Joyoperation - Remade

Earlier today I made a remark that wasn’t necessary

kill the imposter syndrome in your head because not only is there someone out there doing it worse than you, they’re also using chat gpt to do it

video editing is without a doubt a hobby for insane people

i am at that point where i have absolutely no dressing sense. whatever i wear i look like a clown. always imperfect. already ruled out feminine shit ok because all i have is shirts and short kurtas. very few t-shirts. i don't even know what i wanna look like. i don't have it in me to figure it out rn.

let's go to work with mama

"Trees, rivers, plants, and anything that reminds me of her is now a vague image languishing in obscurity; an obscurity plunked from her departure. Since then shadows have also been cut off from the reality, wandering around like a ghost. These images were once objects of my passion of seeing. But now they look like memories rooted in the depth of my soul, or scars of an old wound that don’t heal. It feels like a “presence” that torments me, stresses me out, and screams inside my inner silent world."

Viewer and the object of view [2021] - Nazli Abbaspour