When A Month Feels Both Like Forever And The Blink Of An Eye

my handssss

my fingertips are like raccoon paws. they are the opposite of pink toe beans. they are stained black by pastels and no matter how hard I try, they always return to their forever crusty animal paw state hhhhhhhhhhhhh

How many more days of school leftttttttttttttt

yayyy the fuckers stopped drowning themselves in my tea cuz the males die like 8 hours after they first fly/mate and all the females ended up who knows where

they're probably dead too to some extent because theres no dirt in this house :| and they lost their wings sooo that's one less way of getting out

wip thing??

when I say tired I mean I am TIRED of this specific thing but if you ask me to do something else I WILL HOP AROUND AND SCREAM AND BE NOT TIRED AT ALL WHILE DOING IT

tired

today I learned that our eyes are incredibly fucked up.

coincidentally, my sleep schedule has also become fucked up.

i do not (completely) hate america i simply hate the 20 or so finches that started ransacking my backyard. i was just trying to scare them away :((( but then i threw too hard and well. uh there goes the rock. also i threw one into the fence and i think the whole neighborhood heard.

anyway i have no cookies for you to steal you weasel-eyed wolf-raised fiend i ate the last one yesterday

hii ;) (dies)

— anonymous (your FBI agent)

omg my fbi agent died i can do whatever the fuck i want for like a day until a new one gets assigned :DDDDD

tf...

i just realized... its fucking february already

.how. what. when. wtf. why. it should be like. january???? i feel like Christmas break was like a week ago???? but also. it feels like its been 5 months already????

hm

anyway

ok for the next few weeks this blog is mostly just going to be me crying and complaining about school