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Engel Akiko

I am 18 years old; She(Her)\He(His); RUS/ENG

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10 months ago
Happy Birthday To My Dear Coolest Childhood Friend\(≧▽≦)/! (his Birthday Is Not An Excuse For

Happy birthday to my dear coolest childhood friend\(≧▽≦)/! (his birthday is not an excuse for me to draw Haruto in a suit∠(ᐛ」∠)_)

Haruto belongs to @minevn


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11 months ago

-How long have I known him? -Less than a week… -Am I ready to give him all of myself and the world to boot? -ABSOLUTELY

-How Long Have I Known Him? -Less Than A Week… -Am I Ready To Give Him All Of Myself And The World

Character belongs to @cafesweetvn


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11 months ago
engelakiko - Engel Akiko

picrew chain!!!

Do your irl self and your favorite color in the background! Using this picrew

Picrew Chain!!!

And don't forget to tag some folks!

@the-worm-machine @tarnacop-machine @pagenysaxiphoner @sweet-mango-child @n3komachine @bobanchikn

11 months ago

Yandere: the smell of my Darling is so delicious, wonderful, exciting~ Manufacturers of creams, shampoos, conditioners, shower gels, soaps, perfumes, sprays used by Darling: ( ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ) ( ఠ ͟ʖ ఠ)


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11 months ago

I just have to show it (●˙—˙●)

I Just Have To Show It (●˙—˙●)
I Just Have To Show It (●˙—˙●)
I Just Have To Show It (●˙—˙●)
I Just Have To Show It (●˙—˙●)
I Just Have To Show It (●˙—˙●)

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11 months ago

I don't know what to say except I'm so sorry m(_ _)m Trying to take a break from college classes (I swear they'll soon make a chop out of me☆⌒(> _ <)) I drew Habiki(*/。\)…and then (so that he wouldn't be bored lol) I drew Hoshi

I Don't Know What To Say Except I'm So Sorry M(_ _)m Trying To Take A Break From College Classes (I Swear

Rabbit (hole) Jun hasn't left my thoughts (*/ω\)

I Don't Know What To Say Except I'm So Sorry M(_ _)m Trying To Take A Break From College Classes (I Swear

It seems Yani accepted the phrase “Maybe you’ll also stay the night with me?!” too literally(*μ_μ)

I Don't Know What To Say Except I'm So Sorry M(_ _)m Trying To Take A Break From College Classes (I Swear

Just a stupid comic strip(?) about the night when Akiko found out about Kei nightly “hobbies” (why is she with him…big question(/\)) (after that she was afraid to be near him for some time.. .not to mention sleeping in the same bed(;;;*))

I Don't Know What To Say Except I'm So Sorry M(_ _)m Trying To Take A Break From College Classes (I Swear

Just a stupid addition…a draft of art with Kei that I’m unlikely to ever finish, but I don’t want to delete〜(><)〜

I Don't Know What To Say Except I'm So Sorry M(_ _)m Trying To Take A Break From College Classes (I Swear

I'm so sorry {{ (>_<) }} (characters belong to @minevn)


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11 months ago

ADHD tips from a girlie who was diagnosed in her late twenties and has had little to no support since and is being so brave about it:

1) Make it easy, make it accessible, and make it appealing. If anything this is the most important thing, all tips going forward are based around this concept.

2) That thing you think would help you but you haven’t bought/done it yet because you’re technically surviving without it? Buy it, you need it. It doesn’t matter if people around you might think it’s wasteful or that you’re lazy, you’re not, just do it, trust me.

3) Expanding on tip #2, if you’re like me and eggs are your main source of protein because they’re quick and easy and feeding yourself is a near insurmountable task- buy yourself an electric egg cooker, make a bunch of hard boiled eggs and keep them in your fridge for quick and easy protein to add to any meal (handful of crackers, a hard boiled egg and a banana? 5 star meal right there. Or mash them up with some mayo for egg salad sandwiches). Other easy proteins include: potstickers (put them in instant ramen), edamame (they have microwaveable snack packs), chickpeas (put in salads!), beans (can of beans microwaved with shredded cheese and some tortilla chips), peanut butter (with crackers, apple and cheese, adult lunchable style), and tofu (cut into cubes, throw them into a ziplock with some seasoning and potato starch, shake that shit up and bake it until crispy).

4) Spend a little extra (if you are able) on daily use items that excite you, it will make you more likely to remember/want to do said daily task. For example: the only reason I remember to use sunscreen is because I bought some fancy japanese sunscreen that smells like roses so I get excited to use it, same for laundry detergent and body wash! there’s a gajillion different body wash scents out there, switch it up!

5) If there’s a task you continuously struggle with take a moment to think about which part of the task is making it difficult, it could be something even as small as “I don’t put my dirty clothes in the hamper because my hamper has a lid on it and lifting the lid is one step too many-”, sounds a little stupid huh? But trust your gut, it’s not stupid if it works. See tip #2 and BUY A HAMPER WITHOUT A LID.

6) If you are having trouble starting a task, break the task down further, sometimes the way I start a task is just by going “Ok step 1) stand up-“ and so forth. Don’t worry about the task as a whole just take it one step at a time.

7) If you’re halfway through a task and have to stop, leave it out. All this, “Put things away when you’re done with them.” is bullshit. you will be much more likely to finish the task if restarting it is easier because you left it out plus it’s a visual reminder. You can also create faux deadlines like “I gotta finish this project before my friend comes over on tuesday because after I finish it I can clean off the dinner table.” etc.

8) It’s okay to outsource tasks and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, humans are designed to ask for, and to require help (what do babies do when they’re first born?? cry for help!!) ask for help and receive help without shame, if it makes your life better, you are WINNING.

9) If you have one big overwhelming task that you think you need to get done before anything else, but you feel motivated to do other tasks, do those other tasks first, it’s okay. Otherwise in all likelihood (at least in my case) you’ll put everything off until the last minute and then have to do said overwhelming task and those other tasks won’t get done at all. Doing those smaller tasks also lowers the mental load and you can use them as a motivation launch pad to tackle bigger things.

10) If you notice you tend to not put something away/forget to do something, perhaps consider moving and storing the item closer to where it ultimately ends up or where you are more likely to see it. For example, my makeup, pills, and mail are all stored on my desk because that’s where I tend to do my makeup, take my pills and deal with my mail. I used to store my pills in my bathroom medicine cabinet but all too often I would forget because they weren’t in my line of sight. Now that they’re on my desk, I have multiple chances per day to pass by them, go “oh I gotta take those.” and take them.

11) Open storage, open storage, OPEN STORAGE.

12) Motivation can look like all kinds of things. sometimes the only reason I get out of bed is because I remember I have a fun snack and I get to go eat it if I get up. It’s okay to lean into those simple “animal-brain” type motivators, you’ll eat because then you can use that fun new kitchen gadget you got a daiso? Neat. you’ll shower because then you can paint your nails that fun new color you got? Fantastic. You’ll go to the dmv and do that annoying thing because you’ll take yourself out for boba after? Superb. Lean-IN to those small motivators, they aren’t stupid or childish, they are VITAL.

13) Don’t buy into the cult of “if it’s worth doing, do it properly” it’s guaranteed to set you up for failure. If it’s worth doing, do it in whatever capacity you are able to. I put sunscreen on once a day because that’s fucking better than not doing it at all and I sure as all hell will fail at reapplying it multiple times a day. If it’s worth doing, do it half-assed babieeee.

Go forth and prosper!!! xoxo ✌️🩵

1 year ago

So…I drew again( ̄﹃ ̄). I can’t get this fandom out of my head, and I only draw Kei based on the strength of my hatred for him lol ( ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ) (I remember about the other characters and I have ideas for them ( ̄^ ̄)ゞ. Please forgive me) In the question with the perverted MC it was said that Kei would be embarrassed and I couldn’t help but try to draw THIS ≖‿≖ (outfit taken from a sketch by the author of the novel)

So…I Drew Again( ̄﹃ ̄). I Can’t Get This Fandom Out Of My Head, And I Only Draw Kei Based On

Answer to the question about Kage meeting MC's parents forced me to try to draw him (I love him_(:3 」∠)_)

So…I Drew Again( ̄﹃ ̄). I Can’t Get This Fandom Out Of My Head, And I Only Draw Kei Based On

Just a sudden desire to draw Kei as a priest after I dreamed about him(⌐■_■)

So…I Drew Again( ̄﹃ ̄). I Can’t Get This Fandom Out Of My Head, And I Only Draw Kei Based On
I am your damnation

(Kei and Kage belong to @minevn )


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1 year ago
Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Heh, yes, to take a break from drawing (one day, I will finish all the doodles on this fandom, but not in this life lol) I drew my OC to Mine

@minevn

(Her backstory and relationship to the characters. Sorry for any mistakes. Warning: child abuse and themes of depression(?))

Came to Japan when she was still a child, when her parents moved to Japan from Russia. As a child, she was a quiet and shy child. During her school years, her parents demanded excellent grades from her, but despite great efforts, it did not work out (she was able to overtake Haruto, but not Kei). Mistakes and mistakes were accompanied by physical punishment, which she tried not to tell Haruto, Jun, Kage or Aki about. Numerous comparisons between her and Kei (her parents knew who she was in class with and who was in what position in their studies) and violence due to the fact that she could not overtake him led to hatred towards Kei. When Kei grades deteriorated, she quickly took his place and the family became loyal to her (as an adult, they began to argue that she was not looking for a husband). As an adult, I wanted to go to Kultorog of Russia, but due to lack of money I went to work. Despite her grades, she is unable to find a good job other than her family's restaurant, where she works until she finds another job or money for school. In his spare time, he enjoys reading, drawing, playing the DiZi flute, singing a little, and mostly playing games.

She has a calm and pessimistic character until it comes to your favorite games (get ready for the fact that she calls up ALL the lore of all games, about all the characters and all the most popular theories about them) or about things that interest her, she tries to hide her depression and short temper. There is a tendency to keep negativity inside until it breaks through. Height: 170 cm Birthday: 22.11 Likes: her hobbies, good and calm people, music, delicious food, nature (except some bugs), swimming in water, cute things, cook and does it well (If a person is dear to her, then she is ready to cook for him from time to time) Dislikes: noise, dirt, spicy food, being bullied or irritated, too much temperature changes. Family: Mother, Father, older sister (remained in Russia in early childhood) Corporate color: blue-violet. Additionally: her appearance changed almost immediately when she moved out from her parents (they get angry), she loves hugs madly (can hug for hours), due to the disease, she often feels dizzy, weak and drowsy. Due to memory problems, she sometimes finds himself in situations where he cannot remember the name of a person (even an acquaintance), which is why he often takes notes in phone.

Minato: I met him through work, although there was no way to find out his name. Values him as a good friend, although at first he was tense because of his height. Loves his grandparents.

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Haruto: became friends at an early age when their mothers brought them to each other. Since then they were inseparable, Haruto protected her from “bad” people, and she supported him in almost everything and tried to help (probably considered her mother to be his mother). Even though she feels a little suffocated by Haruto's constant presence, she still values him very much as a friend and trusts him with almost everything. At some point I thought about applying for a job in his company (even if it was to work as a cleaner)

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Jun: We met through Aki. Tried to overcome my shyness and make friends with her. She adores her as a friend and admires her talent, although she is embarrassed when she wears her creations. Tries to support and help in many ways.

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Kage: met him through Haruto. At first she was worried that she was somehow scaring him, but then she relaxed, considers him a friend and tries to take care of him (most likely she helped look after him as a child). She tries to be as gentle as possible around him. At some point she worked with him, but he left…

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Hoshi: met him when she got a job at Kikuchi's restaurant and it was one of the worst days of her life. His bullying and ridicule plunge her even deeper into the abyss of self-loathing and depression, despite the fact that she tries to convince herself that Hoshi is just an asshole who doesn’t care what he says. The only thing stopping her from hitting him is that she needs a job. If I found out that he was cheated on, I would immediately say that his ex-partner is shit (but he’s not much better either)

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Habiki: met him when she got a job at his family's restaurant and it was one of the worst days of her life. His insults also negatively affect her, but she still admires his violin playing and, despite the hatred, is not afraid to say so. (adores his mother, considers she a gorgeous woman, but is probably a little embarrassed at the beginning of meeting her)

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Aki: I met her in elementary school, most likely it was her initiative. Was her second friend since she met Haruto. She values her as her best friend and misses her when she doesn't see her for a long time. Yani: I met him at work and… I regretted it. She contacted the police several times when she saw him breaking into her apartment, but it was to no avail. After several hundred attempts to drive him away, she gave up and treated him…neutral. Now she's just trying to keep him on a short leash and make sure he doesn't do anything weird. At some point, she may have invited him out to eat when she saw him back in the apartment and tried to find out more about him.

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

Kei: I didn’t communicate with him during my school years (even almost during the project). The only interaction was when they were partners and when Haruto got angry at Kei (she pulled her friend away and left saying "Sorry"). If she met him as an adult, she wouldn’t recognize him right away, but when she does… she won’t love him. She remembers and knows that it is not Kei fault that her parents are terrible, but over the years she has been taught to consider him an enemy. Trying to love him will cause her dissonance and confusion. However, despite her dislike for him, she tries not to be rude and treat him neutrally, keeping him at a “familiar” distance. Basically, she won't turn to him for help… unless it's a very last resort. (Akiko parents will probably immediately write him down as a potential husband for her (He is serious, rich, smart and treats their daughter well, so why not the best husband?), despite the past. (Although he admits that his eyes are so incredibly beautiful, but I won’t talk about it)

Heh, Yes, To Take A Break From Drawing (one Day, I Will Finish All The Doodles On This Fandom, But Not

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1 year ago

iirc you can only put the golden chastity belt on when you first find it.

When I found the belt, I was not given any clues that it was a belt or that I could wear it. I actually found out that this was a belt when I tried to sell the treasures to a museum ( ̄  ̄|||)


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1 year ago

How to wear a gold chastity belt? I found a chastity belt, but I can't put it on. I looked for information, but all I found was how to remove it. I'm being sent on a pilgrimage to an island and I want to be on the safe side. Help 〒_〒


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1 year ago
I Found Out About The Novel Relatively Recently And Immediately Fell In Love With This Adorably Huge

I found out about the novel relatively recently and immediately fell in love with this adorably huge cinnamon roll! Happy Birthday Marcelo~ (Marcelo belongs to @crimsonhydrangeavn)


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1 year ago

In one of the questions it was mentioned that Haruto would take MC away from her relationship with another person if he found out that MC was in love with Haruto. Since then, the thought has not left me that if MC was with Kei and the thought of drawing… this.

In One Of The Questions It Was Mentioned That Haruto Would Take MC Away From Her Relationship With Another

And also, while listening to the song "Necro Eater" for some reason I imagined to Kei what ultimately led…to this (Characters belong to @minevn)

In One Of The Questions It Was Mentioned That Haruto Would Take MC Away From Her Relationship With Another
In One Of The Questions It Was Mentioned That Haruto Would Take MC Away From Her Relationship With Another

This is just my state during the drawing of each drawing with Kei, lol.

Я рисовала тебя три для чтобы показать что ты мне абсолютно безразличен

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1 year ago

you can’t even fathom the problematic things me and my mutuals are romanticizing

1 year ago

If God were real he'd have divvied up my stupid dumb amongst the crowd instead of giving it all to me, but here I am

1 year ago

About a year ago I drew this, but I only tried to color it now lol (or rather, I tried to color it with paints, but I ruined it and abandoned the work)

About A Year Ago I Drew This, But I Only Tried To Color It Now Lol (or Rather, I Tried To Color It With
About A Year Ago I Drew This, But I Only Tried To Color It Now Lol (or Rather, I Tried To Color It With

Characters belong to @dualityvn


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1 year ago

Heh…getting an angel transformation on mu 2 OC (Iflis the saint) in order to lose it from the ivory ghost that came to the shelter…it hurts (DAMN DOG YOU'RE PALE ME AND RIVER DIDN'T TOUCH THE NECKLACE, DIRECTLY YOU AND I MEETED ONLY 1 TIME) (had to start the game from the very beginning) But I'm interested in something else…

Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory

How did the ivory ghost get into the school…and how is it connected to Robin (my dear, what the hell are you hiding)

But putting aside my questions and anger for a while, I just want to show Iflis

Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory
Heh…getting An Angel Transformation On Mu 2 OC (Iflis The Saint) In Order To Lose It From The Ivory

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1 year ago

I finally found the time to finish…this. In the post with birthday wishes it was mentioned that Kei would agree to wear cat ears and I couldn’t help but draw a Cat Kei (the 2nd drawing is just night doodles for relaxation, but I can’t help but post it lol) (I took the long hair from the Halloween art, it’s too chic)

I Finally Found The Time To Finish…this. In The Post With Birthday Wishes It Was Mentioned That Kei
I Finally Found The Time To Finish…this. In The Post With Birthday Wishes It Was Mentioned That Kei

Kei belongs to @minevn


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1 year ago

Spending Halloween with the orphans (I'm going to take all these kids), Whitney (love that bitch) and Kylar, then running from Ivory's ghost and fighting Bailey because I don't want to give that hot ass a pound but lose and get caught farm (GET BACK MY WITCH COSTUME, BASTARD) only to escape on a centaur (I'll remember her forever), get a kiss from a crying Whitney and get kidnapped by Kylar at our wedding….yeah….I definitely like this game

Spending Halloween With The Orphans (I'm Going To Take All These Kids), Whitney (love That Bitch) And

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1 year ago

Sex before marriage is a sin. Unless you do it doggystyle, cause all dogs go to heaven.

Follow me for more biblical loopholes.

1 year ago
…happy Birthday Dear Husband (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

…happy birthday dear husband (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

[Ren]dacted belongs to @14dayswithyou


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1 year ago

Captivity

(The text in English was written with the help of a translator, so I apologize for the errors, I tried to minimize them, but I still apologize. I was inspired by one of the recent answers to questions from @minevn (Kei belongs to them)) THE FANFIC MENTIONS TOPICS OF PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL VIOLENCE, SUICIDAL TOPICS (?), SELF-VIOLENCE "Honey, I'm going to cook dinner, is there anything you'd like-" Before Kei could finish speaking, he managed to notice how a chair flew towards in him, only to fight off the door protecting Kei. With absolute despair, pain and painfully red eyes from daily hysterics, the girl, not sparing her throat, continued to repeat endless screams "EITHER LET ME GO OR GET AWAY YOU BASTARD!!! PIECE OF SHIT!!! SUB-HUMAN TRASH!!! DIE FUCKING PSYCHO!!!…." With an unreadable face, he just sighed "…You should rest. Screaming like that is bad for your ligaments." Before receiving another round of endless insults from the angry girl, the guy locked the door to go to the kitchen. Normally he wouldn't pick her up in her room, but in her condition it was dangerous for both him and her to let her wander around the house in an uncontrollably upset state. At least a week had passed since Akiko began living with Kei, despite the guy’s hopes and all sorts of attempts to calm her down and force the girl to accept a new life, her condition was not getting better. Everyday attempts to kill, harm himself and him, attempts to escape did not stop. Her face was covered with sweat, tears and sebum, her eyes were swollen and painfully red, her hands, despite Kei's close supervision and care, were covered with bruises, scratches and cuts, especially in the veins. Silence and peace came only at that moment when she could not stand it and fell unconscious with only one prayer - not to wake up. There wasn't a day when she didn't want freedom, no matter how she received it, all of Kei care and love was a empty, incessant noise, the room carefully arranged to suit Akiko tastes and needs was no better than prison (perhaps even worse), the illusion of freedom and normality life was torn by daily attempts to kill Kei or escape, but what was the point? Going out into the street, my thoughts were confused and floating: “Where to go?”, “Where am I?”, “Will they believe me?”, “Are they looking for me?”. Despite the girl’s hysteria, years of studying human psychology are bearing fruit; now even the friendship with Haruto, Jun and Aki that has lasted throughout life was now in great doubt. Are they looking for her, do they remember her, did they even notice she was missing? A brief daily viewing of the news fueled her anxiety, not a single news about the girl’s disappearance. They…didn't look for her? Doesn't anyone care about her fate? No one at all? Even Yani?! A new wave of tears filled my eyes, my legs gave way and collapsed to the floor out of helplessness or despair. Maybe he's right? Could he really be the only person who thought about her all the time? Despite the pogrom, attempted murders, hysterics, screams, insults, he still took care of her, tried carefully, treated all her wounds, was kind, affectionate and amazingly patient. M-maybe it would be better to just accept his love and try to start a new life? In the end, she now had everything: a loving “partner”, a spacious home, no work with nasty colleagues, delicious food and everything that a person tired of everything could dream of. With eyes empty from fatigue, legs unsteady, Akiko walked up to the door and, staring at one invisible point, knocked, with heavy sobs, said… "K-Kei?" "Yes, love?" "Can I…Kutia?…please?"

*Kutia(Кутья) is a Slavic dish that is prepared for funerals

*At one point I tried to reference the Japanese criminal Kabu Terayuchi.


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1 year ago

cunt dykeula. is this anything.

1 year ago
I Couldn't Help But Draw It (or Try It Lol) As Soon As I Saw It ( ´ ▽ ` )

I couldn't help but draw it (or try it lol) as soon as I saw it ( ´ ▽ ` )

The prince of my heart belongs @fantasia-kitt


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1 year ago

Yandere Head Canons:

My Purpose

Mad Scientist Husband x Reader x Yandere Clone

Yandere Head Canons:
Yandere Head Canons:
Yandere Head Canons:

Now your husband, Dorian Goodman, truly believed he was doing you a favor with his newest creation… or should he say creations? He felt like a horrible husband by being away from you for long hours but he was allergic to pet dandruff so that was out of the equation… so why not clean himself? That way you wouldn’t be lonely! He only had his genius to blame for the horror he inflicted on you from this…

So imagine waking up to see your husband laying beside you in the bed still? His arms felt colder than normal and he smelled like preservatives… something was off but you couldn’t put your finger on it… his black hair was still long and beautiful just like his dark lashes. But something in your gut told you this wasn’t him.

And that’s when the figure beside you wakes up and gives you a bright smile. “I’m Dee. I’m your husband’s clone to keep you company while he’s away.”

You never shot up from the bed so fast to call your husband. You were extremely upset with him for creating a replica of himself rather than spend time with you himself… the nerve!

But your husband reassured you it was fine. That Dee was essentially him in every single way and that Dee could be your companion. He brushed off your concerns on this being cheating since Dee was a complete biological copy of Dorian himself but Dee could be deactivated by Dorian’s voice… it frustrated you. Why couldn’t he just leave his silly inventions behind and just spend time with his own spouse once and awhile? You were so lonely in this mansion…

But you didn’t take your frustration out on Dee. The poor clone was as clueless as you but he insisted he was created to serve you. Dee’s purpose was to take care of your needs

Dee would clean around the house and do the yard work. He was the complete opposite of the stoic Dorian. He felt more like a real human being than your own husband… minus how abnormally cold he was. He didn’t talk much but he was there. You started to grow attached to him

You spent a lot of time with Dee. He’d cover you with a blanket if you sat in your reading nook to read, he’d brew you your favorite coffee/tea, and he’d rub your shoulders. You constantly had to tell Dee that it was okay. That he didn’t have to be at your every beck and call but he would always say, “you’re my purpose.”

And Dee took notice of your sexual frustration when he peaked in on you touching yourself in the privacy of the bathroom within the glass shower walls. Curiosity began to settle in him. The cute whimpers and cries from your lips stirred something within him and he pushed the door open

You nearly screamed when Dee entered the bathroom, the only place he wasn’t beside you. But what shocked you more was the large erection in his gray joggers. It seemed he was more human than you thought and you were aching for something inside of you…

You let Dee have his way with you. He truly was a copy of your husband from how much he stretched you. Dee felt so good. He was so big and he was so strong. And he oddly smelled like your husband now… like clean linen and citrus. It was comforting and sexy. It was like Dorian was with your right now. Like Dorian was inside of you.

And in your passion it spilled from your lips once your orgasm rocked through you. Three little words that changed Dee forever, “I love you.” Dee held you while he rode you through your orgasm until his finally came. His strong arms held you up and his cheeks were filled with color. You loved him. You loved him. Dee didn’t want to ever be deactivated. Des wanted to be with you.

Dee would big spoon you every night. His large body pressed as close to yours as physically possible. There was a change in him. He was starting to become warm. Warm like a furnace. It was strange…. Dee became more and more human as the days turned to months. Your texts to your real husband became less and less but he probably didn’t even notice since he was busy with his inventions.

Dee would make you breakfast every morning and have his face between your legs to please you while you ate. Breakfast and sex became the norm for you and him. It felt so wonderful to feel wanted again. And every time, Dee begged you to tell him how you loved him. He would do anything to you to hear those words. Anything.

A shame you started to neglect your real husband. Dorian was shocked to see you folded up in a pretzel in your bed while Dee slammed into you like a mad man. This wasn’t what the clone was built for. He wasn’t built to fuck you. What the hell?

And that’s when Dee gave him a smirk. It was like looking in a mirror except there was something terrifying behind those ice blue eyes. Something sinister and Dorian didn’t like it at all. Dorian needed to get rid of Dee quickly… Dorian gave Dee one last look before he walked out of the room before you noticed

Dee kissed your head as he tucked you in. “I’m going to go get some water, okay?”

Dorian waited in the kitchen for Dee to come to him and the clone did. Dorian and him stared at each other for a few minutes before Dorian sighed.

“Deactivate.” Dorian told Dee but the clone remained standing there menacingly rather than deactivating like he was supposed to. “I said deactivate-“

And that’s when Dee launched himself toward Dorian and began to strangle him. His ice blue eyes filled with glee as the color slowly drained from Dorian’s face. An evil smirk on his face.

“It’s my purpose to make (your name) happy and there not happy with you so you can’t deactivate me anymore.” Dee whispered in Dorian’s ear. “They don’t love you. They love me.”

Dee ended up burying Dorian in the backyard before you woke up. He didn’t want you to be sad about your old husband any longer….

Dee slipped the ring he took off Dorian’s finger onto his. The shiny gold band now proudly on display. A smile on his face. Your real husband was with you now and he’d make you happy.

1 year ago
"A Forlorn Spirit Peacefully Watches Time Go On."

"A forlorn spirit peacefully watches time go on."


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1 year ago

Yan!Fuckboy HC’s

Yan!Fuckboy x GN! Stuco President! Reader

Content warning - Yandere themes, stalking, murder, obsession, masochist yandere (if you squint), nsfw mentions

Yan!Fuckboy HC’s

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Yan!Fuckboy who can’t help but stare at you as you walk down the hallways. God your ass, the sway of your hips, the glare you give him, the scoffs when he compliments you, all of it makes his cock throb in his pants.

Yan!Fuckboy who makes it his daily routine to follow you home after school, he can practically smell you! Look how cute you look when you get in the shower, he’s so happy he brought his camera.

Yan!Fuckboy who has sex with anyone who resembles you, the same perfume? He’s already shoved his dick in that hole. The same hair colour? He’s already had that mouth around him yet none of them satisfied him the same way you did that one night.

Yan!Fuckboy who needs another taste, having a one night stand at a Halloween party isn’t enough for him! Please let him have one more chance!

Yan!Fuckboy who realises that it’s not your fault you’re rejecting him, it’s that guy on the student council, isn’t it? He’s blackmailing you, isn’t he? He’ll make sure that asshole never smiles at you again.

Yan!Fuckboy who’s over the moon that you agreed to hook up whenever you’re feeling frustrated. It’s become his life mission to irritate you until you either fuck him dumb, or he fucks you silly.

Yan!Fuckboy who stole your spare key and made a copy so he can visit you whenever he wants. How’d he get your key? You gave it to him silly! You remember, don’t you?

Yan!Fuckboy who cums as soon as he’s fully in your hole, despite all his experience and his larger than average body count, you make him feel like a virgin again.

Yan!Fuckboy who puts a bullet through the eyes of any slutty girl or guy that tried to get in his pants, he’s reserved for you only, like how he doesn’t let any other people try to have their way with you, you’ll be together forever! It’s not like you have a choice anyway!

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1 year ago

As soon as Vampire Crow came out, I couldn't help but take a moment from one of his comics (and my OC ghoul) (yes, I just delayed posting… for a few weeks lol) (*/。\)

As Soon As Vampire Crow Came Out, I Couldn't Help But Take A Moment From One Of His Comics (and My OC

(This is the original. I just thought I'd show what I used as a "reference")

As Soon As Vampire Crow Came Out, I Couldn't Help But Take A Moment From One Of His Comics (and My OC

(Vampire Crow belongs @thekrows-nest )


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1 year ago
Night Drawings And Testing A New Device…heh (//▽//) (This Beautiful, Magnificent, Charming, Sweetest

Night drawings and testing a new device…heh (//▽//) (This beautiful, magnificent, charming, sweetest character belongs to @starsetven)


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