"Better To Copy It 50 Times Than To Say It."

"Better to copy it 50 times than to say it."

Denial

I love and need denial. Deny me:

the privilege of eye contact

the privilege of speaking

choosing my own clothes

wearing clothes

orgasm

touching my clit or cunt to edge

certain foods

closing doors / privacy

sitting on furniture

using the toilet

the privilege of making decisions

being alone in public

sleeping in a bed

using dishes for humans

hiding my nakedness behind my hands when people visit

When rules are made that restrict, limit and deny me I feel safe and protected. I feel taken care of but most of all, it affirms my existence as nothing more than property to be owned and controlled for your pleasure.

And that makes me horny.