Latest Posts by ellexem - Page 9

I feel like not enough people bring up the Jewish part of falsettos. I've seen some people completely ignore the fact that they're Jewish. I've even seen someone say that them being Jewish has nothing to do with the story so it's ok to hc the characters as being Christian (this happens with whizzer mainly). Which is wrong, them Jewish, is the whole second act. It's also really important to have queer Jewish representation. I feel like a lot of these takes tend to be on Tiktok for some reason. But idk that's just a few things I've seen.

Small reminder to the Falsettos fandom that AIDS is a real thing that real people died from, you should probably refrain from joking about and the actors are real people who you can't head cannon.

I really didn’t ask for your opinion of me, Yknow? Like I don’t care if you don’t like the way I dress(I lied) and I don’t care if you don’t like my hair cause I’m gonna shave it or dye it anyway(I lied) and I don’t care if you think I’m annoying and Loud and I talk about that same thing over long periods of time way too much (I’m lying again) and I’m gonna ruin my face and body with piercings and it’s none of your business and your opinion doesn’t matter(I’m a big fat liar) and I don’t care if you don’t like that I like girls and boys and everything in between (it impacts my life everyday leave me alone) and honestly what’s in my pants and what I choose to do with that really doesn’t matter to you(but you made laws on it anyways)

God I’m just a big liar aren’t I? Trust me I’m trying to make you all love me but you. Are. Never. Happy.

I’m such a hypochondriac

I’m always worried to get sick

I’m always making up things I could be sick with

I’m always washing my hands to rid of the germs

And when I get infected it doesn’t matter how hard I wash it won’t go away

And even when it does I still know that it was there at one point and it still happens to bother me

It still makes me feel weird and gross

(This isn’t about germs)

Those little voices

They were right

I’m an overthinker

They aren’t supposed to be right

So all that time

When you said you liked me

I believed you

But there was always that voice

It’s not supposed to be right

Page of the day

Page 353 of The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt

“What about me?”

What about you?

I wished you’d end up

Some place terrible

But not dead

Never dead

I’m not that terrible

But you’ve taken everything

Music can tell you a lot about people so I saw this trend where people were shuffling a playlist to get their ten songs. They were tagging other people but Im awkward and don’t know a lot of people so just feel free to reblog this with your answers.

Okay my playlist(out of hundreds)will be my “I’m in my mentally ill alternative bestie vibes only era”

“Lost umbrella” -INABAKUMORI

“Problems” -mother mother

“Eddie baby” -Felix hagan & the family

“More than friends” -Isabella LaRosa

“Affection” -BETWEEN FRIENDS

“This side of paradise” -Coyote Theory

“Sue me” -Sabrina carpenter

“Teenage dream” -Olivia Rodrigo

“Funk soda” -J Funk Boy

“Kawaii” -Tartaka

Honestly if I’m not listening to this playlist…I’m listening to show tunes. This is me trying to be normal.

You said

“See you tomorrow”

Why didn’t I see you

Tomorrow

Why weren’t you there

You lied

And now you’re gone

I survived

And got to leave

And yet

Somehow

I’m crawling back

To hell

You told me not to worry

But I told you we’re falling

Why do you deny it

You’re losing yourself

Just like that job you lost

It hurt

Seeing your body again

I’m so sorry

Are you truly dead

And

Was there something

I could’ve done

It’s those small imperfections

You wish your limbs were

As small as twigs

But you say you’re not insecure

Because you feel it’s selfish

It would make you a burden

Your mental health

A burden

I was working on poses and stuff for bubbline and here it is with and without the line work:)

It was raining

One morning

I awoke

You were de@d

I’m sorry

I feel like there was more

I could do

Stressed bubblegum🤷

Tumblr has helped me start drawing again :)

Football game

Sharing popcorn

with each other

We both said

we weren’t hungry

I knew the truth

So did you

(First poetry post, you can also find my poetry on Everskies, my handle is also ellezem)

Page of the day :)

Page 138 of Solitaire.

A whole page dedicated to James potter <3

LITERALLY

Doodle inspired by a sticker :)

Spider-Mans

The pictures of the founding fathers are from a textbook I read in class😭

Not too crowded this time

Here’s my really messy meet the artist lmao

Picture in the middle was assigned to me by my therapist to create!

Doodles again lol

Moths