All About Us
All about us
Summary: You and Cas share a night together only for him to tell you it was a mistake the next day but the damage is already done. You are now pregnant and alone so you do what you think is the best thing and leave. Will you be able to raise a child single handedly? How will you react when Cas accidentally finds you again?
You lay on your bed, tears splashing down your cheeks. It had been a few weeks since that night with Castiel and since then you'd discovered two things. 1. Castiel was ignoring you and 2. You were pregnant. If you'd known how much pain he'd cause you, you never would have spent the night with him. It had been the best night ever for you. Castiel had been nothing but passionate and attentive to you the whole time which only made you love him more. But the next day, he'd been distant and cold, telling you it had been nothing more than a mistake, leaving you in tears as he left without a word.
Your heart shattered further when he made a point to ignore you whenever you were in the same room together. It broke your heart and brought forth questions from the boys that you didn't want to answer. But now you had no choice. You were pregnant with his child and there was nothing you could do about it. So now you had your face buried in your lap as you wept. Your hormones were out of control, you were sick almost every day and you were either tearful all the time or snappy. A knock on your door startled you and you looked up. You quickly wiped your face and opened it.
Big mistake. It was Castiel.
Pain turned to anger and you couldn't help but glare at him. You could see the surprise in his eyes at the sight of you and you guessed you looked a right mess but you didn't care. It was his fault and yet you were having to deal with it all alone. "What?" You snarled.
Castiel blinked at you. "Dean told me to get you," he replied stiffly. "They have a hunt."
You rolled your eyes at him. The boys didn't know you were pregnant since you hadn't told anyone. You'd seen first hand how Castiel was reacting towards you so how badly would he react to the baby? Would he make you get an abortion? Probably, since relationships between humans and Angels were forbidden for exactly this reason. They were considered abominations to be killed - probably along with the mother. No, you weren't going to tell him. But since you were pregnant, that meant you couldn't just go out risking your life anymore. No more hunts, no more risking your life, no more near deaths. "Well, you can tell him I'm not going," you snapped and moved to slam the door on his face but Castiel was faster.
"What's wrong with you?"
"None of your fucking business!" I growled. As far as I was concerned I owed him nothing. "Now move!"
His eyes narrowed and it looked like he wanted to say something but instead he closed his mouth and walked away.
It was almost two months into the pregnancy when I realized I had to leave the bunker and the Winchesters. God knows what would happen to me when Castiel or the Angels found out. The bunker was protected but I couldn't stay in here forever. Sooner or later I would have to leave and that's when they'd most likely attack. I hated to admit it but Sam and Dean were supernatural magnets. They both attracted all sorts of creatures - mostly evil ones in their case and I couldn't take that risk. It wasn't just about me now, I also had to think of my baby. My baby that was growing inside of me. The thought of motherhood scared me especially since I was now a single mother soon to raise a child on her own. I doubted Castiel would help me. Not with how he'd been treating me anyway. It was there and then that I decided.
I would leave that night.
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OMG someone HAS to write this!!
Don’t think about how much Claire would idolise and adore Jo. And don’t think about Jo sneaking Claire sips of her beer. Also don’t think of Jo being really protective of Claire when the hunters come into the bar, because she’s been there and knows what they’re like. Jo taking Claire on hunts with her when no one else will, because she knows what will happen if she doesn’t. Claire borrowing Jo’s clothes without asking and Jo shouting the house down. Ellen rolling her eyes and telling them to sort it out themselves. Jo and Claire staying up all night talking about their dads together. Jo ringing up Charlie or Tracy to come and help Claire pick out a prom dress because she’s got no idea what she’s doing and Claire deserves someone better to help. Claire boasting to all her friends about Jo, and they all just assume she’s her big sister. And so when Krissy meets Jo she’s all like ‘OMG this is the big sister you’ve told us all about, show us how to shoot’ (and it’s still prom night so Jo’s outside teaching all these teenagers in fancy dresses how to shoot and so they’re late for catching their limo). Jo maybe cries a little later that night, because everyone thinks she’s Claire’s sister. Claire and Jo talking loudly about periods to gross the boys out. Jo teaching Claire to hustle pool. Just big sister Jo and little sister Claire. What? I said don’t think about it.
Makes me feel less guilty when u put it this way.
We are forced to live in a system that steals from us daily, Kill snitch culture.
Haha. Shame you can't actually say it though.
I didn't know this! What a man. All that, and in the end, it was a bullet that got him.
i learned that Abraham Lincoln was kicked in the head by a horse at age 9, almost severed a thumb with an axe, got frostbite on his feet, clubbed on the head during a robbery, had malaria and smallpox, and experienced the death of his mother, sister, and 2 sons. He suffered from melancholy(clinical depression) (x)
I'm telling you right now if you're pro life and don't believe people with a uterus should have a choice in what they do with their bodies, unfollow me, block me, then go fuck yourself and pray you don't have your body autonomy taken from you.
I like it.
You know what, My dad had an amazing idea.
Every citizen should be given guns and we should get rid of the police forces, But keep sherrifs that we can elect. The sherrifs can choose deputies. If we don't like a sherrif, We get rid of them and vote a new one
I have a few fics I’m in the process of writing up on Henry Cavill’s Superman. Here are a few I’m willing to share if you’re interested.
• Clark Kent is not alone, there is another. Somewhere out there, Hyacinth’s waiting to be found on Earth.
• Clark is attacked by a Demon trying to kill him. He’s saved by Indiana, a witch, who just so happens to be in the same class as him. Will the two be able to come together and connect in a way they can’t with anyone else? (Might be a crossover)
• Lois breaks up with Clark when it begins getting tough and people start turning on him. Clark’s understandably pissed and unhappy about it. But he ends up meeting someone else.
I have many more but it’s going to take ages so I just picked a few I’m more likely to do first.
What an asshole 😡
Qualities I want in a man
[ ] Caring [ ] Compassionate [ ] Trustworthy [ ] Honest [ ] Kind [ ] Sweet [ ] Gentle [ ] Loyal [ ] Smart [ ] Strong [ ] Has a sense of humour [ ] Not afraid to show his sensitive side [ ] Reliable
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