Thinking About Pre-fall Lucifer And I Am Sad

i really need to get back into the writing groove

a tender glimpse beneath the surface

❝ i'll always protect you. ❞

❝ i never meant to get this close, but now that i have i can't let you go. ❞

❝ i live for the moments when you look at me. the rest of the time i'm just existing. ❞

❝ i don't like how you make me feel. but i like not being around you even less. ❞

❝ i wish you wouldn't look at me like that. when you look at me like that i...it makes me wanna do things i shouldn't ❞

❝ there's no line i wouldn't cross for you. don't you realize that? ❞

❝ i did this for you. no one else. ❞

❝ i don't like it, but i'll do it for you. ❞

❝ i wonder how much of myself i'll have to give to you—how much i have to lay bare—before you realize how much you're taking. ❞

❝ i'm not trying to fix you. i'm just trying to be your friend. ❞

❝ i'm not um, real good at thank yous. or sorry's. but if you ever need me, i'm there. i owe you one. ❞

❝ i've seen you at your worst and i'm still standing here. ❞

❝ you've seen me at my worst but you're still here... ❞

❝ you can be mad at me, i can take it. i'd rather you be angry than shut me out. ❞

❝ i'm not angry, i'm just scared. ❞

❝ i know you love me, but do you like me? ❞

❝ do you think i'm a good person? ❞

❝ do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference? of course i'm helping you. ❞

❝ tell me what i can do to show you how i love you. i will give you anything you ask for. ❞

❝ you don't have to keep apologizing. just be here. day in and day out and prove that you're gonna keep showing up. that's all you have to do. ❞

❝ i only sleep well when you're next to me. ❞

❝ i don't want an apology i just want to understand. ❞

❝ i could actually use a hug right now. ❞

❝ i want everyone else to go away, but you can stay. ❞

❝ i actually do care what you think about. you're probably one of the only people whose opinion matters to me. ❞

❝ you always seem to know what i need. ❞

❝ you always seem to know just what i need to hear. ❞

❝ i want you to call me when you need someone. i want to be here for you. ❞

❝ you're the one i wanna call when i need someone. ❞

❝ seems like i always want you around when everything feels all fucked up. guess that means something. ❞

huge sigh

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BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE (2024) dir. Tim Burton

Hannibal Sentences, Vol. 2

(Sentences from Hannibal (2013-2015). Adjust phrasing where needed)

"It's not very smart to piss off a guy who thinks about killing people for a living."

"We have a difference of opinion, therefore I am going to choose the opinion that best serves my agenda."

"You do this a lot? Go places and think about killing?"

"Everybody thinks you did it, you know?"

"This isn't self-defence. You butchered him."

"I can help you, if you ask me to, at great risk to my career and my life."

"You can't anticipate your dreams. Can't block them, can't repress."

"Sometimes, at night, I leave the lights on in my little house and walk across the flat fields. When I look back from the distance, the house is like a boat on the sea. It's really the only time I feel safe."

"Family friction is usually a catalyst for personality development."

"All the attention and responsibilities heaped on first-born children prepares them for success in the future."

"There's something foreign about family, like an ill-fitting suit. I never connected to the concept."

"What am I about to put in my mouth?"

"When you're with me, you don't have to lie about anything."

"You're not your father's daughter. Not anymore."

"As someone who makes such a big deal about common courtesy, I'm a little taken aback!"

"Do you think it's too late for us to have kids?"

"Never apologise for coming to me."

"Somewhere between denying horrible events and calling them out lies the truth of psychological trauma."

"I have no taste for animal cruelty, which is why I employ an ethical butcher."

"Human emotions are a gift from our animal ancestors. Cruelty is a gift humanity has given itself."

"Your perfume is exquisite. Similar to the aroma on the air just after lightning strikes."

"He really is quite charming, isn't he?"

"How do you profile someone who has an anomaly in their head changing the way they think?"

"So, do you wait until I'm asleep until you come to bed?"

"So, can we have a conversation, or do you want to pretend that everything's alright?"

"You're the head of the unit! Why don't you come up with your own answers if you don't like mine?"

"Do I seem different?"

"You're a little different, but you've always been a little different."

"Did you just smell me?"

"I really must introduce you to a finer aftershave. That smells like something with a ship on the bottle."

"I don't know how much longer I can be all that useful to you."

"I'm not your father. I'm not going to tell you what you ought to do."

"I'm going to sit here until you're ready to talk. You don't have to say a word until you're ready, but I'm not going anywhere until you do."

"You're quite the topic of conversation in psychiatric circles."

"You're going to have to stop correcting me if we're going to get along."

"Do you know what profession psychopaths disproportionately gravitate to?"

"Here we are, a bunch of psychopaths helping each other out."

@decreedfate ; "You would feel better if you actually slept." (Sam for Dean!)

The unimpressed stare sent Sam's way was more than telling of Dean's thoughts on that suggestion. It wasn't like they'd ever had a regular sleep schedule – even as kids, they'd be awake all hours of the night, watching out motel windows for signs of their dad coming home. Some things stuck with you, and as much as Dean enjoyed getting a good night's rest, the actual getting there wasn't so easy.

Especially not on complicated cases like these. Where every lead came up short and the bodies were beginning to pile up. Whilst there wasn't much more they could do right now, Dean couldn't stand the waiting around.

Hell, he couldn't even settle. Kept pacing around like an animal in a cage. The shitty motel TV had no appeal, but neither did trying to sleep. The older Winchester just felt restless, agitated.

" I don't see you sleeping Sammy, " Dean counters, turning away from his brother to peer through the thin curtains for the hundredth time. As if the answer to their case would just fall outside their room window if Dean checked enough. The man scoffed and let the curtain fall back into place with more force than necessary. " I'm fine. I can sleep later, or tomorrow – whenever we've caught this damn thing. "

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We're all going to Hell, Dean. Might as well enjoy the ride.