spicing up conversations by saying 'you really believe in that' at the most basic inane things
"you don't have to perform around me" sweetheart i have to perform in front of myself
horror of being perceived vs desire to be adored
autistic folks when their routine gets disrupted, and they don't get alone time when they're supposed to get alone time
“Just remember. None of us have any idea what we’re doing either. No one chooses to exist. You just do. You’re gonna be okay.”
— Halsey
when you yearn for love and affection but you’ve emotionally repressed yourself for so long that if you attained them you would be overwhelmed with them instantly
once took it as a challenge to get the the bottom of a glass of water before the waiter refilled it (without chugging it, obviously). so when a waiter came by i just started drinking it hoping they'll just avoid the confrontation and leave. but one time they just patiently waited for me to put the glass down and it was the most awkward eye contact i've ever experienced
funniest mistake you've ever made that seemed like a good idea at the time?