I Feel Like Dying Just Thinking About Them

the little insights we got into veifei are so interesting to me — xia fei actually having a temper that vein has to assuage; xia fei seeing vein as warm hearted, and him being the very first person he thinks to call when in a bind...at the same we know xia fei owes a lot to vein, we know (from the character profile) that xf hates owing people favours. we know that in the grand scheme of it all vein is using xia fei in spite of also taking such good care of him

also there's something about the introduction of their dynamic: xf turning down food, because his boss doesn't like him 'sneaking snacks.' there's that implication of control under the guise of care, and the timing of vein calling at that moment too, reminds me of xf's pv — one as the watcher, the other being watched.

anyway all this rambling is to say veifei toxic yaoi goes crazy in excited to see what's in store for them...

I have too many why does it keep happening to them 💔💔

when the relatable fictional character commits suicide

had a health project on mental disorders n decided to do bpd and put eunyung on the cover 😭😭😭

Did I eat or what 👻

How joyful it feels changing my pfp to a kpop bottom twink

yingdu arc if it was a play is like if lu guang memorized the script (not just his lines, but everyone else's lines too). and then when he got on stage, he realized everyone else is acting based on a different script from him that he doesn't know about, and cheng xiaoshi is the improv actor they put there who wouldn't have followed either version of the scripts anyway because he's there to improv. maybe he never got the scripts in the first place

Y is this so crazy knowing lu guang is just as clueless as us,, even though he's done this hundreds of times before. It's like he remembers his lines but everyone else goes against what he expects for the timeline; it becomes just as horrific as the first time cheng xiaoshi died

Lu Guang's words to Cheng Xiaoshi during the Li family dive in episode 6.

Evidence in support of the theory that season 2 is uncharted territory for Lu Guang. Whether that's because it's post Cheng Xiaoshi's date of death in the original timeline or because the timeline has been changed.

my cousin got me to read 19 days and I ended up reading all 459 chapters in less than a day and now I'm obsessed with mo and he tian. Send help

OH MY GODD THIS IS PEAK 😭💔💔

games

frontman too freaky

all the strawpage drawings I got are so freaking cool BUT WHO THE HELL DREW EUNYUNG LIKE THIS??