What A Stellar, Don't You Agree?

INSOMNIA

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pgs. 256-259

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Drowned

This is actually the advice I am subconciousely following since 2020, and ykw? It works.

Well. Somewhat...?

BUT!!!! I make them get good happy pleasant experiences instead of therapy since i got bad experiences with therapists myself (I've been to 4 different therapists. They would either say that it's all my fault and I deserve it, or just suck it up, or that "I don't try hard enough", they ruined my understanding of therapy. Mother only dragged me there with the intention to "fix whatever is wrong with me", not help.)

Basically, running the character through similar horrible experiences to yours and making them heal. Feeling like you're part of it. and if they healed - so can you.

I know I began talking about a bit of a different topic but I still wanted to express my opinion, so I hope that it's fine(I hope so?)

I've been doing this similiar thing for.... 4-5 years now? I'm definitely better than I used to be.

Put a bullet in my head but I'm not going back to whatever 2015-2020 was. I don't even remember most of it but I'm not going back. No.

If you can't get any help, or don't want any help - working on yourself BY yourself WITH yourself is the best thing that can be done. It's hard but don't lose hope!

Whatever I get horribly flashbacked to everything traumatic that ever happened in my life - my mind just refuses to accept it, like no, that's not me, that must have been someone else, I POSSIBLY couldn't be fine after [REDACTED] but, I'm fine, right? so it means that [REDACTED] never happened and I'm just lying to myself and making shit up, I just gotta suck it up and be tougher.

and if you ask me that's very fucking Stanley Pines core.

(Dead) bullied skeleton brothers au (belongs to Punny girl on yt) haha. I couldn't hold back, I needed to draw how... This happened. Don't ask why they have hair, please.

Would anyone be perchance interested in taking commissions from me... if I uh... asked nicely....?

Maybe.....?

please, I'm struggling, I need to pay for my education and maybe have sometiing left for food meds and etc.

I don't have a ref sheet or anything like that yet. I hope my page will suffice. I'll draw you for a bottle of cola and two pennies I'm desperate

I FUCKING LOVE STATEMENT ABNEGATION YOU JST KILLED ME PHMYGOD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Based on the fanfic Statement Abnegation (1/2)

Part 2

I keep forgeting to post this, I'm still not over this fanfic 😭

If I suddenly start dropping most random out of context art, please tolerate me, because I hate a lot to share. About everything.

My whole personality was built on her character since age of 5 you're welcome

oh god

pray for me brother

Will you Bill my Valentine?