I Remember When I Was A Child

I remember when I was a child

and I thought

that when I became a teenager

when I became older,

I would party every night

until 4 am.

I did. I wanted my independence so bad and when I got it

I ran wild and abused it and myself.

Its quite ironic

because little did I know eventually.....

that at 4 am

I’d be hysterically crying

and debating whether or not to take my life.

Sometimes I’m so haunted with what I’ve done the anxiety overwhelms me.

It complicated. 😒

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9 years ago

White cats can jump.

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7 years ago

Going to have to make it a goal in life to get to Japan.

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7 years ago

Exactly

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9 years ago

Too funny. 😂

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oh my god

NOOOOOOO

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Reblog and see what color you get

Yellow: You are such a sunshiney person and my dash is always brightened whenever you post

Maroon: I wish you followed me

Teal: You make me happy ♥

Auburn: I love you

Burnt Sienna: I love you but it's a different color

Navy: We should talk more

Magenta: You are my favorite tumblr user

Fuchsia: Come catch these hands...with your own. I wanna hold your hand.

Dodie Yellow: You are literally my favorite person ever.

Cerulean: I would come to your house at 3 in the morning if you were sad bc you deserve to be loved and to be happy

Baby Pink: u so attractive??? how u do dat??

Barbie Pink: You are the best at everything i don't get how

Crimson: I wanna cuddle with you

Emerald: You are my inspiration.

Gold: I can't believe you exist. You're such a blessing to this earth

Silver: I can't believe we're mutuals

Aquamarine: You are goals

White: Your icon is goals

Black: Marry Me

Beige: Idk what to say except W O W

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