Most American Thing I Have Encountered In A While

me: hey do you like penguins? i have some theory-

him: you wanna go to the same college/university and have dogs??

is it time to mention that sebastian is my side one??

some sebastian because i also like him a lot

i could name so so so many fictional characters this goes for, so he's a small but dedicated list *deep inhale*

isaac from cbs ghosts

captain from bbc ghosts

literally everyone from stardew valley

bob belcher from bobs burgers (OKAY JUST WATCH TURKEY IN A CAN)

david from camp camp

cuckoo from cuckoo

the entirety of wattpad

myself

the list is on the said husband, not the other way around. love yall

margaret adams

ITS FRIENDLY PUDDLE WATER

gusy i put too much soy sauce in the rice 😭😭

ive just sneezed

best worst musical thingie is still going, don't worry. just been busy the past two weeks and i have a week off so something will come out :'))

im forever grateful for the attention this silly fic is receiving

GONNA THROW MY EMOTIONS INTO THE TUMBLR VOID!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not sure if I'm not using the app properly. I never got into it during the mid 2010's or anything, rather during 2021 summer, during a period of time where I wouldn't leave my room besides emergencies. I used it mainly for a replacement of Pinterest - gazing at fan stuff for my hyperfixations - and continue to this day in that way. I never posted anything, maybe tossed a ball back and forth between a friend of mine.

Anyway. Here. If you like socially awkward (not socially anxious online) people, then hey. Perfect fit.

ANYWAY PT2: I feel different mentally. Back when I first joined, I wouldn't leave my room. Now I can't go into it. I had to swap rooms with a sibling due to how many bad memories would flock each night. It's still the same case. I still struggle to fathom the right words for what it is. I used to wanna do a "Stardew Valley Shane 6-hearts" sort of moment but now... I don't know? It's an option, subconsciously sat in the back of my mind, sure, I just couldn't bring myself to it. I'm riddled with fear about the future, near and far. Hah. That's me for you. I'll open up for a split second, then change the subject the moment I realise I've let others in.

I don't know! I never typically use grammar in sentences when typing, unless it's something important or it's fanfic writing.

Goodnight.

i got into deh during the films release. admittingly i watched it first. nevertheless, it probably has formed me as a person considering i used to read fanfic (and still do) as if it was healthy

when things are so bad you have to pull out the "rb if you still like x"

anyways rb this if youre still into dear evan hansen

(im on the verge of tears why did i get into this fandom 11 years too late)

GUYS SPREAD MY FANFIC!!!

fandoms: deh, bmc, heathers, hamilton (references to falsettos, 25thAPCSB, rockabye and other musicals)

Imagine the day we start of in Dear Evan Hansen. He never finished his letter, rather finding himself auditioning for the highschool's version of Heathers. He finds himself intertwined in a multitude of scenarios, pockets of gossip and situations. Jeremy Heere's casual breakdown, Connor Murphy being somewhat nice, for some reason lams! A blurred mixture of gayness, drugs, blood, shitposts and irony.

I originally wrote this a while back with the limp prompts for my ex, I am now republishing some of the older chapters and writing up some of the later ones for myself. I have been promising I will write something on my terms but never do. Now I am!!

It's meant to be bad, I wrote this in teenhood whilst trying to figure out where I fit in the world. Some of the plot choices are a little.... hectic. I will give you that. Pretty good for a laugh, although. It's still going!!<3

I AM ALSO DESPERATE FOR SUGGESTIONS!! :D