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Angel Dust/Anthony x Trans FtM reader Songfic
Warnings: Homophobia/Transphobia, talk of suicide,drugs, alcohol, overdoses.
Chappell Roan currently has my heart with this song and I immediately felt the pull of Angel Dust with it...sooo...I think this'll be so cute đ„° trust that im working through thr few requests I've got left so feel free to request more fandoms <3
-Writer IcyâĄ
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Y/n stared out of the window, watching the fields of Tennessee blur past, the early morning sun casting long shadows over the countryside. This town had never felt like home, not truly. Not since they realized who they wereâa boy in a body that didnât quite fit. That discomfort, that gnawing feeling, had always been there, just beneath the surface. But it wasnât until they met Anthony that everything became clear. Anthony, with his loud laughter, confidence, and unapologetic flamboyance. His bright eyes like neon and his Italian accent that fit his face just right. They had met at a dive bar when Anthony had flown in from LA, all talk of dreams, lights, and big cities.
Y/n had never met anyone like him. Anthony made LA sound like paradise, and the way his eyes sparkled as he spoke about performing made something click inside of them
I know you wanted me to stay
But I can't ignore the crazy visions of meâ inâ LA
And I heardâ that there's a special place
Where boysâ and girls can all be queens every single day
"You ever thought about leaving this place?" Anthony had asked one night, the two of them sitting on the hood of Y/nâs car, the stars twinkling above them. Y/n had hesitated, then nodded.
"Every day."
"You got that fire, N/n. I see it in you." Anthony had said with a grin, his cigarette dangling from his lips. "You could be anything out there, you know? Come with me to LA. I perform at this club called the Pink Pony Club. Itâs a place for people like us, people who donât fit anywhere else."
Y/n had laughed, a bit incredulous. "You think I could perform? Like⊠on stage?"
"Hell yeah!" Anthony had punched them lightly in the arm. "I can already see it. Weâd tear it up together."
I'm having wicked dreams
Of leaving Tennessee
Hear Santa Monica
I swear it's calling me
Won't make my mama proud
It's gonna cause a scene
She sees her baby girl
I know she's gonna scream
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Leaving home had been a fight, though. Y/n's mother had found the plane ticket tucked away in their drawer.
"Youâre not leaving," her voice was sharp, eyes wide with panic. "What do you think youâre doing, Y/n? Running off with that boy to God knows where?"
God, what have you done?
You're a pink pony girl
And you dance at the club
Oh mama, I'm just having fun
On the stage in my heels
It's where I belong down at the
Y/ had squared their shoulders, heart pounding but resolute. "Iâm going to LA, Mom. Iâm going to perform with Anthony at the Pink Pony Club."
"Thatâs not real life!" Her hands flew up in frustration, voice rising. "This isnât who you are! Youâre just confused, Y/n!"
"Confused?" Y/n's voice broke. "You donât even know who I am! Youâve never listened, not once! Iâm not confusedâIâm finally figuring it out. Iâm leaving."
Tears had welled up in their motherâs eyes, but Y/n had already turned away, grabbing their suitcase. The pain in their chest was sharp, but it was nothing compared to the suffocating life they would have if they stayed. They didnât look back.
Pink Pony Club
I'm gonna keep on dancing at the
Pink Pony Club
I'm gonna keep on dancing down in
West Hollywood
I'm gonna keep on dancing at the
Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony Club
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LA was everything Anthony had promised. The lights, the energy, the thrill of the stageâit was a world that Y/n had only ever dreamed about. Performing at the Pink Pony Club became their life, the rush of adrenaline from being on stage filling every void that had once been left empty.
The first night Y/n performed with Anthony, it felt like magic. The two of them danced together, the music pulsing through their veins, lights casting them in a warm, ethereal glow. Y/n had never felt so alive, so seen. On stage, in front of the world, they were exactly who they were meant to be.
I'm up and jaws are on the floor
Lovers in the bathroom and a line outside the door
Black lights and a mirrored disco ball
Every night's another reason why I left it all
As the months passed, the connection between Y/n and Anthony grew stronger. It started with stolen moments backstage, laughing about the wild characters they encountered at the club. It grew into late-night conversations about their dreams, their pasts, their shared pain of feeling like outsiders. Slowly, their friendship turned into something deeper. Something more.
I thank my wicked dreams
A year from Tennessee
Oh, Santa Monica
You've been too good to me
One night, after a particularly electric performance, Y/n found themselves sitting next to Anthony on the rooftop of their tiny apartment. The city stretched out below them, buzzing with life.
"You ever think about what it would be like if it all just stopped?" Anthony asked, staring out at the skyline.
Y/n frowned, glancing over. "What do you mean?"
Anthony shrugged, his usual bravado dimmed, his fingers absently tracing the rim of his drink. "You know, if all the lights went out. If it all just... ended."
Y/n's heart clenched. "Anthony, are you okay?"
Anthony looked at them, his expression softening. "Iâm fine, toots. I just think too much sometimes."
Won't make my mama proud
It's gonna cause a scene
She sees her baby girl
I know she's gonna scream
But they knew better. There was a weight to Anthony that hadnât been there before, and it scared them. With all the partying they did, drugs, drinking...everything had made them wonderâŠ
God, what have you done?
You're a pink pony girl
And you dance at the club
Oh mama, I'm just having fun
On the stage in my heels
It's where I belong down at the
Pink Pony Club
I'm gonna keep on dancing at the
Pink Pony Club
I'm gonna keep on dancing down in
West Hollywood
I'm gonna keep on dancing at the
Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony Club
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The overdose came suddenly, though, in hindsight, Y/n had seen the signs. The long nights, the pills that became more frequent, the way Anthonyâs laughter started to sound hollow. Y/n had tried to help, but they hadnât known how. They werenât enough to save him.
Anthony was gone.
Don't think I've left you all behind
Still love you and Tennessee
You're always on my mind
And mama, every Saturday
I can hear your southern drawl a thousand miles away, saying
The funeral was a blur of pain. Y/nâs world crumbled, and they found themselves back in Tennessee, standing at the doorstep of the home they had once fled. The fight with their mother was inevitable.
"I told you!" she had screamed, her face red with anger. "I told you this wasnât real! And now look! Look where itâs gotten you! God what have you done?!"
God, what have you done
You're a pink pony girl
And you dance at the club
Oh mama, I'm just having fun
On the stage in my heels
It's where I belong down at the
Y/n had been too numb to argue, the guilt and grief sitting like a stone in their chest. They had felt like an outsider everywhereâLA, Tennessee, and now even in their own skin.
â
Pink Pony Club
I'm gonna keep on dancing at the
Pink Pony Club
It wasnât long after that Jade found themselves in the same spiral. They continued preforming but they went harder everytime. Double the alcohol, double the drugs...double the pain. The pain of losing Anthony had been too much, the crushing weight of trying to survive without him too heavy to bear. It was easier to numb it all. To slip away.
And then one day, everything went dark.
When Y/n opened their eyes, they were in Hell. Landed hard on the front steps of some hotel where people were talking.
The irony wasnât lost on them. Hell was loud, chaotic, filled with the type of characters that would have fit right in at the Pink Pony Club. But amidst the chaos, there was one face they never expected to see again.
Anthony.
I'm gonna keep on dancing down in
West Hollywood
I'm gonna keep on dancing at the
Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony Club
Except now, he wasnât Anthony. He was Angel Dust, a larger-than-life version of the man Y/n had fallen in love with. It was shocking at first, seeing him again. Y/nâs breath had caught in their throat, their heart racing as Angel dust sauntered over, that familiar smirk on his lips.
"Toots? Is that really you?" Angel asked, voice teasing, but there was something soft in his eyes.
Y/n nodded, too overwhelmed to speak. They couldnât believe it.
"Well, well," Angel grinned, "guess you really couldnât stay away from me, huh?"
I'm gonna keep on dancing
And just like that, the years of pain, the grief, the loneliness melted away. They were back together, in Hell of all places, but it didnât matter. They found a new club, one even better than the Pink Pony Club. The lights were brighter, the crowds wilder, and on stage together, it felt like they had never been apart.
I'm gonna keep on dancing
Y/n and Angel performed night after night, their love for each other rekindling, this time without the weight of the world dragging them down. The bad was still included...but it was dulled. It felt more at home at the end of the night. In Hell, they could be exactly who they were meant to be.
ROTTMNT Leo
Sleepy! Leo x GN! Reader
Fluff/Character comfort
This takes place after the events of the Kraang invasion. Idk why but TMNT been a recent hype fixation (I blame Chaos), and I've just been wanting to write for it until I start getting requests! Much Love!
-Writer Icy<3
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The sound of distant explosions echoed through Leo's mind as he tossed and turned in his sleep. The Kraang invasion replayed vividly in his nightmare: the city in ruins, his brothers fighting valiantly but being overwhelmed, the despair that had clawed at his heart. Raph being taken and Kraang possessed, Donnie's broken battle shell, Mikey's tears- He jolted awake, gasping for breath, his chest heaving with the remnants of panic. It felt real.
For a moment, Leo lay still, staring at the ceiling of his room, trying to shake off the nightmare. The familiar surroundings did little to comfort him, and the images of the invasion lingered in the corners of his mind. Deciding he needed a distraction, he quietly slipped out of bed and made his way to the kitchen.
The apartment was silent, having stayed with his s/o for the night, the only sound being the gentle hum of the refrigerator. Leo flicked on the coffee maker, watching as it gurgled to life, the rich aroma of brewing coffee filling the air. He leaned against the counter, rubbing his eyes, trying to shake off the residual fear.
As he poured himself a cup, he heard soft footsteps approaching. He turned to see his s/o, their hair slightly tousled from sleep, padding out of his room. They gave him a sleepy smile before wrapping their arms around him from behind, resting their head against his shell.
"Leo, what are you doing up?" Y/n murmured, their voice soft and concerned.
He forced a smile, trying to play it off. "Just couldn't sleep. Figured I'd make some coffee."
They didn't buy it. They never did. With a gentle but firm tug, y/n pulled him away from the counter, guiding him back to the living room. They sat down on the couch, patting the spot beside them. "Come on, talk to me."
Reluctantly, Leo sat down, his shoulders slumping. Y/n rubbed his shell comfortingly, their touch soothing the tension that had built up in his muscles. "Was it a nightmare?" they asked, their voice barely above a whisper.
He nodded, not trusting himself to speak just yet. Y/n continued to rub his shell, their touch grounding him, bringing him back to the present. "The Kraang invasion," he finally admitted, his voice hoarse. "I keep seeing it... hearing it."
Y/n pulled him closer, letting him rest his head on their shoulder. "You don't have to go through this alone, Leo. I'm here for you."
He sighed, the weight of the nightmare beginning to lift as he felt their warmth, their steady presence. "It's just... it was so real. I thought we were going to lose everything."
"But you didn't," Y/n reminded him gently. "You and your brothers fought back. You saved the city. You saved each other."
He nodded again, feeling a bit more at ease. "I know. It's just hard to forget."
Y/n held him tighter, their hand still rubbing soothing circles on his shell. "I understand. But you don't have to carry this burden by yourself. We're a team, remember?"
A small smile tugged at his lips. "Yeah, we are."
Y/n kissed the top of his head before leaning back, coaxing him to lie down with them on the couch. "Let's try to get some more sleep, okay? We'll face whatever comes next together."
As he nestled against them, feeling their heartbeat steady and strong beneath his cheek, the remnants of the nightmare finally began to fade. Their presence was a balm to his troubled mind, and he let himself relax, the tension melting away.
With their gentle touch and reassuring words, Leo found himself drifting back to sleep, the nightmare banished by the warmth and love of the one who held him close.
*crawls out of a dusty vent*
COUGH COUGH- hi so I am here for a yandere sbg x reader story đ
Kk so here: reader and the yandere group are in their room when the group is on one of their rapacious again and their not in the phantom realm reader has a thing were she would just softly massage their head with their soft and warms hands to soften them up like cats and after cuddle them singing to them and after reader does this the whole facility is FLABBERGASTED how they folded THAT fast I mean they have like hearts in their eyes lovesick even the parents are a little impressed at how reader dealt with themđ€
Anyways that all I got đđ„Č srry if long đ
Warm hands, Soft Touches
Yandere! SBG gang x Fem! Reader
This concept was literally so adorable :') I love them. Slowly working through these I promise! Enjoy!
-Writer Icy<3
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Warm Hands, Soft Hearts
The air in your room was heavy with tension. The gangâAshlynn, Tyler, Taylor, Aiden, Ben, and Loganâsat scattered on the floor and bed, their expressions sharp and ravenous as their usual obsessive tendencies simmered just beneath the surface. They were spiraling again, each one trying to find a way to claim you entirely for themselves.
Ashlynn tapped her nails against her phone screen, pretending to scroll through pictures of you sheâd secretly taken. Tylerâs foot tapped an impatient rhythm, his jaw clenched. Taylor leaned against your desk, arms crossed as her eyes wandered around, staring at anyone who dared to sit too close to you. Aiden was quiet but had that dangerously calm look in his eyes, his hands gripping his sleeves as he sat on the floor, back against the bed. Logan fidgeted with a pen, scribbling words you couldn't quite see at your desk, and Ben just sat against the wall across from Aiden, cold and brooding, his eyes tracking your every move.
"Guys," you said softly, breaking the suffocating silence. "Youâre all worked up again. Itâs too much."
You could see their reactions shiftâsome looking sheepish, others doubling down on their intensity. Tyler scoffed under his breath.
"Worked up?" Tyler muttered darkly. "You have no idea."
Instead of snapping back or letting their energy overwhelm you, you did what always worked. You sighed softly and knelt on the bed, gesturing for Ashlynn to come closer.
âCome here,â you murmured.
She blinked, stunned, before obediently sliding to sit cross-legged in front of you. Slowly, you reached out and placed your warm hands on her head, your thumbs pressing gently into her temples.
Ashlynnâs body instantly relaxed, her shoulders dropping as you worked small, soothing circles into her scalp. Her breathing slowed, her lips parting slightly. âOhâŠâ she whispered, her voice almost dreamy.
"Who's next?" you asked softly, glancing around the room.
Logan was the first to break, his face flushing red as he practically stumbled forward to take Ashlynn's spot. Your hands worked their magic, brushing through his hair with a calm tenderness that made him melt like butter. He let out a soft sigh, his usual sharp demeanor crumbling.
One by one, they all caved.
Tyler leaned into your hands with a groan, muttering something about how "this doesn't change anything," though the hearts practically spinning in his eyes said otherwise. Aiden, who rarely showed much vulnerability, closed his eyes and let himself sink into your touch, looking like heâd just been given a taste of heaven.
When you got to Taylor, she rested her forehead against your shoulder as you worked, her quiet, lovesick smile hidden from everyone else. Ben was the last to come forward, looking slightly tense and agitated. Yet when your fingers slid into his hair, his icy exterior melted entirely, and he leaned so far into your hands he nearly toppled over.
When they were all sufficiently relaxed, you slid back onto the bed and spread your arms. "Okay, now all of you come here."
They didnât hesitate.
Ashlynn and Taylor were the first to cuddle up against you, each clinging to your sides. Ben sprawled across the foot of the bed, his head resting against your leg, while Aiden curled up by your other side, his face buried in your shoulder. Tyler nestled against your back, and even Logan found a spot, tucking himself awkwardly against the headboard but keeping his hand resting possessively on yours.
As you softly sang a calming tune, your fingers tracing soothing patterns on their backs or across their necks and cheeks, they all sank deeper into the warmth you provided. Their usual intensity had dulled, replaced by a lovesick haze as they clung to you like you were their lifeline.
Downstairs, the parents were sitting in the living room, their usual tense discussions about controlling their kidsâ obsessions on pause. Ashlynn's dad, Mike, had gone upstairs to check on the commotion but hadnât returned, which only made them more curious.
When they finally crept upstairs and peeked into your room, they froze.
The gangâusually impossible to manage, fiery, possessive, and combativeâlay bundled up around you like sleepy kittens. Ben, who normally never relaxed, looked completely at peace. Ashlynn had a soft, blissful smile, her head resting on your shoulder. Even Tyler, the most stubborn of the group, looked vulnerable as he held your hand.
Mike turned to the parents, his eyebrows raised. âWell, Iâll be damned.â
The parents exchanged glances, equal parts flabbergasted and impressed.
"How⊠how did they do that?" one of them whispered.
"Must be magic," Mike murmured, his lips twitching into an amused smile. âOr theyâre just that good.â
From that day forward, none of them questioned your methods again. If you could tame their wild, lovesick kids with just your hands and a song, who were they to interfere?
I made this-
Do I regret?? Absolutely not-
IM ACTUALLY REALLY EXCITED- Might start writing for the boys...and Rouge- but we'll seeeeeâĄ
WAIT WE CAN DO THIS NOW WITHOUT JUDGEMENT?!
oh im SO making my own sonic oc so i can selfship with shadow
its 2025 leave the cringe behind and indulge in 2010 interests freely guys
Hi! OMG. You've read SBG and The Four of Them? That's amazing! What other Webtoons have you read? Have you read, Night Owls & Summer Skies or Cursed Princess Club?
Oohh!! I actually have read the CPC, it was the first webtoon I had read (multiple times) it's one of my favorites!!
I plan on reading Night Owls and Summer Skies!! I saw it and figured I would like it!!
So far I've read Castle Swimmer, The Four Of Them, Cursed Princess Club, SBG, Rooftops and Roomates and Down to Earth!!
I haven't gotten alot of time to finish a few of them but I may decide to start writing for all! We will see, I love that ask though :D
-Writer Icy<3
please don't come at me-
So here's an update-
I applied and will be starting college soon (finally) after finishing some extra online bullshit. And I also started a second job. I have seen all requests and have been working on alot of them, most of them are almost done, just need a bit more writing and editing cuz my grammar is shit. BUT it's fine because I'm gonna get it done
Thank you guys so much for all the love and support, I promise I'm doing what I can with what little free time I've got.
I should be getting a few done soon so that you guys have SOMETHING to feast on :')
Also!! Someone kindly asked if I used AI to write! I actually have gotten this question a few times. The answer isn't a yes or no. I ask for outlines so I have a basic setup flow of what I want put down. Everything is of my own but the set up is ai generated due to helping me keep my small brain organized.
REGARDLESS, while being on hiatus, I found new things to write for that I will be adding to the masterlist. I maybe slowing down on the SBG writings for a bit just so there's different content across here. Remember Reblogs are very much appreciated!!!!
Also will be starting a YouTube channel! Don't know what I'll have or post but it'll be fun so I'll update on that when I get the time/chance to do so!!
Thank you again for being supportive, I love you guys so much, keep an eye out!! I'll be updating soon!!
Love
~Writer IcyâĄ
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