Virgo moon, moon/mercury in 12th/6th house, Gemini moon/Saturn, harsh mercury-Pluto/Saturn aspects
*Getting ready for a relaxing bath*
But first I must flay all the skin off my body
It really does get better. It gets better slowly, and it's never linear, but it does get better. Remember that you're on an upward trajectory even when it doesn't feel like it.
my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing
It's really disappointing to see what's happening with Pinterest. For anyone who doesn't know, they laid off most of their employees and now it's mostly ran by AI. So many people who have had their accounts for years are getting suspended. No one is safe from this.
Make sure you're downloading your pins and getting the fuck out of there while you can.
I can't believe the doctors didn't diagnose me with ADHD when I was a kid because I "had to get rid of my depression first just to be sure" MF IT'S A TWO PIECE COMBO MEAL