harder than that to make me laugh.āĀ
---Ā
It turned out, she didnāt need to work harder. Whenever it was just the two of them, in a private setting (which happened more and more often as time went on), they behaved like ages old friends. Leo was an endless source of adventurous and fascinating stories, while Kim kept Leo grounded and motivated in more ways than one.Ā
One day, Kim decided to check out the Instagram page of Leo. This is not something that she hasnāt done before, but she still liked to scroll there from time to time. Leoās page (as all other membersā as well, of course) was filled with posts about their upcoming album. They worked on it for a really long time, and it was supposed to be released in two months.Ā
Among the sneak peaks of the albumās cover and (muted) recordings from their studio sessions, a different post caught Kimās eye: Leo and an unknown woman kissing.Ā
Kim sat up straight. How did she not notice this before?Ā
It was posted not long after they first announced the album. It was probably part of the campaign for it, but Kim couldnāt help but feel a little sting in her chest.Ā
Was she jealous?Ā
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When she met Leo, a couple days later, Kim had already made up her mind. What she said on her first day was clearly a joke, but developing feelings for the one sheās supposed to protect could cause serious problems for them.Ā
When Leo opened her door, Kim didnāt hesitate.Ā
āThis is the last time you see me as your bodyguard. I want to end my contract.āĀ
Leo didnāt answer at first. She was shocked.Ā
āIs everything alright?āĀ
āI-ā Kim sighed, then shook her head. āI want to protect you, but Iāve realised that I have feelings for you that arenāt right. I will always be here for you if you need me, but I donāt think I should be your bodyguard anymore.āĀ
With that, she turned around, not giving Leo the chance to reply.Ā
Dykecember challenge
thank you so much Faaaaaaa <3 you didn't have to make me cry though T-T
also 9 and 15 with Nathaniel (but you don't have to accept both of course)
I hope you liked it!!
I was still furious with Nathaniel. Our conversation, or rather, our breakfast little war, still fresh and bitter in my mouth.
It hadn't improved at all during the day, not when Cozy Bear had been full of lovebirds who clearly hadn't yelled at each other before stopping for a Mocha or milkshake. If anything, Valentineās day moods had only aggravated my state of spirit.
So much that when I was going home, I was ready for the second round of our fight. I was actually anticipating have the chance to tell him everything stuck in my throat for weeks!
Angrily I opened the door of our apartment, expecting to find it empty, like always, he was never home by the time I normally came home, but this time, White hasnāt come to welcome me like usual.
Instead, before I could fully open the door, I was welcomed with a delicious smell of tomato sauce, oregano, and pasta, together with another subtle fragrance of something else. Immediately my eyes went for the kitchenās island, finding it set for dinner with a huge bouquet of white and red roses on the side in a crystal vase with water.
A little gasp escaped from me, when I took it all in at once⦠what? A meowing brought my attention down to a White with a big red ribbon behind her head.
āWhatās happening, White? Did you plan it all by yourself?ā I couldnāt keep the grin away from my face when I went pet her head āYou didnāt have to.ā I told her, big blue eyes looking lovely at me.
āShe didnāt, but I did have to.ā I raised my head to see my boyfriend casually leading on the door frame of our room, dressed like he normally would on our night-ins.
āYour conscience finally had a good conversation with you?ā The joke came out rude and dry, my grin dead on my lips.
āYou can call Amber that.ā Nathaniel shrugged, having the sense of showing some remorse. āShe brought to my attention thatās just so much a woman can takeā¦ā He looked me in the eyes, golden liquid and burning eyes, ā⦠in a relationship if she feels underappreciate and how you have been there for me in basically all my worst moments, without ever turning your back⦠always believing in me, even when I have done nothing to deserve your faith on me.ā
Hands extended towards me, Nathaniel tentatively approached, probably testing whether I would grab the coat rack and try to hit him with it. But, I did no move to grab anything, I waited.
āIām sorry.ā When he saw the scorn on my face, he shook his head, āNo, I really am sorry. Iām a āreal pain in the assā and everything else you called me this morning.ā Big and strong hands reached for mine āThings need to change.Ā IĀ want them to change.ā
I sighed. It was exactly what I needed to hear from him. I let him gently pull me closer, our eyes still locked on one another.
āYou better,ā I told him, my arms going around his neck, my fingers playing with the back of his blonde hair. āNow, can you kiss me?ā
Nathaniel gave me a handsome crooked grin, his stare going down and fixed on my mouth.
āWhen you ask me like that so nicelyā¦ā
I slapped him lightly in the shoulder, making that cocky jerk laugh. Our lips met need and longing pouring from both of us, in a passionate and brusque kiss. Hands going mad with pulling, grabbing, and sliding between our bodies, impatient to give a proper ending to yet another fight. I wasnāt expecting no more fights. When youāre in a relationship, fights came in with the package.
However, I wanted to believe in him once more, I wanted to believe in us. Because I knew what was like to be apart, the void, the grief⦠and before going through it all again, I rather make sure to exhaust all possibilities before I live for the rest of my life being haunted by the ghost of āwhat could have been if onlyā¦ā.
Thatās why, when he pulled away, his strong arms tight around me, holding me close like I was the most precious treasure in his life, I couldnāt help but smile again āI love you.ā
āI love.ā Kiss in the nose, āloveā between my eyebrows, ālove, love, and loveā more kisses scattered over in a few points of my face, just stopping when the only place he hasnāt kissed yet were my lips āI love you too.ā Nathaniel said back, giving me the softest of the kisses and I believed in him.
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