Es After Waking Up Realizing 3 Of His Fucking Prisoners Disappeared

I have too many why does it keep happening to them 💔💔

when the relatable fictional character commits suicide

How joyful it feels changing my pfp to a kpop bottom twink

oh my god 😭😭😭

li tianchen & the death of a sister

Rabbi Joseph Telushkin, Jewish Literacy / Steven Berkoff, The Fall of the House of Usher / Michael Dickman, Killing Flies / Dustin Pearson, The World at its Beginning / Anne Carson, Antigonick

two junhans

How it feels being a fan of media that never has a happy ending

got too entranced seeing all the lotf ocs on here I’m making one too 🤦

I’m still setting up the story but I’ll put a ramble of what I have so far below (cw: death, thoughts of self harm, vomiting, cannibalism) I’m sorry it’s not a happy oc like everyone else 😭😭

also it’s like 1am rn so the art isn’t good at all I promise it isn’t normally this poorly done

-Severely traumatized after watching mulberry kid die in that fuckass fire n couldn’t save him. Envy’s the others for being somewhat mentally stable and ignorant to how easily they could die since he doesn’t think they’ll be rescued. -Doesn’t want to hang out with any of the kids and is scared to take care of the littluns. -Spends his days in solace walking on the beach staring at the water, or recalls the past as he doesn’t want to confront the situation. -Probably the only calming thing to him is water, but because of how easily he’d be able to drown himself if things got too out of hand on the island. -Also begins to have recurring nightmares in the night and gets worse when the littluns start talking about the beast that he has to throw up; cries when he throws up -Only wants to eat the fruit because he imagines eating human meat whenever he hear the crackling fire (cause the kid yk 😊😊). Maybe someone will save him, I don’t think so but who knows 💞

how it feels watching everyone post lotf art while I'm drawing the stupidest bs ever

orv meme art I did last year that I still like- spoliers for the next image

the little insights we got into veifei are so interesting to me — xia fei actually having a temper that vein has to assuage; xia fei seeing vein as warm hearted, and him being the very first person he thinks to call when in a bind...at the same we know xia fei owes a lot to vein, we know (from the character profile) that xf hates owing people favours. we know that in the grand scheme of it all vein is using xia fei in spite of also taking such good care of him

also there's something about the introduction of their dynamic: xf turning down food, because his boss doesn't like him 'sneaking snacks.' there's that implication of control under the guise of care, and the timing of vein calling at that moment too, reminds me of xf's pv — one as the watcher, the other being watched.

anyway all this rambling is to say veifei toxic yaoi goes crazy in excited to see what's in store for them...

2 am thagyu wip bc I’m going crazy