I can feel myself spiraling out of control but I have no idea how to stop it.
Make It Stop {via idoubtanyonecares}
JUST LET GO OF THE MEMORIES
a message to my broken mind // Å.G.P.
And when you’re finally happy, you’re scared. Because every time you feel happy, something bad happens and ruins it.
When will things ACTUALLY get better? {via idoubtanyonecares}
You say that talking to him will do nothing but bad things for me. But every time I see his face or hear his voice, all I can do is smile.
How Can Something Feel So Right Yet Be So Wrong? {via idoubtanyonecares}
I thought things were finally going to change between us, but then I remembered that a few deep conversations at 1 A.M. won’t change the fact that I’m not your first choice anymore.
When did you stop loving me? {via idoubtanyonecares}
But I will wait an eternity if I feel as if there is still
the tiniest,
littlest bit
of hope left.
Am I supposed to pretend that everything is okay?..
It's not
During the day, I try as hard as hard as I can to be positive. And most days.. I succeed :) But every single night, the pain comes rushing back. And I don’t think any amount of positivity will end that…
Å.G.P.
Everything seems so hopeless...
Looking For a Way Out
I don’t think you will ever fall as deeply into this depression as me. Want to know why?.. Because every time you’re sad, I know exactly what to say… All the things that you didn’t.
You never helped me, but I’ll help you because no one deserves to feel this way // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig
That moment when you’re sitting in class and trying to pay attention, but eventually you just give up because all you can think about are the memories. The memories that you made with meaningless people back when you were naive and oblivious to how easily they could shatter your glass heart. But you’re stronger now because you’ve finally rebuilt it. This time out of solid steel instead of the fragile glass you used the first time. But there is one big flaw in fixing a broken heart… The memories will never disappear. Your brain will never let you out of the prison you created. There is no way to escape… So you continue sit in class and try to pay attention, but it will never work because all you can think about are the memories.
Å.G.P.
"Why haven't you given up on me yet?"•Å.G.P.•All poems/quotes are original unless reblogged or I say that they aren't.
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