Valentine's Day Event 2022 - Continuation (NSFW)

FDVVGJSHKAL I’M SO SORRY, I didn’t mean to be rude 😥

I'm sorry if it's too intrusive (I'm just curious after learning Tetra's age), but how old are you?

Before answering, I’m curious, how old you guys think I am?

Alright then, I’m done with the Kinktober writings. I know that October isn’t techincally over, but I have school and I also started writing something else 👀

I don’t take any more requests for Kinktober, but if you sent something and I didn’t write it, feel free to ask again! I don’t ignore asks on purpose, but Tumblr has this bad habit that they often don’t really send them

And now a question: would anyone be interested in something that’s not MCL related? Not game related? Like, a completely independent story???

daily reminder to reblog stuff you love and want others to see as well (art, writing, anything). this isn't instagram, liking is not enough

also that's what gives creators a bigger audience which is the most important thing besides our creativity that we depend on

wtf i didn't know there was a fast rb thing

9 and 10 for Candy and Castiel 💕

thank you for your request ❤️ the sleeping sucks a little bahahah but I hope you’ll like it

9. crying

Castiel is 100% that kind of person who doesn’t know what to do when someone cries. this doesn’t mean that he leaves Candy alone if she cries though, he still tries to help as he can

he does what he would want when he’s feeling down: he brings Candy food and drink, he wraps her in a blanket or just cuddles her, he plays something on his guitar (because for some unknown reason, Candy always smiles when he plays for her)

emotional talking is not his strength, but he encourages Candy to speak (if she wants to, of course), he’s a pretty good listener. to his surprise, his methods usually work, making Candy feel better

Castiel himself doesn’t usually cry, when he finds himself sad I think he rather just looks for a way to blow off the steam

when he does cry, it’s usually discreet, away from others, but Candy still manages to find him somehow, returning Castiel’s kindness towards her when she’s feeling down

10. sleeping

just one word: cuddle. no matter where they are sleeping, in their room, in a hotel, in a car, on the top of a building, Candy and Castiel always cuddle when sleeping

Candy says it’s because they love each other. Castiel is too rocker-y to admit this, so he says it’s for warmth, but everyone knows the truth

they both want to be little spoon, so the position itself often changes. if it’s summer and really hot, they aren’t that close, sometimes it’s just Castiel lying on his back, Candy next to him with her head on his chest

Candy sometimes jokes that Castiel loves his dog and guitar so much, she wouldn’t be surprised if she found him sleeping with them, but Castiel always resents it

also, Castiel is a really deep sleeper. Candy could bring tanks to the house, and he’d sleep anyway

Living together with the UL / LL LIs

this sucks so much vufgsehdkj I’m sorry everyone who had high hopes

Hyun:

Hyun adores his job, so don’t be surprised if he’s elbow-deep in flour when you get home

he does know where work ends and private life starts, and he can be very sweet without baking cakes 🥰

if you have to be apart from each other for some reason, he won’t check on you every 5 minutes (he knows you better than think that you’re incapable of living on your own) but he appreciates if you still send him an “I arrived safely” message or something

there’s no such thing as too much food. he likes eating just as much as he enjoys the cooking process itself

random movie nights? random movie nights. no horror tho (Hyun says it’s for your sake, but you know the truth...)

Priya:

I firmly believe that Priya is a little spoon and no one can change my mind. even if she’s taller, she just melts if you hug her tightly, wrapping her in your arms

despite this cutie appearance she’s a badass and is not afraid to kick someone’s ass. someone bothers you in a bar? boom Priya’s there like some kind of superhuman

her job is really important to her tho and sometimes she doesn’t choose the right moment to express that

fights with her are as passionate as lovemaking, and at first she might not admit if she’s wrong out of pride. at the end of the day you make peace of course, maybe with a little massage to convince the more stubborn one...

Rayan:

Rayan is one of those typical people who don’t have the heart to wake you up, and just rather watch you sleep. you might get a little grumpy about it later, but he doesn’t feel guilty. at all

in my head Marina is non-extistent, but apart from her some other female students seem to be interested in him. it’s canon that poor bae is oblivious to this, so sometimes you have to take matters in your own hands

despite not being his student anymore you often visit him in his office, but you never sit in on one of his classes (you would just divert his attention anyway ^^)

Rayan appreciates you very much but sometimes he gets so lost in his work, you have to tell him that it’s time to eat / sleep / etc

there are occasions where long lost child in him wakes up and he gets enthusiastic about really random things

the promised prompt list ^^

edit: you can request at most 3 prompts at a time

Headcanon Prompts

Send me a number along with a ship and/or character!

1. Cuddling 2. Kissing 3. Injured  4. First Date 5. First Kiss 6. Training 7. Awkward Moment 8. Fighting 9. Crying 10. Sleeping 11. Bathing/Showering 12. First Time 13. Soft Spot/Weakness 14. Pregnancy/Birth 15. Touching (can be NSFW or innocent) 16. Favorite Type(s) of Kissing 17. Undressing 18. What “turns them on” 19. Domestic Life 20. Farewells/Saying Goodbye

current fan creation landscape is kinda like if you went to a party with a homemade cake and everyone takes a slice and silently thumbs up at you with no attempt to start a conversation except for occasionally some guy sits in the corner with a tape recorder critiquing the cake as though he was a restaurant critic and another guy is handing the cake to an uber driver like "yeah i need you to find a restaurant that makes cake like this so i can have more of it" and the only person that's talked to you in 30 minutes is a very sweet little guy who was like "hey i liked your cake" and then ran away apologizing for bothering you the moment you said thank you.

2017 - 2018 - 2018 - 2019 - 2020

For 2020 I didn’t the board with a drawing from every month to show my growing, but I wanted to do something else related with my grow and I always wanted to do something like this, so I am doing it kkkkk 

Neshaa is the character that since when I started was my personal challenge and, at the same time, my main source of proud. It’s through her that anyone can see my grow, see my struggle, my mistakes and my screamly changes. She’s like that mark that I hit again and again at least once in a year, in a way that May, who came far after, couldn’t. 

2020 was the year when I stopped drawing, I felt stuck, I still feel stuck… but I stopped and I’ve decided that 2021 I would go back, I would start again. But to start again, I needed to look back a little bit and find value once again in the artist that I always wanted to be. 

I hope 2021 I mark another step through her too. And this post is a reminder to myself that even if I started from low, from the bottom, I need to just keep climbing, I will not see the changes at first, but the longer I keep going, soon they will come into view and I will know. Just like I know when I put all of those together and side to side.  

First kiss (Candy x Amber)

I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^

Dykecember day 1: first kiss

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Candy's P. O. V.

My phone buzzed with a new notification.

why didn't you pick up? are you in class?

Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.

I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.

So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.

That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...

It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.

How does hate turn to love?

Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.

I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.

My phone buzzed again.

hello?? anyone there?

The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...

This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!

I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.

I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:

yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after

---

"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."

"Wow, that was quick. Well, I don’t have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."

What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.

Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.

"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."

"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "

---

She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasn’t the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.

"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know he’s not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"

I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I don’t think Nath would be mad…"

Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.

"You know what, I don’t want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but he’s not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "I’m sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."

I couldn’t help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didn’t know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.

"Soo… what are you going to do once you graduate? There’s not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."

"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."

It was Amber’s turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.

"I get that, I didn’t plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."

Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.

"I’m not speaking from experience of course, but I’m sure it’s normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, it’s never easy in real life."

I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didn’t even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.

"Yeah, I can second that. It’s never easy in real life…"

Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.

I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasn’t only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasn’t sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.

Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didn’t pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nath’s past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasn’t alone with it.

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