A lot of stuff have happened since I posted last time. I got depression and wasn't able to carry this blog, then I got a little bit better and then war started.
So... Now I'm just waiting. Trying not to fall back into enxiety that will lead me in less then nice way, just existing because that's all I can do. This will be over soon, only crysis will remain for several years.
I don't like red. I used to like it, but not anymore, it's too much too bright to everywhere as if everything will be in it, sooner or later.
I saw them,
Is it... Looking at me?
I don't want to feed what's inside.
And this is something even I can recognize! Peonies!
...right?
Oh no
I shouldn't have taken this photo
It's kinda fascinating to see how, even after all that, glass never turned to shards.
I would want to light it up, but it's better this way.
Dried flowers are constant. They don't change, don't grow, don't rot.
Only turn to dust when their time comes.
distant memories, dreams of buildings and trees from past and future alike, wandering around empty streets, looking at the shadows.
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