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I resented you so. I had to keep moving forward in every moment... But you were always my only and one weakness. That's why I resented you so. Luka, live with love. Embrace the pain, the frailty, and the moments so unbearably shameful. Forgive yourself... Again and again endlessly. Because everything... begins from there.

no cauee the fact that they showed an alternate universe where they were happy is just-

I THOUGHT I WAS READY FOR WIEGE BUT I WASNT OMG NOOOOOOOOOO MY SHAYLAAAAAA

them posing it on valentine’s day was absolutely diabolical

Can you give me any reason at all as to why i should live?

Yes, I certainly can.

DO NOT ASK A SUICIDAL MAN FOR A REASON TO LIVE BRO DOESNT WANNA LIVE HIMSELF‼️‼️‼️⁉️⁉️⁉️

PLEASE WHEN WILL THIS MATCB END IM SICK AND TIRED SHIDOU PLS SCORE IK YOU CAN LIKE OMFGGGGG LET IT ENDDDD🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

gunna reread death note now🚶‍♀️

i just finished doukyuusei and UGH I LOVE IT SMM it’s a rewatch but does anyone know like the gl equivalent of it or like any gl recommendations i need em‼️‼️

don’t apologise for the late reply it’s okaii your mental health should take piority kay!!

OMH WE SHARE THE FIRST THREE FANDOMSSSS YIPPIEE and ill deffo have to ask u for recommendations cause im tryna get into romance anime’s (*´∇｀*)

ans oml you are one strong woman studying science’s and maths like it’s so… all i have to say is good luck… i can be ur cheerleader when stuff gets tough ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

i’m studying psychology and it’s ehhh all ik is that i might become the patient before the therapist but yk let’s not manifest that…

NOW FOR THE ANSWERSSS

1) honestly i started this blog cause i just wanted to ramble about my interests and none of my irls know ab this so it’s a clean slate😋😋

2) i am downright TERRIFIED of spiders and hights but we’re going reeeeaaaaalll deep then prolly being lonely for the rest of my life but let’s hope that doesn’t happen🙏🙏

3) oh yes i am definitely an emotional person but i prefer not to show it so i bottle it up till i cry over something ‘insignificant’ like there was thsi one time i was having a really bad week and then when i sat down with my shitty school food with a wooden fork it broke and i just started crying and then i cried even more when i found out my ‘brownie’ (idek what it is to this day) was broken and i just sobbed. my friends thankfully helped the situation by making me laugh and forget about it but man i still mourn that lunch😞😞

4) NIGHT OWLLLL ANS COFFEE ALL THE WAYYY and my fav colour is purple literally i would buy anything if its purple(*´∀`)♪ it’s just such a nice colour i picked it as a kid and stuck with it nothing is gunna change my mind!!

5) my last 24 hours was: tiring, fulfilling, and embarrassing

6) to be honest when i’m sad i try not to acknowledge im sad so i push it down and carry on with my day i literally study psych and ik it’s not good why tf do i do this…

7) ohh i LOVE shawarma its the love of my life and the versatility of it is a bonus😋😋

ans YES PLS for the dumplings（＾Ｏ＾☆♪

yo hoo~

i wanna know more ab u too so like what fandoms are u in and who’s ur favs and what are u studying rn?

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here’s some yummy cake😽😽

AYYYYYY (͡⁠°⁠‿⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)

[ I'm really REALLY sorry that this took so long to respond to 😭 I've just been very drained and out of it lately :,) my mental health keeps going like ⏬↙️↙️↖️↕️↕️↕️⏩⏫⏬↙️⬆️⬇️▶️➡️⤵️ LMAO ]

That being said!!!!

I AM IN A LOTS OF FANDOM AYYY!!! okay so primarily blue lock, but other stuff I've watched/follow are -> haikyuu (i haven't finished it yet), alien stage (when I tell you if destroyed my life), orv (again, i haven't finished it. Like. AT ALL. bahaha 😭 it's so long), the apothecary diary (yet to watch season 2), the dangers in my heart (I've only watched one session ow), a sign of affection (OMG MY FAVOURITE), love story with Yamada kun, horimiya, when the promised flower blooms.

Wow. 🧍🏻‍♀️ I watch 🧍🏻‍♀️ too many romance 🧍🏻‍♀️ animes i- 🧍🏻‍♀️

I didn't realise that 🧍🏻‍♀️

ANYWHO!!!!

I'm also anticipating stranger things and squid game's new seasons this year MEHEHEHE

I've also been reading many webtoon lately, the ones I'm caught up with marry my husband (IT HAD ME SOBBING AT 4 IN THE MORNING YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IT'S GORGEOUS), couple breaker, remarried empress (OH NY GOSH?!?? CHEF KISS ?!! HELLO???? THIS IS WHAT I MEAN BY A PROPER REVENGE STORY MUHAHAHAHA) aaaaand I've started selfish romance on a friend recommendation too hehehuihui :>

The first ever webtoon i read was true beauty :} (wow how cliche who is surprised)

I'm studying science rn :3 [ y'know physics chemistry maths computer science and all that jazz ] WHAT ABOUT YOU????

oki doki, for my questions I am going to throw some clichèé (which e do you use? My keypad is not telling me and I forgot) questions at you, GET READYYYY!!!!

what made you start your blog?

what scares you the most and why? (If any answer is too personal, feel free to skip it!)

would you say you’re an emotional person?

day/night? Tea/coffee? Favourite colour and why?

Describe your last 24 hours in 3 words.

what do you do when you’re sad?

Favourite food?

Okay, that shall do for now :3

THANK YOU FOR THE CAKE I LOB CAKE

*a few noms later*

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Done and dusted 😌

Would you like some dumplings? :3

everytime someone genderbends L and gives her double D’s and angel looses its wings💔

jkjk but cmon really?? L?? like i get the appeal of big boobs don’t get me wrong but where’s the love for small tits😞😞

self-sabotage

THIS IS A MOMENT OF HISTORY NESS I NEED YOU DO TO ANYTHING BUT PASS TO KAISER OR ISAGI IN FACT DONT PASS SCORE THE GOAL URSELF PROVE THE HATERS WRONGGGG

uh oh looks like someone's about to snap...

FINALLY

"are they lovers?"

worse. it's a sports anime

Hi....! If you don't mind, can I ask, who are your top 7 favorite romantic relationship's couples in books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series/etc (can be canon or non-canon) and your top 10 favorite characters ever from any media? Why do you love them all? Thanks if you want to answer....

okay so my top 7 couples (in no particular order) would prolly be:

1) Nagi x Reo (blue lock)

2) Naruto x Sasuke (naruto)

3) Kyojuro x Giyuu (demon slayer)

4) Gojo x Geto (jjk)

5) Vi x Caitlyn (arcane)

6) Al haitham x Cyno (genshin impact)

7) Bokuto x Kuroo (haikyuu)

i tried to get one from every fandom or else this list would’ve prolly been just one fandom but just know that there are more…

and for some particular reason i don’t really have a particular reason why i like them but i guess i can see the dynamic and i like where its headed or they just look nice together even if they haven’t interacted much. (crack ships🔛🔝‼️‼️)

and for top 10 fav characters is acc so hard but:

1) Sasuke Uchiha (naruto)

2) Sakura Haruna (naruto (i do not play ab my wife i will defend her to the absolute END))

3) Reo Mikage (blue lock)

4) L Lawliet (death note)

5) Kaeya (genshin impact)

6) Ryuunosuke Akutagawa (bungo stray dogs)

7) Giyuu Tomioka (demon slayer)

8) Ivan (alien stage)

9) Tobio Kageyama (haikyuu)

10) Blade (honkai star rail)

now these also aren’t in any particular order and again i tried to make them different fandoms for a bit of diversity. ans the reason why i like them wow so for me i kinda have a ‘type’ when it comes to my favs they have dark hair and have a bit of a troubled past now that isnt the only reason why i like them but yk. and before i start a series i also kinda just pick a fav and stick with it and i pick right considering how i still love them even after watching the series and whatnot. but for some of not most i do relate to these characters and it just makes me love them more!!

ans thank you for asking!! i could go ON about my favs but i’ll spare u the hassle of reading word barf :3<

Always be by my side

nagireo in where nagi gets isekai-ed into a romance game but instead of him being the protagonist he’s one of the love interests and reos the protag. and at first nagis like ‘it doesn’t matter reos obviously going to pick me’ but turns out there are other men doing the absolute best to win reos heart ans it’s apparently working?!

we have chigiri dragging reo to cute cafe dates and yukimiya who’s woo-ing him by being an absolute gentleman and talking about stocks, isagi’s awkward act is somehow endearing to reo, bachiras eccentric personality is keeping reo interested and wants to know more ab him, kunigami catches reo’s eyes w how gentle he is w his sister and he’d probably be a great father to their kids, rins whole ‘mysterious and i hate everyone but i like u’ guy act has reo entranced . etc etc blah blah blah u get the jist

and now that nagi realises that he actually has competition he goes above and beyond trying to woo reo and then the day comes that reo has to pick his lover and before reo can announce nagi wakes up in a hospital bed with reo by his side and the first thing he says is how he wants reo to pick him and reos obviously confused.

and then cue nagi being salty to everyone for tryna steal his reo away from him

LET ME COOK🔥🔥 LET ME COOOOOOOKKKK🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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“Hiori, I like rin.” Nanase flopped onto the midfielder’s bed, laying his head on his lap. He decided to take a break from training with Rins permission, well he just gave him a huff and he just took it as affirmation and visited the bastard münchen dorms. The country boy felt quite left out when he realised that both Isagi and Hiori were in the same building let alone they share a room. “And I still can’t believe y'all didn’t tell me about pickin’ Bastard München while I’m stuck in the PxG building. It's so unfair. Do ya how stressful it is with Shidou n Rin fighting every time they see each other?!” he sighs turning his head up to stare are Hiori who gives him a bashful smile

“Aw c’mon, we didn’t plan this Nanase we jus happened to pick the same team. An’ just sayin’ you will get no peace a mind in ‘ere as well. Isagi and Kaiser are the same” Hiori carded his fingers through Nanase’s hair “And what was that? Ya like Rin? Now that’s something that we can talk about! Tell me how’d ya realise that? And what are ya doin’ right now to get him to fall head ova heels for ya!”

“Well ya know he’s just so…” Nanase lets out a dreamy sigh, a smile creeping onto his face. “But it doesn’t matter cause he doesn’t like me, in fact I think he’s just tolerating me” his smile turns tight, his eyes averting from Hioris pitying gaze.

“Now why would ya say that Nanase you’re a blast to be with and maybe you can woo him off his feet hm?”

“I doubt I could but anyways he likes Isagi and I can't stop Isagi from getting some ya know.” Hiori raises an eyebrow at the others statement.

“He likes Isagi? Really? Did ya ask ‘im?”

“No but i can jus’ feel it. He's so obsessed with him everything he does has Isagi in his mind he's his motivation…”

“It's jus’ their rivalry Nanase dear,” Hiori tries to explain but Nanase was stuck on his belief

“Ya don't need to support my delusion, Hiori. I know that Rin doesn’t and won’t like me… Thank ya though.” The navy blue haired boy lifted his head up from Hiori’s lap sitting on the edge of the bed. “Oh! And before i forget Karasu told me to tell you to come visit him or I think Otoya might steal him away from ya.” at the mention of Otoya’s name Hiori’s eye twitched.

“Actually I'll come with and pay Karasu a visit. Let's go.” Hiori stands up and drags Nanase to the door and bumps into Isagi on their way out.

Nanase’s eyes brighten at the sight of Isagi, an idea coming to his head. “Isagi! I'm so glad we ran inta ya! I've stolen Hiori from ya so i was thinkin’ that you should come with so ya won't be lonely in ya room!” He doesn't wait for Isagi’s answer and drags him along to the PxG building. Isagi stumbles along confused but nonetheless goes along with Nanase, it has been a while since he's seen the other due to practise and being in different buildings and teams.

Once they reach the buildings Nanase and Isagi wave bye to Hiori who went to pay Karasu a visit. Now with just the two of them Nanase drags the other to the practise field hoping that Rin was still there and then his plan would come into action!!! And there he was lo and behold Rin Itoshi still practising.

“Rin!! Guess who I brought along for practice!” He moves aside revealing Isagi who waves at the other.

Rin frowns when he sees Isagi and Nanase holding hands turning away from the two and goes back to shooting from all types of distances. “What's he doing here? I thought it was just going to be us…” he mumbles

“Hm? What did ya say Rin?”

“Nothing, it doesn't matter. Get back to practicing Nanase we need to work more on your passing or how else will you serve me on the field”

“Ah, um actually about that I would love to practice more with ya but i'm winded so maybe next time? Promise!!” Nanase rubs his hands together apologising to the other.

“That's all the more reason to practice more Nanase you should build up your stamina plus we barely started,” Rin walks closer to nanase ignoring Isagi beside him. He raises his arm placing the back of his hand on Nanases forehead “Are you sick?”

Nanase flushes red ducking away from Rins touch “Nope im doin’ alright just uhm ya know it's one of those days amiright?” Rin sighs and takes a step back staring at the other before waving him away “Go get some rest. I can't have my property falling even more sick on me”

Nanase yells out a ‘yes sir!! And have fun with Isagi!!’ as speeds away leaving the two by themselves. His plan was in action. If he can't be with Rin then that would be okay. Rin's happiness is more than enough for him and a bonus is that Isagi wouldn't be single anymore and his boyfriend is the Rin Itoshi. Like how is that not a win in the history books.

The navy blue haired male walks back to his room the smile slipping off his face.

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don’t let me cook i’m burning the kitchen down🔥🧍‍♀️🔥

hmmm revise for your final exams or write a fanfic i wonder which one it would be of course you would pick the option that would benefit you in the long run right. right? right…

in my defence the exams ab interpersonal relationships im solid on that course and ofc i did some revision sooo ^3^

I just realized Ness must have the prettiest Cupid's bow because of how Yusuke Nomura always draws his mouth. Like?? Hello?? His lips must look so beautiful, good God.

Also, ngl, Ness looks so cutiepatootie. I wanna protect him from Kaiser at all costs.

KAISER YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE ALLA DAT MOVE ASIDEEEE😾😾😾😾

Kainess 💕🩵

why’s ao3 kinda dry rn like when i check my mail all im getting are kudos and comments (which is very appreciated) but cmon where are the notifs for updates fics😞😞😞

NESSSSS U DONT DESERVE WHATS HAPPENING TO U IN THE NEW CHAPSSSSS☹️☹️☹️

a lil ness 4 ur troubles

You're very cool 👍🏻

Did i tell you i love your icon?

Have some cookies please

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:3

NO U AREE😋😋😋

and thank u smmm i love urs too KAISER ON TOP‼️‼️‼️

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if finished all the yummy cookies thank uuuu(*≧∀≦*)

I really wanna make an experimentation au for demon slayer liek i have the whole thing planned out w what ‘powers’ they were given cause of teh experiments and i have a few pages of it in my docs but man… i am not bothered to type it all down liek its all in my head but ughhhh.

i’ll just hope i my fixation of demon slayer comes back and then maybe i’d type it down who knows…😞😞

right so my brains acc been rotted by this… now let’s ignore my questionable drawing skills but here’s this wip ( this may never see the light of day again)

now im a firm believer of satosugu but i saw a comment saying they thought goyuu was gojo x giyuu and i’ve never been the same again cause tell me why giyuu is the most shippable character ever like…

is anyone willing to support my delusions…

FEM NAGIREO MY LOVES

Love Je t'aime ♡

It's another fem nagireo animatic :3 You can watch the full version on youtube!

rinana or nanarin (whatever their ship name is) in where rin likes nanase and nanase likes rin but thinks that rin likes isagi. he thinks that the only reson that rins talking to him is cause he’s friends w isagi so every convo they have is nanase going ‘did yk that isagi likes this colour and this flower? do yk how to cook? cause isagis fav food is blah blah easy to make right!!’ nanase is completely oblivious to the subtle confessions rin is giving him.

ans after the millionth unintentional rejection from nanase rin takes a step back thinking that nanase just doesn’t like him. shidou and karasu are watching on the sidelines are in stitches and dumbfounded by their teammates idiocy and hopelessness in love

now im a firm believer of satosugu but i saw a comment saying they thought goyuu was gojo x giyuu and i’ve never been the same again cause tell me why giyuu is the most shippable character ever like…

is anyone willing to support my delusions…

lowkey highkey want a crack fic of blue lock and haikyuu meeting eachother cause like thinking about it it can go so well (i just want my faves to interact). i love how easy it is to make sports anime’s just coexist together in teh same universe casue there’s no powers it’s just plain ol japan and the fact that the blue lock facility is in tokyo(i think i remember searching it up) and nekoma is in tokyo is mwah.

maybe somehow they meet in shibuya during an off day and they click idk. but i wanna see kuroo ans karasu interact casue bro they’re so dear to me i need them to talk and analyse ppl cause they’re smart like that. although in my heart it’s reo and kageyama who first meet and the rest happens bit let’s make it kinda realistic (who cares ab realism its a fanfic)

also i need reo to take in kageyama as one of his own cause where the heck is kageyamas parents like hellooooo??

and i deffo need shidou interacting w everyone just cause i want him to and also ness.

plus with how ‘intense’ some bllk characters are i would love to see them talk w some haikyuu characters.

orrr they would each play eachothers sports now that would be fun especially with how some bllk characters get on field really has me wanting that to happen. i need all of my faves to talk w eachother and bond over everything.

i have a whole idea of who’s good a volleyball and football but ahhhhh i can’t be asked to write it all. but who knows…

idk and there are a few characters who are veeerrrry similar liek nagi and kenma, karasu and kuroo, kira(?) and oikawa, tendou and bachira and so on yk. this has been rotting in my brain and i need it🙏🙏🙏

i highkey love how near and mello do the same thingi L does w eating or playing w something like they are so dear to me😞😞

going through my google docs is so scary cause like i get jumpscared by these two fics i wrote when sleep deprived and it’s like daymn i i acc wrote this shit… what was i even on when i wrote it ಠ_ಠ

it started dancing to loser lover by TXT😋😋

Lets create a story.

I'll say two words. Then everyone who comes across this post will add ONLY one word to continue the story. The only rules are that it should be only one word you add and that even if you were tagged you must check the reblogs to see the last version to respond to

Pretty sure this is gonna go to hell after like five people but oh well

@aella-posts @mairon-goth-minion @percyweasleyapologist @yesiamprocrastinating @residentdisaster @i-just-need-a-book-please @clodyghost

My contribution:

The racoon...