Every night I find myself staring at my ceiling… Just thinking about you. And every night I just come to the same realizations. If you cared about me, you would be texting me instead of her. If you cared about me, you would try to make our conversations last longer. If you cared about me, you would talk to me even if there were other people to talk to.
But you don’t care about me…. Not anymore.
I need to learn the fucking difference between people that MAKE time to talk to me and people that HAVE time to talk to me.
I thought you made time for me, but I thought wrong.
They say suicide is never an option, but they never give you a better one.
Unknown
Sometimes I wonder if you even want to be my friend. You never seem to want to talk to me, so why not take it one step farther?
Å.G.P.
I used to feel at home whenever I talked to you. But now it’s more like when you check into a motel; familiar, yet cold and neglected.
Things Change #3 // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig
I don’t think you will ever fall as deeply into this depression as me. Want to know why?.. Because every time you’re sad, I know exactly what to say… All the things that you didn’t.
You never helped me, but I’ll help you because no one deserves to feel this way // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig
Just forget about me
Everyone else has
Everyone who gets close to me
just
gets
hurt
Her: I feel like it’s always raining..
Him: How?
Her: The whole world just seems so gray. It’s as if someone laid an everlasting blanket of fog over me.
Him: But you said things were getting better..
Her: I thought they were, but how could it possibly get better when people just keep hurting me. How could I feel better when there isn’t a single person who likes me.
Him: I like you.
Her: you’re lying
Him: I'm not!... *sigh* I don't think you understand how much I love you..
How am I supposed to move on when every time I try you just start flirting with me again.
I keep going back to you
They say we 'are not alone' but that isn't always a good thing. It makes everyone see us as 'just another depressed kid' or 'just another emo teen'. People think that it's 'just what teenagers do.' But if we were like the others, we wouldn't feel this broken.
I guess it doesn't matter though since this is all 'just a phase' anyway
"Why haven't you given up on me yet?"•Å.G.P.•All poems/quotes are original unless reblogged or I say that they aren't.
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