70 F Outside With A Soft Breeze. It's A Beautiful Day And All I Wanted To Do Was Sit In My Front Yard

70 F outside with a soft breeze. It's a beautiful day and all I wanted to do was sit in my front yard and exist.

So, I did. I quietly existed on the ground for about 20 minutes, just allowing myself to be. It was refreshing, comforting, and I felt that everything was going to get better.

February has been a rough month with lots of ups and downs in my mind. I know it hasn't been terrible, but my anxiety and depression have created this image of failure in my mind. I was ill over my birthday, I didn't do anything romantic for my husband over valentine's, I wasn't able to take part in the simple photography challenge I set up for myself because I just wasn't motivated.

This all gathered up inside and makes me feel as though I wasted February. Winter should be about rest - the calm, silent season before the colorful rebirth of nature. I think I'm ready for spring.

I think I have sat still long enough that I am simply wallowing in the quiet and unable to relax. I live in a state of anxiety, so it's difficult, but I am ready for life. I'm ready to live.

I need to stay positive, to stay motivated, to allow myself to take days off to simply exist, but I want so much to enjoy the world around me and feel connected to it.

I'm optimistic.

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2 months ago

Time to overshare!

Therapy was a bit rough today, but I made it and I have goals to achieve. I'm keeping my head up.

Also considering joining a gym...


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3 months ago

Tonight, I let go.

Of all the pain, despair, misery, and images that haunt me on this date. I release them to the wind, to the rain, to the earth and let them become nothing but distant memories of my youth. I move forward holding the love, the warmth, and the joy that those years with you brought me. I will celebrate the life of all of those I hold dear. I will not dwell in death, but I will flourish in the gifts you all gave me.

This day has held me hostage for my entire life, but I felt you today. I felt you in that moment where the rain picked up and you cried with me. I felt your acknowledgement of me, my love, and my promise to surrender my grief. I stood lighter, the world felt brighter- my ears even popped, and I could hear more clearly!

I will carry forward the happiness we created.


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4 months ago

2025 Animal of the Year:

The Snake, of course.

I am born in the year of the Snake. I am an Earth Snake and while the snake gets a bad reputation, it actually stands for so many positive things.

Luck, healing, eternal love, good fortune, protection from harm, personal growth, and the cyclical nature of life and death.

This is the Year of the Wood Snake.

2025 is a year of reflection, recalibration, and renewal, offering a mix of calm energy and intellectual challenges. The Snake’s intuitive wisdom, paired with the nurturing Wood element, creates a time to refine your long-term goals and strengthen personal and professional relationships.

Major Themes:

Transformation: A year for letting go of what no longer serves you and embracing meaningful change.

Strategic Growth: Success will favor those who plan meticulously and act wisely.

Deepening Connections: Introspection and emotional intelligence will help navigate relationships, promoting empathy and understanding.


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1 month ago
My Beloved Cares Not That It Storms Outside, Only That The Pile Of Blankets Is Comfy.

My beloved cares not that it storms outside, only that the pile of blankets is comfy.


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2 months ago

Happy birthday! I hope it's a good one.

Thank you! I will do my best to have a great day! 💟 Also, thank you for sharing all of your wonderful characters, thoughts, and likes with us! I love seeing you on my Tumblr dash!


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8 months ago
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.
Artwork From 2017. I Really Had Fun This Year And Did So Much Art. I Was Getting Into The Groove.

Artwork from 2017. I really had fun this year and did so much art. I was getting into the groove.


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4 months ago

some of y'all have never read 100 books in one summer to earn a personal pan pizza and it shows


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3 months ago
Pls Just Let Me Play The Game. This Is On Medium Settings. I'm Going To Have To Go Full Low. 😭

pls just let me play the game. this is on medium settings. i'm going to have to go full low. 😭


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6 months ago

My beloved companion and his newfound love of cat tv. I would love to get a bird feeder to put outside the window behind my desk so he can watch real birds more often!


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