i think our story just ended. made a reason to go into school today and she had left by the time i got there. tomorrow is the last day of term and there’s so little chance of seeing her and i have no reason to be there . but i wanted to apologise for the email and leave a way to get in touch but our last interaction is now just a normal conversation and that stupid email. i know it’s stupid to think that her leaving early today had anything to do with me but i can’t stop thinking that she wants to avoid me.
she’s not going to be here all summer as she’s going travelling so i can’t even dream about running into her some random day, and the next time i could see her is next year now if even .
i don’t want to email her again because i feel like she hates me but i feel so…. crushed
how does 7 years and all those chats and silly memories just end on a random week day and i didn’t even know it was the last one ?
exception by renforshort should be the tc community anthem tbh
i just listened to it there and it’s on repeat now
cut my split ends off and now my hair is . so much shorter i have such a lesbian haircut now
i can’t stop thinking about the fact that she asked me if i was “down” when i went to see her ??? i’m not depressed i’m just in love with you lmao
Have u ever looked at someone and hope they stay in your life forever
February TC Challenge Day 1
1.) What is one trait you found in your TC(s) that you find irreplacable, and why?
- the way she speaks and carries herself is so unlike anyone i have ever met or spoken to. She’s always in a suit and she dresses so much better and more formally than all the other teachers and the way she pronounces things (for example her slight lisp and the way she pronounces “s” sounds is so uniquely beautiful.) and her hair i love it sm she’s so blonde and amazing
fortasse verus vergilius est amici quos in itinere fecimus
Painted Garden, Villa of Livia (Detail with Pomegranate)
sometimes i just pull up to j’s room in a free period and start talking … she said i can come talk to her anytime but usually i come in with a question or something to start the conversation about - recently it’s been university applications but i’ve finished applying now so i literally don’t know what to say to her now to start a conversation. i feel like it’s too weird to come in and start talking about something not school related - advice pls !!!!
MUSEO ARCHEOLOGICO NAZIONALE NAPOLI-A frescoed graffiti fragment from Pompeii reads, “That’s how life is, be well.” “Enjoy yourselves, and I sing!” 1st century A.D. #MANN
Me: Sappho? I love her, especially the way she [incomplete fragment, untranslatable]