“If it got me to you it was worth it.”
the way Katya’s lipstick stained Sofia’s lips like when Sofia’s wine stained Katya’s dress and how later they are both stained in blood screaming crying throwing up
a quick guide on which planets to utilize for spellwork based on intent. [updated 11.28.24]
banishing: sun, saturn, pluto
beauty: venus, neptune
business: sun, mercury
binding: saturn, pluto
cleansing: sun, moon
communication: mercury, jupiter
confidence: mars, jupiter
courage: sun, mars, jupiter
creativity/imagination: moon, venus, neptune
cursing: saturn, neptune, pluto
divination: moon, uranus, neptune
dreams: moon, neptune
empathy: moon, venus, neptune
energy: sun, mars
fertility: moon, venus
happiness: sun, jupiter
healing: sun, moon, neptune
illusion: moon, neptune
independence: mars, uranus
invisibility: moon, neptune, pluto
legal matters: saturn
love: venus
luck: mercury, jupiter
manifestation/power: sun, moon, mars, pluto
meditation: moon, neptune
mental clarity: sun, mercury, uranus
mental power: uranus, neptune
peace: moon, neptune
prosperity/wealth: sun, mercury, jupiter
protection: mars, saturn
psychic abilities: moon, uranus, neptune
relaxation/calming: moon, neptune
sexual relations: venus, mars, pluto
spell-breaking: saturn, pluto
strength: sun, mars
success: mercury, mars, jupiter, saturn
technology: mercury, uranus
travel: moon, mercury
wisdom: mercury, uranus, neptune, pluto
wishes: sun, jupiter
© 2024 ad-caelestia
Lady Lilith, Dante Gabriel Rossetti, 1866–1868
Will o the Wisp, 1888 by Lev Lerch
Literally once a week for the past few weeks I've thought to myself "hm. maybe I'm a lesbian?" but then some other stuff happens and I forget about it. I mean, it would explain some things (bone-deep joy at seeing lesbian couples getting married or dancing together, indescribable). It would explain some other things (a rush of attraction and desire for women). It would make sense, even, if we consider things. It would feel right in a strange and slightly scary way. It would also require me to re-evaluate my relationship with men. Do I just like attention? Do I crave connection? Or am I attracted to them? I never have to ask myself these things with women. And I think I'm just plain old bi, but it's so shocking how easy it is for me to be attracted to women, in comparison. I don't crave attention in the same way from men, but most of all, it's so much easier to be attracted to women. The desire to touch, the stomach-clenching, hot-skulled, shallow-breathing rush. But anyhow. Thought for another time (next week).
I love that Rosie knows LGBT+ sexualities, but Alastor is too "old-skool" to probably care
Diagram of different Trees of Life from "The Assyrian Tree of Life: Tracing the Origins of Jewish Monotheism and Greek Philosophy" by Simo Parpola in Journal of Near Eastern Studies.
I’ll stop goncharov posting soon but can I just say how fascinating it is to me that the genre we picked was cold war mafia movie? because if you had asked the internet a month ago what kind of film tumblr would invent, if tumblr were to invent a film, the answers would have been way more woke. a queer coming of age romance or a sexy heist with a super diverse cast or live action infinity train or whatever.
instead, the hive mind, the collective, latched on to something with much narrower boundaries, with stricter rules. no cold war mafia movie would have “good gay rep” or “a happy ending”, like you might expect tumblr to want. we want, we made, something rife with hidden truths, deception and manipulation, suppressed and sublimated emotions. it’s a movie rife with symbolism and suggestion, a text that needs to be unpicked and puzzled over, not one that spoonfeeds us a morally pure protagonist.
the website famous for our shithouse reading comprehension made this complex metatext about methods of interpreting an ambiguous artwork and that’s given me more hope for humanity than I’ve gotten from the internet in a long goddamn time
“nice shoes” “thanks they are Goncharov” is 2022′s “i like your shoelaces” “i stole them from the president”