Latest Posts by drawnstraws - Page 7

i actually really like this one

i was having lunch with some friends today and i remembered i needed to draw so i drew one of them

i did a drawing of someone yesterday but i don’t think i’m going to post it bc it kinda sucked

i was feeling a bit shitty last night so i just wanted to get it over with since i had remembered

another very similar drawing today

i might go out and draw people in other places this weekend since i don’t think i’m doing much

I remembered to draw a person today

i think this one went pretty well

i’m probably going to do a lot of drawings of people in the dining hall bc it’s an easy and consistent place to find people who aren’t moving a lot

especially at night

i realize i forgot to do drawings for the last couple days

oops

i’m finally starting therapy this week though!

i keep just inexplicably feeling like shit late in the evening

there usually isn’t an event or a thought process that happens, i just start feeling like shit

it kinda sucks

i keep just inexplicably feeling like shit late in the evening

there usually isn’t an event or a thought process that happens, i just start feeling like shit

it kinda sucks

not super proud of this one

I was trying to finish it quickly to get back to my dorm

I forgot to do a drawing today so i drew my roommate

they asked me to draw them as a lizard

A mouse on the phone in the dining hall

i tried to draw someone i saw skateboarding today

i think i did pretty well

I’m starting to try drawing people i see places

this was from my physics class today

i’ve remembered my sci-fi project again

time to be unsure of where to take the story for the next week until i forget

i’ve been thinking it might be fun to make asmr content that’s just me playing video games and talking in an asmr way

or course i’d need to have a vtuber avatar or a set of pngs to edit in of my fursona for the right vibe so maybe i should do that first

I got a commission of my fursona from @uovo0 and it’s so good!

happy spooky month!

my roommate mentioned something the other day and it made me think

it would be nice to have a collection of short stories where there are characters in anxiety inducing situations and then everything just goes perfectly right

i keep realizing how much i need to find things to do and people to do them with

i’m struggling bc all i’ve done in the past is be social when i’m around people and then just stay inside doing my own thing otherwise

and it’s just leading to me seeing friends occasionally and spending all the rest of my time in my dorm being lonely and unsure of how to get to the point of doing stuff

i’m going to need to take a break from this for at least a few days

i’m fighting barioth and also trying to do the boaboa befriending quest and they’re kind of grinding me down

i’ll be back to it soon

I DID IT

I BEAT MHW WITHOUT ARMOR

FINALLY

ICEBORNE TIME LETS GO

I’ve gotten to coral pukei pukei but i need an ice hammer and i need to go back and farm legianas for a while to get materials

I DID IT

I BEAT MHW WITHOUT ARMOR

FINALLY

ICEBORNE TIME LETS GO

my fucking dorm building is on fire

i wasn’t going to go to sleep for a bit but still

:(

heartbreaking:

girl has sooooooo many ambitions and ideas for projects but can only get 1.5 basic tasks done per day

I DID IT

I BEAT MHW WITHOUT ARMOR

FINALLY

ICEBORNE TIME LETS GO

i think my ideal form is to exist as some sort of strange and mysterious (possibly magical) creature that just goes around being a little weird little guy and makes people question reality a little

i need someone to tell me this while i’m covered in mud standing in the pouring rain and completely exhausted just ready to go back inside and sweep their floor or whatever else i need to do before i can collapse in bed and then be woken up by them like 4 hours later with some food as they try their best to make it look like they aren’t concerned about how tired i am

When you pick up a sword for the first time you will be slow and awkward. This is frustrating, but refuse the temptation to try and become a “faster” fencer. Chasing after speed is like trying to catch smoke. If you try and pursue speed, all you will accomplish is haste. Haste is the enemy of 1st class fencing.

Speed is a lie the untrained mind tells itself when it sees an action it cannot follow. The truth is a combination of timing, control, and fluidity. Fluid motion, even done slowly, will always arrive before a hasty strike. Control will allow you to move without wasteful motion that will slow you down. Timing will eliminate the need to move fast almost entirely. There is no need to get somewhere fast so long as you get there at the right time.  

i really want to play through night in the woods but i haven’t been able to get past like the 2nd or 3rd day

i just stop

reblogging bc my brain is being a little shit again today and this made me feel so much better

especially the last one

my favorite picture ever is the one that says “HELL IS FULL, BITCH” and then it has the national suicide prevention hotline on it. it makes me smile every time 

Peer-reviewed instructions for coping with a Bad Day™:

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there’s a comic thing i want to work on but i’ve lost the ability to draw again

TwT

i’ve been at college for a few days and holy s h i t the

anxiety

is off the fucking charts

either it’s going to get better or im going to lose it

Being raised culturally christian protestant atheist is funny, actually. I was never taught that Hell is literally real or that I should believe in it, or that you go there for being gay. I was told that I'm free to do whatever I want with my life, for as long as I'm doing something constructive and working hard to achieve it. Wanting to suck dick isn't a sin, but wanting to do fuck all sure is one.

I never had to cope with some traumatic realisation that homosexuality is an inherent part of who I am that no amount of repression, prayer or conversion therapy could make it go away. I'm just sitting here contemplating the idea that maybe I never have been and never will be a hardworking, career-driven, passionate and ambituous Dedicated To Their Life's Work kind of a person.

I don't believe in Hell but I'm still convinced I'll go there if all I want to do with my life is to stare at walls.